My Heart Hurts, but I'm on the mend

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Finally deleted all of her old text messages.

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There is a fine line between solitude and self imposed isolation. I can’t tell the difference some days.

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I don’t know if seeing you helps or makes it harder. It seems so normal until I want to kiss you and have to stop myself.

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The loneliness is worse at night.

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Its hard losing your relationship, your home, and your job all at once. I wish I had time to curl up. But no, I have jury duty too.

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Back?

Well the end is here again. She broke up with me today. We spent more than 2 years together, which is a record for me. It was a good 2 years. Maybe I’m back.

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Hello love,

Incase you were worried, I’m ok. I’ve drifted away from tumblr for the most part, and I don't really have a reason why. My broken heart has a few bandaids on it  now I guess. Thanks for your thoughts, and I’m truly sorry if you are feeling like I felt. It will get better.

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Memories warm you up from the inside. But they also tear you apart.

Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore

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I just want to sleep. A coma would be nice. Or amnesia. Anything, just to get rid of this, these thoughts, whispers in my mind.

Laurie Halse Anderson

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Sometimes you need to remind yourself that you were the one who carried you through the heartache. You are the one who sits with the cold body on the shower floor, and picks it up. You are the one who feeds it, who clothes it, who tucks it into bed, and you should be proud of that. Having the strength to take care of yourself when everyone around you is trying to bleed you dry, that is the strongest thing in the universe.

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“Progress means getting nearer to the place you want to be. And if you have taken a wrong turning, then to go forward does not get you any nearer. If you are on the wrong road, progress means doing an about-turn and walking back to the right road; and in that case the man who turns back soonest is the most progressive man.”

C.S. Lewis, Mere Christianity

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