My Dream Journal

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Dream47

I had a dream that my gf and I were pregnant (only me but she was with me obviously) and I had a huuuge stromach to the point that my skirts had upped like 4 sizes and my shoes had upped 2 sizes because of swelling.

We were having more than one baby, if I remember right we were having 4. We were out traveling in another country, just in time so that we can experience it before birth and I remember having trouble sleeping and getting dressed bc my stomach was so big. We were out walking and I just remember us walking up this not steep hill at all, and a huge group of guys (20? 30?) were yelling and running towards us. I can’t remember what they were yelling but I remember they were out to get us.

We ran, but she almost dragged me because I couldn’t run, and she ended up pulling me into a store because she realized I couldn’t run away quick enough. We asked staff for a toilet and we went in to hide. Eventually, I can’t remember exactly how we got to this point but we were at the beach it was like late afternoon? Not dark but not sunny.

The guys had abducted us and to make a long story short they wanted to cut our babies out of me and sacrifice them. They ended up cutting almost all of them out before you my girlfriend got out of being tied up and started quite literally going bonkers, like she was stabbing them left and right just to get to me and help me.

Then I remember only the future, we were in the future and we had a, I’d guess 4 year old son, who was running around outside. He had light brown hair and was just very happy. I had scars all over and so did my girlfriend. I remember crying my eyes out watching him run around outside because of the reminder of the loss we had of the other children and not getting to watch them grow up.

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Dream46

Tonight’s dream is a weird one...

I was a part of another universe where bugs and humans were the same size. It didn’t matter if they were ants, spiders or ladybugs, we were all the same size. Me and all of my human classmates were visiting their bug school for a trip to see “other cultures” and to live like them for a week, and the bug teachers were all so strict and almost scared of us breaking any rules and I had no idea why, until we were sitting down watching a couple of people and bugs perform and I got bored and sneaked our with other people and bugs and we saw this...creature? It looked like a mountain made of buildings. Like, the top of it, the “body” was just buildings on top of buildings and houses stacked on top of eachother and it moved by legs...its legs were so long..I’m talking miles and miles long and so skinny that it should be impossible for it to even be able to move, and they looked like they either were just roots or as if the legs had claws that burrowed into the ground to move. Either way, creepy. We saw the monster step over our building and thought it was going to take the one we were in, but we ended up seeing it crouch down and consume a house quite close to us and it was disturbing to watch and realize that that could’ve been us and every single person and creature within our building. It may not sound that bad but to actually see what I saw was very very scary.

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Dream45

Tonight I dreamt that I was in school but somehow got dirty and (I can’t remember if someone threw something on me or whatever but) a teacher let me shower in the school, inside of the teacher’s room. I was washing my hair and the more I rubbed my scalp the more it started to hurt..I started freaking out so I ran to a mirror and that’s when I noticed that even though I had enough hair to run my fingers through and it was still thick, I had lost a scary amount of hair and my scalp looked like it had millions of small white bumps on it. As if my scalp either had pimples or eggs of some kind of bug or animal, and I couldn’t stop crying. My scalp was bleeding and I yelled for help, and once some teachers came I just remember them pouring something on my head that burned so much that they had to hold me down because I kept kicking and fighting them. It was horrible.

[drippingbluud]

Biggest realization in my life.

I know this isn’t going to make sense or be anything important to anyone who reads this, if anyone even does but if you do I just realized the biggest thing in my life.
Backstory: I was born 2000. Barbie as Rapunzel came out in 2002. I watched that movie every single day for, I’d say, 5 years. And I mean every single day, more than one time a day.
Now, 2017 I haven’t seen the movie in about 4 years and had forgotten all about it. 
As a child the best part of the whole movie was the intro because her voice made me calm, like I had no worries in the world and it still does, and, I don’t know if you remember or if you’ve even seen the movie but in the intro there’s a beautiful painting of a green sea. (Picture is the painting in the intro)

Remember that.

