hi! it’s me, mychronicillnesslife. i don’t know when i last posted, it’s been maybe a year since i logged on last? (i still have no idea how tumblr works btw). i would like to update y’all on how i’ve been.
first off, how the ACTUAL FUCK do i have 420 followers? that’s crazy. i swear i had like 50 when i logged on last. thank you guys so much. the support means the world to me.
my graves’ disease has been actually treating me amazing. i haven’t gotten labs done in a while, so i don’t know how my hormones actually are. it’s also been over a year and a half since i was diagnosed, and i don’t remember what being healthy feels like, so maybe i’m not actually so amazing.
this tumblr community of chronically ill people has done so much for me and has really made me feel welcome. however, while i was running this blog, i over-dramatized everything. none of you have any clue of what i’m actually like. i could lie whenever i wanted. i don’t really get abdominal migraines anymore (but it says it in my bio). this also let my illness become my life. to make yourself feel healthier, to make your life as amazing as it can be, you need to realize that your life MUST exist outside of your illness somehow.
i’m in high school now, and that’s probably not a big deal for most of you. but it’s a big step for me. also, i play a sport. i’m on my high school’s competitive dance team. (if you don’t think that’s a sport, fuck off.) my doctors cleared me, and so far i haven’t passed out or anything. actually, it’s been making me feel better (like exercise should). of course i’m still tired and have a hard time focusing, but it’s so much better than it was.
i don’t think about my graves’ disease every day anymore. it’s become so constant and so much less in my face that i don’t feel that bad anymore. i also used to make myself feel worse because i over-dramatized every symptom.
“two girls staring at the ceiling” is still an amazing book. haven’t reread it in a while, though
thank you guys so much for the support, it means the world to me. however, i don’t think i need this blog or your support as much anymore.
signing off, (can you tell i’m trying to sound cool?)
helen (mychronicillnesslife)
p.s. sorry this probably made no sense i’m (you guessed it) really fucking tired.
p.p.s. feel free to message me or talk to me! i might not respond right away but i’ll try!