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sorry y'all i can't have this blog anymore due to work and everything but i'm doing a-okay <3 i hid it from everyone but followers since a post of mine blew up haha

[myechi]

happy birthday to hyukjae aka the man i still love and the person who brought me so close to so many lovely people and communities <3

[skulltoki]

Yay! Break Down Hyuk is done! I don’t have anything else to say than that XD I finally did it! I wish Hyuk would actually see these someday.

[myechi]

whats your horoscope

libra! scales are boring as shit but whatever. why do you ask?

also yall..i just realized...i have chats unread... i’m so sorry omg

[chaossmagic]

you can preach about slut-shaming all you want, but you can’t deny there’s something very wrong with 13 and 14-year old girls going out in skirts and dresses so short they barely cover their asses and shirts with necklines so low they show off cleave they haven’t got yet, drinking and even smoking and hooking up with guys before they even have a substantial knowledge of how sex and sexual relationships work.

[mrgoldenfold-deactivated2016032]

Thank YOU

[myechi]

yeah there's something wrong and it's the societal pressures that simultaneously tell girls practically from birth they need to be attractive to men at any cost and condemn them for doing so, and the adults that choose to withhold and suppress valuable information about development and new sensations and urges, and almost everything about the situation EXCEPT for these young girls who are trying to navigate a world full of mixed messages and unbelievable pressure. why should they have the capacity or the responsibility to sort out what is and isn't appropriate by themselves?

[myechi]

how is it possible that i've been thinking of crafting an explanation of my life since October... i miss you all and i want you to know that i fell in love with someone else but also more so with myself and i've been doing so well. so busy, but it's a fair trade off for being content with my life. i'm sorry for being eternally sorry and eternally absent ♡

[kunstpause-archive]

lmao get off your fucking high horse. why the fuck a 30 y/o can't stan idols that are barely 10 years younger. i'm 29 and my biases are seventeen and bts. got a fucking problem with that, you uptight bitch? 18-19 y/o is LEGAL in 99% of the countries so shove your stupid uptight moral out your ass. people like u are the ones who are "forever alone" all their life bc nobody can stand your ass.

Honey, don’t got there. Seriously. That you get insulting and super defensive on anon is kind of telling tbh… (that obsession with ppl being “legal” enough to sexualize them is kind of gross in itself already but ok…)

also: what makes you think I give even one fuck about how old you are and what boygroup you like??? 

And if you’d read my post AND my tags you would have read that I said stan whatever you like, how you behave is what makes the difference.

but I’m afraid if you do now know the difference between being respectful towards and artist and crossing the line into gross territory I can’t help you - my forever alone ass has to actually spend time with her family and has little time to educate kids that are not her own on the internet…

[myechi]

i'm crying. forever alone is such a horrible insult and you chose to direct it at someone who is HAPPILY MARRIED WITH MULTIPLE CHILDREN. can you imagine being 29 and commenting like this. oh nooooo

[prettyboyshyflizzy]

If yall live in cali watch out for this dude

They deleted him from Facebook but idk if that was a good idea at least with his fb up you could see if he was planning something  immediate now we dont know whats going in his head.. cali Black women watch out stay alert

[king-emare]

wtf…oh no

[scorpiquarius]

Wtf boost this

[myechi]

they arrested him!!!

[myechi]

heads up to everyone I love on here: i thought I was on track to doing great but in actual fact i'm degrading into an obsessive insecure needy mess and am so so lonely and frankly mistreated that i hate pretty much every minute of every day. but!! happy new year!!!!

[amwfkpop-blog]

Half White people That surround the Kpop World

Kris Wu-Chinese/Canadian

Mark Tuan-Taiwanese/American

Jessica and Krystal Jung- American/Korean 

Tiffany Hwang- American/Korean

Alexandra Reid-African/American

Vernon-American/Korean

Nichkhun-American/Thai

Henry Lau- Canadian/Chinese

Amber Liu- American/Chinese

Eric Nam- American/Korean

Kevin Woo- American/Korean

These are just a few people i can think of if you think i missed someone please tell me.

BONUS:

Ricky Kim- Korean/American 

Kiko And Yuka Mizuhara- Japanese/American

[emotional-minefields]

UMMMMMMMMMMMMMM all offense but American/Canadian doesn’t mean white IM SCREAMING

[5riental-deactivated20180521]

please google the difference between ethnicity and nationality

[wooziwitdauzi]

DELETE ALL OF THIS

[petitjams]

but there was no sound, there was only me and my disgrace

(he/him) 

[shirade]

siwon1987: Pia Alonzo Wurtzbach :) Heartfelt Congratulations on your Miss Universe 2015 Award, and please be my guest for next SUPERSHOW! Looking forward to seeing you shining the world :^)

Piawurtzbach left a comment on Siwon’s IG: Wow thank you. Really appreciate it! @siwon1987 anyong haseyo!

