﴾ Sora🐚𓏼ׅ ۟ ﴿

۟ ﹙˓ ⁺ .⠀ 𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑐 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑜ff 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 ˒ ⠀ ⌒₊˚ ❤︎ ⠀ 𝐼’𝑚 𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑎 𝑚𝑎𝑧𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 ˒ ⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯ Welcome to me digital journal: A peak inside my mind but here I make it look pretty!!

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Astronomy Picture of the day: October 10, 2006

it’s awesome how we can see pictures of the galaxy for every single day there is. I’m glad I randomly remembered that website exist. I have to look at the pictures more often.

Reflection Nebulas in Orion

[thoughtsdumps-blog]

People who have no life going in the present, sadily have to live in the past in their head.

[myheartsfiles]

Well damn this called me out🤣✌🏻

[myheartsfiles]

I think very highly of myself, not out of ego but because of growth. i know exactly what it took for me to become me.

And I will continue to love myself out of spite because so many people in this world want others to have a terrible time and be unnecessarily cruel to themselves.. I've had people be cruel to me enough in this lifetime so I'm over it.

[myheartsfiles]

I see life as art, I live life as art, I am art.

Any and everything I do will always be art.

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[myheartsfiles]

. 𐔌♫ྀི𓈒 ݁ release date: October 15, 2021 ⋆ ⊹ ࣪ . . To hell with it

Pinkpantheress nineteen lyrics

[Verse 1] Some days when I'm down, just a little bit, I drop myself to the floor

It's not a problem if it hurts because I can't feel ache anymore

I only came back home because I wanted to see what's changed

And when I realized everyone's gone, but I still feel the same

✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　 　⁺ 　 .

𝐼’𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝟷𝟿 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝟺 𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑡ℎ𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐼’𝑚 𝑡𝑟𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝑖𝑡. 𝐼'𝑚 𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝟸𝟶 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑦𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝟷𝟿 𝑠𝑜 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑙. 𝐼𝑡 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑒. I truly wasn’t meant to be this bored at nineteen

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𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝐼 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑐𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑑 this song 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 wℎ𝑒𝑛 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝟷𝟻. Even though at the time I wasn’t 19 yet I still 𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑦𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑠 𝑠𝑜 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑎 𝑜𝑓 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝐼 𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝟷𝟿. 𝑠𝑜 𝐼 𝑑𝑖𝑑 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑂𝑐𝑡𝑜𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟻. 𝐼𝑡 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑠 𝑠𝑜 𝑢𝑛𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑠𝑜 𝑓𝑎𝑠𝑡, 𝐼 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼'𝑚 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑙𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠𝑛’𝑡 𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑚 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙, 𝐼 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑠 𝑖 𝑑𝑖𝑑 𝑦𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠 𝑎𝑔𝑜 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑑. 𝑀𝑦 𝑎𝑔𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡. 𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑦𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑡𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐼 𝑑𝑜𝑛’𝑡 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑖𝑡. 𝐼 chose “comfort” over being bold and now im too sheltered at 19.

[myheartsfiles]

[luckylavandula]

yaoi so good I got gender envy

[gender-thief2]

“gender envy” this “gender envy” that can we talk about gender grief? the boy i want to be is a ghost that hovers in my periphery always and forever and i mourn that i am the only one who can see him

[ruanbaijie]

FAVOURITE QUOTES [2/2] of THE SPIREALM 致命游戏 (2024) [insp] adapted from the danmei novel Kaleidoscope of Death 死亡万花筒 by Xi Zi Xu 西子绪 @asiandramanet jun creator bingo board ⎈ quote

[myheartsfiles]

[myheartsfiles]

[myheartsfiles]

any/every pit in my heart can infact be filled by music because it represents my pure heart and soul. that’s why only I can understand the songs on my playlist. so ofc i think my music taste is superior i've been in the editing community since 2020.

[myheartsfiles]

Mყ 𝖿ᥲνoɾιtᥱ Chᥣoᥱ Qυotᥱs

Dɾᥱᥲɱ ᥣι𝖿ᥱ oνᥱɾ ɾᥱᥲᥣ ᥣι𝖿ᥱ, thᥲt's ɱყ ɱotto-⁺ ˳ ◎

“Soɱᥱtιɱᥱs... ᥲᥣᥣ I ωᥲᥒt to Ꮷo ιs shυt ɱყ ᥱყᥱs ᥲᥒᏧ tᥱᥣᥣ thᥱ ωoɾᥣᏧ to ɡo to hᥱᥣᥣ.”