So, for as long as I can remember, since I was AT LEAST 8 I have had one recurrent dream. Every single time I dream this dream I wake up crying because I feel so calm and happy and at peace and every time I’m in the dream I’m walking down a long path of sand, I’m surrounded by glowing peaceful rocks, some are as big as mountains it feels like and on my path there’s a bridge of rocks, and next to me there’s a sea, so clear and pure I can see every shimmer and every piece of sand. Over the water there’s a path of individual rocks. In most of my dreams I’m with my father but sometimes that changes but it’s always the same path, the same surrounding and the same feelings. I’ve always thought “oh maybe I’ve actually been there with my dad since he and I have no connection and I can’t remember my childhood memories of when I was with him so maybe there’s this far back memory”. Anyways I’ve always cried when I’ve woken up from the dream and I’ve wanted to know where it’s from so I can go back. I ironically have a phobia of water which is why I find this even more amazing since I feel so at home looking at the green water in my dream. Now just really random I decided I’d watch the movie because it’s been a long time since I last saw it. As I said, about 4 years. So I was hearing that sweet music and I was just closing my eyes and I started tearing up, I thought “it’s probably just my fan” but stupid right? I had closed eyes. Anyways, I replayed the movie because the internet was being slow and this time I watched the intro. I was sitting in silence waiting for that feeling again, saw the painting, thought wow what a beaut—–BAM. It hit me. I’ve had a dream in basically all of my life and it has made me confused and calm and complete and it’s all from a movie. Not any movie, Barbie. I love Barbie and all but I had no idea such a secret of mine as my life long dream (because I only told special people about the dream, I have it so often it’s a secret) has been a distant memory of a movie painting.
I literally have a diary from when I was little and it’s pages and pages of me trying to explain the dream with my freshly woken up words and tears still dripping on the pages because I felt so sad I couldn’t remember where the dream came from. Well. Now I know. Thank you Barbie for making my dreams throughout my whole life perfect.

•🏳️‍🌈•

[mydreamsdaily]

How are you so cute?

I’d like to know😋

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Scenario: me and my boyfriend are joking around about having a shrek themed wedding

Him: you as Fiona and me as shrek!

Me: eh actually I was thinking more about me as dragon and you as donkey but alright

Him: eh no I like Fiona and shrek because they’re easy to just dress up as (I’m ginger and curvy)

Me: oh are you calling me FAT? *laughs* are you calling me GREEN?

Him: I’m calling you QUEEN

Me: *facepalm*

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Dream44

I dreamt that me and my friend Kayleigh were playing truth or dare in a back part of a huge parking space so it was dark and we decided to do it behind a couple of stairs.

We were having so much fun that we chose to film it with our phones, then two...boys? Men? Started to walk towards us, and we freaked out and stopped filming and they showed us that they had guns. One of the guys started talking about how we looked interesting and how he wanted to play with us so I asked if he wanted me to film, then I picked up my phone and secretly called the police.

He said no, thank goodness. So I put my phone in my pocket.

Not much happened other than them forcing us to do stuff by threatening they’d shoot.

Not long after, we heard a woman with a dog walk our way and I just knew it was the cops. The woman called out to me and pretended to be my mother and said that she had been looking for me and my friend and told us to come to her because she was starting to get impatient.

I stayed but Kayleigh ran. One of the guys shot her and that’s when I hid behind the stairs, waiting for more help.

All I remember is the dog running to me to keep me calm, and I held it and told it to lay down so we wouldn’t become a big target.

The guys ran out of the building where there were waiting a lot of cops, so they didn’t get far. The woman came to my rescue and made sure she took me to the ambulance Kayleigh was in so I could see she was alright. All I remember after that was that I got to go back to school and then one day I saw Kayleigh there. With crutches, she walked over to me, and we just hugged and then I woke up.

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Dream43

I was in school and all the students were going to a room to listen to the principal. Our families were also coming to get us (the kids) because it was the last day of school. Me and this boy got paired and were gonna go there together but we ended up taking a longer way to the principal just because we started talking and got along so well.

After about an hour of just talking we know we had feelings for each other. So, knowing that, we went to the huge room where everyone else in the school were supposed to be and started listening to everything he had to say.

Then all of a sudden this man started shooting people and me and a group of people got out of the room to hide and at the meantime he murdered so many people.

My family hadn’t arrived yet, thank goodness for that.

The group and I went to hide but he found us and made us play games for out lives.

I remember we had to walk in the opposite way in an escalator and then he said something like “you can either stay here or jump over to the other side. One choice is wrong and if you choose wrong, I’ll kill you.”

I decided to jump, along with everyone else, just to get away from him. But in the end he ended up just choosing me...which terrified me. He didn’t kill me but he just yelled and yelled at me and whilst he didn’t even pay attention to anyone else.

So I went some steps back because of fear and that’s when I saw a cop, standing at the side of the escalator, behind a wall.

I felt so much hope and fear and I didn’t know what to do. So what did I do? I ran. Like an idiot. I ran and hid behind the cop and he basically tried to just stay quiet but also calm me down.

After that we could see that most of the other people had already escaped or gotten killed in rage: So the cop decided to get me to safety which ended up not being easy at all.

The cop and I were walking as quietly as possible through the halls, but I didn’t know where we were. I was so scared. I could literally hear the shooter coming closer so we decided to hide. The shooter eventually walked past us and that’s when the cop stepped out and tried to reason with him but had to try and shoot him in the end because he would listen, and still aimed his gun at me.

The cop shot the shooter the second the shooter had fired the gun at me. He missed, thank goodness. And in the end, the cop took me to my family. To safety. And me and the boy ended up in the same room again and after that we started dating.

