Blog will contain untagged triggers, undescribed images, and nsfw. I don't tag anything it just costs too many attention spoons unfortunately!
Hi! I don't have a name yet, still deciding. I am autistic and speak odd sometimes, and also am a system, we don't really differentiate ourselves publicly because it makes us anxious. Bodily/chrono adult. Any pronouns. Severe chronic pain which melts my brain frequently. Polyamorous relationship anarchist.
My favorite animal is the red siphonophore (Marrus claudanielis)! I love eating a ton and being fat, weed and psychedelics, stained or colored glass, leather, and ceramic sculptures. My dream is to become a body modification artist specializing in species affirming and transhumanist mods, I'm currently working in operating rooms assisting surgeons and I will eventually do a piercing apprenticeship to accomplish this. Right now the only mods I've done (stick and pokes, scarification, play piercings) have been on myself to build my skills.
Types (in no particular order):
siphonophore, canine (coyote maybe?), domestic cat, chipmunk, spotted hyena, tiger, early homo sapiens or hominin cladotherian, some kind of insect (scolipede?)
Interests:
- biology, zoology, paleontology, archaeology
- therianthropy, alterhumanity, transhumanism, species transition
- body modification especially piercings, tattoos, subdermal implants, plastic surgery that doesn't reinforce societal norms, and nontraditional or unique body mods
- kinks and fetishes of all varieties including ones I'm not into personally
I block: blank blogs that interact with me, twerfs, exclusionists, zionists, capitalists, people who weaponize their disgust against others, mens rights activists/reverse racism believers/etc, most christians, if I am on your dni and you interact with me*
opinions under cut :D
* TLDR: you probably won't like me if you don't like pro-para, pro-consent, contact complex, pro-endo, pro-transID and pro-radqueer people
I am a moral, religious, existential, and cosmological nihilist.
I am an intersectional transfeminist and I am inclusive of all sexualities and genders, including kinks, fetishes, transID, paraphilias, etc. I don't believe anyone is above criticism for ideas they believe that are reflected in how they choose to label themselves or in their sexual/etc practices, however.
I support systems + nonhumans of all origins and I am against psychiatry and its labels and treatments. I support anyone who chooses to label themselves psychiatrically in order to explain their lives or the way they interact with society, but I believe it causes harm to the way they see themselves and others by defining "normal" thoughts and experiences opposed to others.
Humans are animals and they are not superior or inferior to other species, we all fill a niche; I am against the idea that humans should go extinct but I believe climate change must be stopped, including if it reduces quality/standards of life for those in the imperial core. I believe all animals should have their wants and feelings heard and they should be respected in those decisions generally. I am not opposed to eating meat or animal products, but I think factory farming is generally bad.
I believe children are an oppressed group that deserve full rights and autonomy. I believe in an ideal world children should be raised communally and/or choose their parents when they are old enough to communicate so. I think the school system should be massively overhauled to emphasize children's choice and health while still providing them with the education needed to understand their world and choices. I do not think minors should be subject to laws regarding CSEM possession or creation, as this allows minors to be jailed or permanently marked as sex offenders for having relationships with their peers or possessing nude photos of themselves for themselves.
I am in the medical field and highly critical of it, doctors/medical professionals, and medical research and treatments due to their goal of correcting people to a "normal" standard. I believe anyone should have access to whatever medications/surgeries/treatments they want to change how their bodies look, feel, and function, regardless of societal ideas of what is healthy or normal, using an informed consent model. I don't believe there exists a treatment to change what you experience sexual attraction to or what you see yourself as and I don't think anyone should be punished socially or medically for that. Changing opinions or body image is normal and I do not think surgeons/etc should be blamed for doing procedures that were consented to at the time that the patient later regretted.
I support everyone's right to create whatever art or fiction they want, and I support everyone's right to criticize and hate any art or fiction they want. I believe intentionally putting your art where someone can see it allows them to criticize it just as much as it allows them to praise it. I think there should be spaces where certain content is not allowed, such as sexual content or content depicting bigotry, but under a capitalist system this is almost never done ethically and therefore I do not support this type of censorship currently.
I am generally against prisons, police, and militaries for groups that are not actively defending themselves or liberating others. I only support imprisonment as a solution in very specific situations where the only solution is for the person to be removed from society, (such as a powerful political leader that uses their influence to make violence against the vulnerable occur and will not change), not ever as punishment. In these scenarios I still believe the prisoners should have normal living standards for the area and not be forced to do labour. I don't believe police or prisons can be in any way useful or ethical in a capitalist world that sees humans as resources to be controlled.
I am against racism, imperialism, and ethnonationalism. Race is a social construct and not a trait concretely reflected in our biology, and whiteness is an absence of racialization.
you have to be careful reading too many things that are good/smart/well-written bc then you encounter something that isnt and you get confused like ? why didnt they just make this good ? were they stupid
remembering when the something awful forums made a word filter that changed the word "females" so it was surrounded by Ferengi emoji (we called em 'smilies' not emoji back in the day) so it looked like this:
because someone was sick of incels using the word to refer to women
some of you are saying enemies to lovers when you mean rivals to lovers and some of you are saying enemies to lovers when you mean enemies with benefits. but these are all distinct categories
some of you are saying enemies to lovers when you mean rivals to lovers and some of you are saying enemies to lovers when you mean enemies with benefits. but these are all distinct categories
I should be doing more to appreciate the lack of marvel movies in today's popular culture. I once yearned for marvel movies to have this level of irrelevance. They used to feel almost ozymandian, like an empire that had no beginning and no end. and now tony stark iron man is naught but two vast and trunkless legs of stone.
pjackk came back for one day on earth like goku to suck some heinous cock but used up all his power (in order to suck heinous cock) so he got taken back to heaven only a few hours later
"resurrected" is probably too strong a word for what's happened to pjackk. he's still dead as fuck and not ok. but his corpse has drifted back to shore and we can poke it with sticks again. so there's that.
