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bloodandflame

tu existencia me aterra tanto que no puedo dormir.

El día de hoy, mi nombre continúa siendo Dolores y Vanessa porque sobreviví el crudo invierno ya muchas veces. Sobrevivo día a día el ambiente oscuro que muchas de mis hermanas no lograron, y hoy estoy acá: con secuelas de sangre y sombras, pero viva.

Por ellas, para no dejarlo triunfar, todos los días intento transformar mi dolor en aprendizaje. De verdad trato de parar de observarme con asco solo por ellas, para dejar de culparnos.

te comprendo y abrazo; no fue tu culpa, aunque intentes convencerte de que sí, no lo fue.

#argentina

0utlaw-t0rn

there I found me in a long, long wood

@mothercain

Onanist always reminds me of the beginning of Dante’s Inferno so I decided to base this drawing on a Gustave Doré illustration of Dante in the Dusky Wood.

ladyhawke

PANNA A NETVOR (1978) dir. Juraj Herz

seravph

twin peaks / jenny holzer

slut4margiela

girlraver

Nicholas Kalmakoff is probably my favorite artist

no paro de ver sangre

angelsentfawn

there is no in between

arrayed-in-purple

@mothercain that I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream reference legitimately shocked me and left me with mouth agape

mothercain

in that moment, i understood AM……

mydarkvaness4

ella y yo compartimos la misma mente

mothercain

When I was little, probably 7 or 8, I spent a summer working in the library at our church helping out the elderly woman who ran it. It was no bigger than a large broom closet but we had a notable amount of religious books for all age ranges as well as an extensive collection of cassette recordings of every Sunday sermon going back a decade or two. I'd sit in there all day helping her catalog the index cards and keep record of who had borrowed what. We wrote on index cards all day long and listened to the recorded sermons, which included the choir's worship service at the beginning. "Nearer, My God, To Thee" was always my favorite hymn by a long shot. I wanted to emulate listening to it on the tiny tape player in that little library for Perverts. It's a fond memory of mine, just wanted to share :)