* Pia and Siwon following each other on IG. 

siwon1987: Take care everyone, and Happy early New Year :)

[myechi]

siwon why tf did you make this your caption on a picture of ADRIEN BRODY

[myechi]

ooh shit quick half update since some of you asked, before I get like...arrested for having my phone out in this high security vault lmao

jeremy (the guy on my instagram) is not the super progressive cool vegan punk dude i was into last month...I was and still am into him but after the last time we were supposed to see each other didn't pan out, we had a little tension from the miscommunication and after we resolved everything and we're talking for a bit, he ghosted me. my friend's friends on campus say he's recently into another girl down there, to the pt of wanting to date her. which is fine because I said this was non-exclusive and she's probably great but...it's still a loss because he was so UNFATHOMABLY perfect. however...she is four hours closer to him. lol. so i dunno if we'll still see each other in january and if he'll still want to hook up or just hang out depending on his situation. the radio silence is annoying though. lol though because when we were planning to see each other last month I was like "only if you still want to" and he said "the only way I'd ever NOT be be down to fuck you is if I'm in a monogamous relationship, and that's definitely not going to happen." PERHAPS HE IS FINDING LOVE IN A HOPELESS PLACE IDK.

meanwhile jeremy is one of my friends from freshman hall that I was really close and comfortable with...so close that he became my ex boyfriend's little brother in his fraternity family.... but it's not my fault they don't keep in touch and I didn't initiate the flirtation itself so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ k*vin can bite me

jer and I went to get korean food and met his friends at pojangmacha and it went from fun platonic catching up to a little more cuddly. so when he walked me out to my car I maybe explicitly said "you're kinda stupid if you didn't realize that we could've gone back to your place and fucked" and he was so shellshocked he stopped in the middle of the street. but in a good way. apparently he's wanted to do this with me since we met...in 2010....so thats...validating? ! and we hooked up in the back of my car like fucking high schoolers lmao I feel so alive and we're gonna fuck on Christmas for maximum sacrilege

SORRY THIS BECAME A SMUSHY DIARY ENTRY i've been monogamous for 8 years and am just now belatedly getting my freak on

[myechi]

hello yes myechi trash lives

today was the first Monday I haven't had class.  I am DONE with the semester and finals which perpetuated my recent semi hiatus. and while the straight A's are v nice to see, I was all ready to sit down for a couple solid hours and a) write a huge post explaining my loss and progress and general condition over the last few months and b) dust off the 9 or so half coherent messages I have waiting in draft format for some of you sweethearts and c) just generally explain myself here and beg for yall forgiveness.  but then!! I got nauseous and triggered by the most flippant, one dimensional, dismissive discussion on child discipline vs child abuse by feminists pocs! mostly woc!! who ignore that teaching children to hit their loved ones could MAYBE have some bad repercussions, and also who are relating hitting your child to being a minority, which I don't fucking adhere to, and I think plays into white supremacist tropes of us being savage and literally these activist minded people were telling those who felt abused to leave the thread if they didn't like it because we were ruining their funny discussions on their family members whooping their asses? like fucking MRA-style? it was just a really disheartening experience that will continue to foment issues of relationship dynamics in our communities but...whatever. ..the point is i'm drained and luckily the page mod reached out be supportive and stuff but god.  I've been realizing increasingly that I don't have the tolerance to put myself through some of these fights anymore when they start to hurt. whew. anyways.  I am slowly coming back to life though!!!

also for those who follow me on instagram/fb/snpcht and might have been wondering if i was hooking up with that gorgeous guy I got budae jjigae with on Friday:

[myechi]

jk rowling was pretty ignorant of inclusion and diversity past a few token characters when she was writing HP as a single working class mom. you don't really see much progress in that arena even after she got to the final books. however, I think since discourse and fanart and whatnot have evolved and spread since the series ended, and become much more accessible, she's had to expand her worldview and she's learned. I don't want to give her a pass and act like she wrote an inherently inclusive series, but I do think her learning more and progressing and fighting back against people who want to stick with exclusionary and rigid interpretations is genuine and an attempt to compensate for what she didn't do right in the first place... when people bring up the potential for POC characters or other minorities I sure as hell don't want her to be like "no sorry they're white lol. too late"

[myechi]

i read somewhere that nicki didn't bail her brother out though! wonder whether she really did.

both are believable, i’m not inclined to believe the worst of her despite all the shit she's done that I've turned a blind eye to (because of her positive messages and music and what she represents for WOC in the industry).  i’ve also read conflicting reports. if it was her mom with Nicki’s money it's not a huge difference agh.... however, she just went ahead performed in Angola despite human rights groups begging her not to all week. it's not that Angolans don't deserve cool concerts,  it's that it was funded by their abusive dictator and she got 2 million for it. that's money that almost definitely came from the exploitation of their people. I'm going to read up more when I'm not so fucking livid but I trust human rights nonprofits to know their shit on this kind  of stuff. She didn't even have the nerve to address the very public open letter that made quite a few news outlets. fuck her. I keep hoping I don't have to be done with her and she keeps nailing the damn coffin closed! 

[godku-inactive-deactivated20161]

every time i watch a ghibli movie i want to clean my room and become a good person

[shirade]

eunhyukee44 :Yesterday how long has it been? #firstvacation #visitleedonghaek  [c]