food diary

or lack thereof

[myfriendellie]

i know i’ve failed when i haven’t felt hungry in weeks

[myfriendellie]

i haven’t seen my grandma in 2 months and today she said “what happened to you, you lost so much weight” and i’ve never felt so accomplished

[myfriendellie]

the crushing despair of knowing someone taller than you weighs less than you

[theprettiestpoison]

thought of this while i was smoking today x

[strawberriesnsadness1]

Us ED girlies, boys and nonbinary buddies telling each other to be safe like we’re not about to turn around and do the most unsafe thing ever is so freaking funny to me, yet so sad.

[myfriendellie]

challenge:

don’t eat until he/she/they text you

[myfriendellie]

i have to draw myself from looking into a mirror for my class assignment

my professor better pay for my next therapy appointment

[myfriendellie]

i’m actually so mad i gained it all back

[myfriendellie]

nothin to track if nothin goes in

[myfriendellie]

i’m so proud of myself i turned down dinner WITH MY CRUSH. THAT WAS SO HARD TO DO OMG. but feeling very pretty rn

[myfriendellie]

laying on my stomach and feeling my hipbones against the floor 🫶🫶 such an amazing feeling

[myfriendellie]

having bpd is so rough because do i like him? (had a crush on him for a year) or is he just someone im idolizing and im gonna run away as soon as one of us makes a move

[myfriendellie]

college dining is amazing bc i have to walk across campus to eat and im ✨lazy✨

[myfriendellie]

“i have to, because if i don’t then all the damage i got isn’t good damage. it’s just damage.”

-diane

[myfriendellie]

when i told my therapist about my eating habits and she asked if i hadn’t eaten for more than two days and when i said no she said “good” and never asked about it again 😃😃

[myfriendellie]

day 14

143.0

[myfriendellie]

day 13

142.4