helloooo I'm Vivian, I'm 19 and I'm in my last year of secondary school (kms)
I don't really write fics but I talk to my friends, answer asks, and interact with everybody!
Ive been listening to billie since forever like since ocean eyes was first on the radio. She's changed my life so drastically and I don't think I'd be here today without her
I have 5 piercings (tounge, septum, eyebrow and two lip) and then my ears ofc, I have 2 tattoos (a tramp stamp and a mom arrow heart on my bicep)
I do mma, how I met one of my best friends in the world on this app was through a conversation about mma (love you baby)
If I can't or don't respond straight away I'm either at the gym or school!
I love the people on here and would love to make new friends
Guys this girl came up to me today at the pool and we started talking (it was before I got my hair wet thankfully) but she was like so drop dead gorgeous I kept losing my train of thought she had her septum, tounge and her belly button pierced but she didnt have them in incase they got ripped out in the water slide and stuff (I know because we were talking about peircings) and she had this dark red dyed hair and omg her eyes were like peircing gray/blue and she kept looking right in my eyes and smiling when I talked and she had these little dimples AND OMG SHE WAS BODY TEA like she wasn't super skinny but she wasn't like obese she had no waist to be found but also a lil bit of a belly and not to objectify this gorgeous specimen but she had alot of personality iykyk and she was so funny she kept making me absolutely cry laughing we sat there for ages and then this little girl came up and asked if she'd hold her hand on the lazy river and she told me she had to go (I was so sad) BUT I SAW HER WHILE I WAS BUYING MY BROTHERS ICECREAM AND I GOT HER SNAP IM SO HAPPY RN
Hi bb!! I have a request… there are a lot of fics about Billie comforting reader because she’s depressed but could you write it the other way around? Like 2018 sad Billie being comforted by reader? (Maybe something about sh but I TOTALY get it if you don’t want to do that!!) thank you so much but please remember that you don’t have to write it, it’s up to you
"i don't know if i can keep doing this anymore" her voice is distant, cold, wounded by the weight of all the hurt and betrayal that has fallen on her shoulders over the past year; the popularity, the breakups, the lies, the public life — it was all too much. all of it led to you sitting on the bathroom floor next to her, holding her hands tightly, the blade pulled out of the razor lying on the corner of the room on the tiles. you don't know what would have happened if you hadn't made it in time.
billie looks up at you with tired eyes, bloodshot and filled with tears. she looks at you like you are the last thing keeping her here right now.
"i'm so tired" she whispers, squeezing your fingers and looking down again, ashamed of her next request. "can you hug me?"
not letting another second pass, you straighten your legs and pull her into your lap, letting her head rest on your shoulder and her tears soak the fabric of your shirt.
"i'll always be here for you, baby, i got you" you wrap your arms around her, your hands sliding under her warm sweatshirt, gently stroking her back. billie says nothing, sobbing softly in your arms, and you don't go anywhere.
