NOISE
I don’t wanna be a woman or whatever the hell its definition is right now....cause the official one does not make any sense..
I just wanna be a human.
The thing with labels of any kind is that they just restrict and shackle me in every way possible.
Sexuality is not at all a big deal. People should not make their whole identity their sexuality.
Everything is just worthless....I just don’t fucking care.
Because each and every person is fucking alone and its just too tiring to deal with this society. It has just gone to total shit. Each and everyone’s a fucking liar and has just drenched themselves in hypocrisy. Even GOD doesn’t feel like they belong to me.
I just wanna breathe, but even that has become such a chore.
I have to take deep breathes from time to time to get out of that heaviness that is constantly in my chest.....it is just never leaving.
And I feel reluctant to say anything to anyone cause they have more “physically” or “socially accepted” or “visible” symptoms of any mental disorder than I can ever have or will ever show. And you know what they have more problems than me. If people will constantly show me that how will I ever dare to ask for someone???
I just want to sleep peacefully.
This tumblr was for coding related stuff....now it has just become a dumpster for the trash that is my everyday life....👩