Smiling Through The Pain

Self Harm, Depressed, Suicidal and starve myself. Striving for the impossible. Never loved. Grew up without a family. Not good enough for anyone. This is my life.

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Part of myself

I gave him all of me. I told him things I've never told anybody. He used me then left me. Now I only have part of me. :(

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I could use a friend right now.

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Currently going backwards. All the progress I've made, gone. Typical of me. I am hopeless, and a total waste of air.

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It's been a really bad day.

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Haven't been on in so long. Been working on improving myself and getting back to who I truly am.

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Hey 😄😃 I hope you are having a great day! I want to ask you if I could be your friend...I feel like both of us sometimes need someone to talk to. I'm sorry if I come off rude or anything... I suck at communicating. Stay strong and stay safe.

Hey :) yes I would love to be friends! Thank you and not rude at all. It was a very sweet message. Enjoy your night/day. :) :)

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Here's to another night...

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I really don't think I can make it through another year.

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Wow love your Blog ♡

Thanks :)

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Hello, welcome back . Did being away from social media help?

Honestly? No

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Smile beautiful, it'll get better someday :)

Thank you :)

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Ugh..