My darker thoughts

Brace yourself for a fuckton of depressing thoughts and pining.

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I shouldn't have said yes, I should never have given in to you in the first place.

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How am I supposed to draw my eyeliner on if my eyelids are swollen from crying

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fun fact about american history: george washington was apparently so sexy that when he was 17 he went swimming a river and some girl that had a crush on him stole his clothes and watched as he walked around naked looking for them

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aaron burr, the guy who shot alexander hamilton and also the second vice president of the united states, tried to start an empire out in texas

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marquis de lafayette literally had to sneak out of france to come aid america and while some versions of the story claim that he disguised himself as a commoner, other versions say he dressed up like a woman

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literally all the founding fathers had daddy issues, specifically alexander hamilton who refused to even befriend george washington initially because he didn’t want to grow close to someone who had the potential to become a father like figure to him

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thomas jeffereson kept a bust of alexander hamilton in his house at monticello for no reason other than the fact that hamilton was his sworn enemy and he felt as though he needed a very expensive bust of his sworn enemy in his house

[pinkbat99]

I love all of this please keep going.

[writterings]

they didn’t let hamilton try this one course of study at king’s college because it was so intense that it made one student literally get sick and have to go home for months on end and that student was james madison

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Why did I give in so much to the both of you? Do you know how much I regret it?

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This is the second time I'm crying in a week. Because of you.

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I thought my days (or nights) of crying myself to sleep were over. Apparently not.

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Typical isn't it? You do anything you can to get the girl you want, and when you have her you just don't care as much anymore. Maybe sometimes you don't mean it but it still hurts. It just seems like you don't want to bother seeing me anymore.

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I know I shouldn't feel this way anymore but it's hard when I don't get to see you a lot anymore😔

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I miss my baby boy so much. It's only been 3 days but I can't wait to be back in my darling's arms again😔

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I guess I'm just never going to be good enough for anyone right?

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Why do you always have to make me cry when I'm on my period. Why.

[iconic--soul]

Why are Ross and Rachel so iconic when Chandler and Monica’s relationship is 50,000 times more romantic, cuter and HEALTHIER than Ross and Rachel’s?

[joyceanfartboner-deactivated202]

theres an episode where monica catches chandler watching porn so he changes the channel to a shark documentary but he still has a boner so monica tries to do shark things next time they sleep together and if that isnt romance i dont know what is you know

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The hopeless romantic in me wants to have that night with you but the rational part of me is saying no, and I'm sorry but I tend to follow my head more, because I know it will be better. Less interesting maybe, but safe.

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Honestly, I don't care where we have dinner on Saturday, as long as you're with me.

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I'm just being a salty little bitch right now but seriously how could you think I would lie to you about this? Like even I wanted to go out with my friends at night I could just go back and find them, seriously.

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Do you ever just sit in your chair and cry over how inadequate you are? It's like you'll never be good enough for anyone. Even if he tells you he loves you and accepts you even with all your imperfections. The truth is, I really wish I could be who you want me to be. I really wish I could be that perfect girl you want to have and hold. But I'm just me, I'm full of flaws and I don't even understand why you would want me in the first place. I really wish I could be better for you, but it seems like all I do is disappoint you and make you upset. I'm sorry I can't be better, but I'm trying my best and I swear I don't mean to upset you ever. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me and I really do love you. I'm just so so sorry I can't be better for you.

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When he says such sweet things to me, it really makes my day. I'm really lucky to have him.