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Dream42

Haven’t updated in a while but last nights dream was really complicated, nsfw and weird so let’s go!

I was new in a new school and I found a friend that I got along with great. We were on our way to the cafeteria and we could see like thousands of people running to eat so we did the same because we knew that if we didn’t then we wouldn’t get any food.

We finally got in like and had to legit beat people to get some food. We sat down and after I had finished eating I noticed a familiar person on the other side of the school cafeteria and it was Shane Dawson. I legit ran and asked if I could get a selfie. I got one! I was so happy and wanted to show my new friend but she was gone...

I didn’t know how to get out of there so I walked around and was about to ask a girl if she could help me out of there but then two girls with rainbow hair stopped me and started flirting with me and asked me out and I panicked and said that Asian girl over there was my girlfriend, and I ran to her and asked her to help me out of there. She did.

On our way back to school we were just talking and she said something along the lines of “if you want a boyfriend you should wear a white shirt because that’s a sign here that you’re dtf with them” and I said back “what if I want a girlfriend?” And she just said “I got you”.

When we were closing in on the school we decided to go into this small gothic shop, and I remember the shop, once you walked in, had these masquerade masks that were black but had colourful details on them, and I tried a pink one on and this old lady came down the stairs and came up to me and asked why I was alone in a place like this, so I freaked out because I realized my “friend” had left me. The lady never answered my question when I asked what kind of place it was. All that happened was that a bell started ringing on its own and she said “find out once the devil is here” and I just stood there like “wtffffff”.

After like a second this tall, dark, almost shadow like woman came up to me and she had a hat and wore like a leather robe and looked kind of like Marilyn Monroe (with long, straight and black hair). “The devil”, as I’ll call her, told me she would demonstrate what kind of shop it was and she then guided me into a room where people undressed me and then dressed me up in latex (I then figured out this was a kink shop, stupid me).

Then there’s a kind of time gap in my dream because all I remember is having sex with her, the devil, and her being very dominant and people were watching us having sex, and this one man in particular cheered me on to be the dominant one and I really do not know why but I went for it and the devil got very mad but also ejaculated right there and then, so she said she forgived me and then we just went on to looking around the shop and everyone else disappeared. So I don’t know if the people watching was my imagination or something the devil had made up to get what she wanted 😅 anyways, I then woke up and now I’m here. Trying to remember the details, but sadly, that’s all I can remember.

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Dream41

I just remember that I was together with a guy who had legit such dark eyes that you could drown in them. We were shopping with his friends and they all came out at the same time with bold clothes on and they suited him but at the same time something was off. He had a very unique necklace on but it had white stones on it and I kept looking at one I thought would suit him better with dark red and black stones and I just remember how he noticed so quickly that I thought something was wrong and the way he approached me with so much love, I can still feel that feeling.

There was also a part in my dream where we were placed in a car but he got placed in the row in front of me and his friends sat beside me on the row behind and almost the whole time I legit couldn’t stop thinking about him and his friends even switched places with me so I could sit behind me and he held back his hand so I could hold it and he gave me his earring so that I could have something to think about that was him (I still remember how they looked because it was like one huge black diamond earring) and honestly when the car stopped and we got out, he ran to me and just told me how he missed me and how it was pure torture that I didn’t sit beside him and UGH I can just remember that feeling of love I felt like being in love with him and how he smelled and felt. I miss it so much.

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Dream40

I was held hostage because this man with a gun wanted someone to tell him some information that I had no idea about.

He thought someone in the group of people he held hostage had the information but all I know is that I didn’t have it. Then next to the grocery store he was keeping us in, a house caught on fire and I remember people started running to help them and I went as well. People ran to the house and were carrying back lots of people who were stuck in the house and when I got to the house to help out they said it was an orphanage.

They handed me a baby. He was around one year old, dark skinned and thankfully not hurt. One friend of mine was with me and didn’t have anyone with her that she was helping out of the house so I told her to please go to our car and pick me up, so she did.

We then went home and she helped me pack money and not so many clothes for her and I, because for us it was important to make sure I could buy baby clothes and food. Then she, the baby and I moved away as soon as we were done packing so that no one in our old town could take the baby away from us.

Pretty selfish, I know, but that’s what happened and I’m glad I helped that boy.

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Dream39

(This is a weird one)

I kept waking up all night so all my dreams were really short and I only remember the last dream I had, me and a friend of mine had just taken the train and on the whole ride we just kept flirting with each other but none of us knew if the other was interested.

We entered a room and all of a sudden just everything changed, our bodies, faces, the world around us. It’s like we became tiny elves.

Fairies.

And this bigger, male version of us came up to us and told us what to do and basically we just had to have sex with other species to stay alive. It was so strange. But in the end me and my friend ended up just having sex with each other and ditching the others, but that was apparently against the rules so the man in the beginning of the dream like screamed out for all elves to escape and we all just got sucked through the floor and ended up in the real world again.

