Death's Bae @my-shit-and-i - Tumblr Blog

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck I just wanna hear you say you still love me too

That’s so fucking selfish of me

So fucking wrong

You probably have someone else by now

I have someone else

Fuck

I still want to know

Do you? Do you still love me?

If I ask you

¿Y hasta cuándo cree usted que podemos seguir en este ir y venir del carajo?

Are you going to answer me “por toda la vida”?

I hope you do

I hope you don’t

Fuck why do I still miss you so much

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Comet (2014)

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“the night’s watch would have been a lot gayer” have you considered that it is and jon is just too preoccupied with his own emo ass internal conflicts and daddy issues to see everyone doing butt stuff?

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and it’s the old religion, humming in your veins

What does it says about me when I feel so much pleasure in tearing out my own stitches with my teeth?

How do I explain that my tears reopen all my wounds?

How do I tell you that I'm a masochist and there's nothing more pleasurable than suffering for love?

How do I put into words, on a canvas, the feeling that makes me want to rip my heart out of my chest just to show you it beating for you?

It's as if all this pain were that persistent itch, and having a reason for it to overflow from me is like finally allowing myself to scratch. Scratch and scratch until I'm bleeding for you again.

Will you still love me? When you see me with swollen eyes, smeared makeup, tears streaming down my face, and blood everywhere? Will you still love me when you discover that I am everything you fought so hard to run away from? Will you still have love in you to give me when you know that I am much worse than you imagined? That I am everything you rejected to get where you are today?

I hope you will

I hope you won’t

Either way it will hurt… and at least I’ll have an excuse to write again.

#me #poem #ithurstsomuchandiloveit