“Mყ ᥲttιtυᏧᥱ ιs ωhᥲt ɱᥲkᥱs ɱᥱ sρᥱᥴιᥲᥣ, DᥲνιᏧ.”

“Hoɱᥱ-shιt-hoɱᥱ.”

[myheartsfiles]

January 18, 2025 the day before the deadline (still shocked that it happened sooner than planned)

Omg one year ago today when TikTok got “banned” and I lowkey lost my shit- it was such a waste of time.

this being one of the *last* videos I seen on my fyp lol^

When the news around the ban first started I procrastinated on storing all of my stuff😭 causing me to almost lose a lot of my old videos I made in elementary school. I literally started storing stuff 3 days before the deadline (Jan 14) I downloaded (faves cloud video storage) just so I could store up all my saved videos and at the time the app really worked. I was so relieved cuz when I was in the denial stage for too long so I was actually it did get banned.

So yeah I offloaded the app that night a few hours after the ban. i had to remove tiktok from my home screen just so i'd stop clicking it (I also deleted it bc my storage was so full and I was annoyed with everything at the time so I was just like fuck it) Unknowingly that I shouldn’t have offloaded it at all in the first place because I didn’t fully understand what it meant. I wasn’t able to reinstall bc that’s what it does- it ACTUALLY deletes the application from your device but keeps all its documents and data. so I went without the app bc it was unavailable in the AppStore. And my dumb ass was acting like I was gonna die without it like- omg looking back at it now idk why it felt like the ban lasted longer than it actually was. I remember having to use the website version and it sucked cuz I couldn’t add anything to my saved. Also during that time I was seeing so many fire Arcane edits😭

And afterwards when they made it accessible for 90 days I didn’t want to experience the app going down again after the deadline was up so I kept checking the news around it seeing what was going to happen once the extensions were over. But good thing I didn’t have to worry about it anymore. With each delay I literally just gave up on checking.

[myheartsfiles]

“𝐸𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑜 𝑖𝑡’𝑠 𝑔𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡.’’

“𝑂𝑐ℎ𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑, 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡’𝑠 𝑎 𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒”

“𝑖 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑑𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡”

My Hero Academia Season 7 -E19 & 20

[myheartsfiles]

Written at 1am

I’m so excited to watch 2gether the series again. It was my first Thai bl ever

I only remember the part where they were playing some type of game that involved their lips and some kind of food that was kinda like pockyes

Also that underwear scene as well as when they visited their house for the first time? OML that series used to make me laugh during the time I was going through a lot. It just made things better I remember I would watch it at night and just get lost in it and laugh. I ended up dropping it for reasons I don’t remember but I’m pretty sure it was just bc like I mentioned things were bad and I just didn’t continue anymore. But I’m kinda glad I get to finish it now at a much better time. Also something just popped into my head: what if I did actually finish it and I just don’t remember😱 but nahh seriously I don’t think I did but anyway another thing that popped into my head is that I remember I posted about loving the show ON MY INSTAGRAM STORY😭 so at the time all of the ppl I used to go to middle school with saw and I didnt think it was embarrassing at the time but obviously now I do cuz WHY DID I DO THAT. Mind you I had to edit the meme myself so….. but I wish I still had the picture to add here but it’s ok cuz somehow I still remember exactly what the meme was I just can’t remember the wording

Ok so update, I’m trying to decide if it’s a good idea to start it now so I was looking it up on the website and I JUST FOUND OUT THERES MORE😭😭😭 LIKE HOLY SHIT I WASNT EXPECTING THIS BUT IM OVER THE MOON ABOUT IT LIKE WOAHH Jan 15, 2026

[myheartsfiles]

i hate having an interal monologue like girl shut up for once

The thoughts get even more intense whenever I start doing something creative my brain starts working on overdrive trying to figure out and make 1000 different ideas come to life all at once. Having a creative mind is so chaotic and I hate how it makes my head hurt but oh how I love making things and writing down my thoughts. But sometimes I have to fight the urge to not send one million messages containing every single thought i've had for the past 20 minutes.