[deeptrospection]

[cosmogenous]

how to express emotions infront of people without feeling terribly ashamed of yourself tutorial

[papayajuan2019]

i just have to make it through the next few or tens or hundreds or thousands of weeks. until i'm dead

[thepersonalquotes]

“you're so distant” you literally made me feel like i wasn't important

[sweatermuppet]

[shaking myself by the shoulders] i will get better. i will continue. i have no goddamn choice

[xwhere-the-lonely-roamx]

Because at the end of the day nobody really cares if you lay in bed with tears in your eyes and death on your mind.

[mybrokenhearttttttttt]

I want to see the world, but I’m not ready for the world to see me.

[mybrokenhearttttttttt]

I just sat there and watched it all fall apart with not a care in the world because I knew I could make it all go away in just 1 second.

[mybrokenhearttttttttt]

will you remember me?

[mybrokenhearttttttttt]

So what if you can’t trust anyone ever again. That’s not the point. The point is that you’ll be strong enough to walk away again and again if you have to. Don’t stop trying when people disappoint you, because they will. That’s what changed my life.

[mybrokenhearttttttttt]

My mind gets dark sometimes. No moon, no stars.

[mybrokenhearttttttttt]

Battle with myself, I always lose.

[mybrokenhearttttttttt]

You see my scars and ask if it hurt, I say I couldn’t feel a thing.

[mybrokenhearttttttttt]

‪I wear a necklace that says “Faith” on it not because I think I am pure and living by God’s will, but I think that everybody needs something to believe in. And I believe in Faith. To me Faith assures us of things we expect and convinces us of the existence of things we cannot see‬. I believe that about everything in life. If I can’t believe in the people around me then at least I can have some faith in myself that things will get better. That I’ll find a love that fits me perfectly and makes me feel at home. That I’ll be happy. That I’ll be kind. That I’ll make the world a better place just by smiling at strangers. At the end of the day it’s just you. You have to believe in yourself. It might not change other people, but it will change you.

[mybrokenhearttttttttt]

I don’t like who I am when I’m sober😡

[mybrokenhearttttttttt]

Who you thought was the one:

You’ll start forgetting things you thought you’d remember forever and then it all doesn’t seem so bad.

You will see something that reminds you of them and smile because you will think back to that exact moment and realize how happy you were.

The mornings won’t seem so bad because the smell of coffee makes you take a deep breath and you’ll start reminiscing on all the things you’re thankful for and how blessed you are to see another day.

The nights still get dark sometimes but when you lay your head on the pillow, pray for the person out there waiting for you. You already know what you don’t want in your next relationship based on previous experiences so pray for that person to be kind, understanding, genuine and everything in between.

[mybrokenhearttttttttt]

I learned to be kind to the world just not myself.