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Dream38

I had a dream about my cat Guss and for some reason I was in the real world but people from other dimensions or something wanted to see him dead. So I just remember that I was with my cat and some men came to the real world to take my cat but because I was with him they took me as well and in their world they drugged my cat (basically just made him fall asleep for days) and as they went out of the room and left me with him I could hear them talk about plans to kill me as well but that because the only way you can’t kill someone is if they’re invited into your home or someone else’s home and the only way to be indoors is to be invited so I knew that the moment they took us outside I had to run.

So I did.

I ran straight onto grass fields and the further away I got the greener the grass got. Then as I stopped to catch my breath I got pulled down underneath the grass and I freaked out but it was a boy who told me to do this if the sun gets too much. I started crying and told him in panic about my situation and he took me to his village and explained to his mother that I needed to be let in.

The men were getting closer and I begged the woman to let me in. She did. I explained everything and they decided to help me get back to my world. I woke up and fell back asleep and all I know is that I was back in my world and I was at a friend’s house but the doors were open and I remember just talking with her and laughing looking in a mirror but seeing behind me that in the door a kind of old woman was coming closer but she looked terrifying like I mean nightmare-worthy-looking.

I had a feeling that it was them so I went to close the door and she started running and oh god I swear I almost peed myself I was so scared. I then remember my friend’s backdoor was open as well so I closed and locked it as well and then I told my friend all about it (by the way I was still carrying my cat around in a blanket like a baby) and I told my friend I needed help but she was like “sorry can’t help ya” and I asked for like a cat cage or a bag to pack some things and she was like so stuck up saying she needed everything, just like she thought I was making it all up. Anyways, I called my sister who I remembered lived right over the street and I told her about the situation and she told me to meet her so I full on sprinted on my way over the street but as I was close to cross the highway I remembered that she doesn’t live here anymore so I was running to a stranger’s house. And at that moment of realization I woke up, knowing the bad guys would get to me.

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Dream37

I do not remember a lot but I remember that I was like a tourist in America and met this family that decided to take care of me, for some reason and I remember us all going to this huge shopping centre and I was looking for new dresses.

I met this girl who was also trying on dresses. She was black and had long black braids and she was wearing a kind of red, short dress with flowers on it. Her and I just started flirting and fooling around the second we saw each other and I remember we legit fell so hard for each other that all we did was look into each other’s eyes. I remember the first thing she said to be, weirdly enough, was “I’m a Virgo” so I said “I’m a libra” and she said “that explains the charm” and kissed me.

Then we went to a changing room and were just making out and touching each other and that’s when I found out she had a penis. And I freaked out. I then don’t remember a lot but I just know that we went our separate ways and I ended up doing what I could to find her and tell her I didn’t care about it and I wanted to be with her anyways. She kissed me and I woke up.

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Dream36

Strangest dream I’ve had in a while. I dreamt that I was sitting in an audience on some bleachers and this man was going to pull two cars with his hands to show how strong he was.

Once he was done I was leaving for the toilet and walked by the other bleacher that I wasn’t sitting on and it was very crowded, so this guy was making fun of me saying like “oh pregnant lady on her way” seeing that I was obviously just fat but I pushed out my stomach and said “yes and it’s a girl” and I’m not sure how this happened but one of his friends protected me and stood up for me so I wouldn’t be made fun of so he said the baby was his. So.....after that he was basically carrying me up all the stairs pretending I was pregnant.

After that, because his friends couldn’t find out it was a lie, he decided we had to start dating but not really date, just pretend to. But as the time went on we both fell in love and me being pregnant ended up being real.

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Dream35

I had a dream where a deaf guy fell in love with me and learned how to speak just so he could talk to me. He has short, curly, brown hair and deep brown eyes. I remember everyone bullied me and him for being different (him being deaf and me being overweight) but then I found out that the guy who was the leader of the bullies was in love with me and got mad because I chose the deaf guy. I remember he was so sweet to me though, like he really showed that he appreciated me and liked me for me, which had never happened before. It was a really nice dream and I have memories of him and I sitting down and him telling me stuff he likes about me in sign language. One of the best romantic dreams I’ve had so far.

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Dream34

I haven’t had a dream in weeks and last night I did. I dreamt that me and some classmates were like in an amusement park and that we were sorted into groups and me and a friend of mine were in the same group. I remember specifically that we kept going on the same ride where you had to wrap your arms around the person in front of you and she grabbed my boobs instead of wrapping them around my stomach so I started doing it to her too and it quickly escalated because she started playing with my nipples and I’d do the same and yeah it just got very....hot...so in the end of the dream all I remember was me and her walking to find an empty room or toilet so we could be “alone together” and the moment I opened the door and saw it was empty I woke up.