Heart's Roof

Sharing my random thoughts. English isn't my first language, so deal with the mistakes, unless you want to help correcting them 😅 I would appreciate.

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Lost but Here

I keep seeing you go, even if you are here next to me.

Your eyes tell me, Lost somewhere, You will never know

They get dark and I get lost in their darkness

Tell me, Why do I get lost in your darkness?

I keep looking, your eyes keep getting darker. Why do you come and go?

Why do I get lost, trying to find you?

I can’t lose you and lose myself trying to find you.

Every time you go, your body stays.

Your eyes aren’t telling me anything other than tears forming and falling.

I search for a clue in them, but I don’t find anything, not even a weak smile.

I’m not doing this anymore, I’ve seen you go and cry ten times before

And I broke inside every time.

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New Face

When I came back, There you were A new face for me to face.

Gorgeous eyes Submersed in blue.

Pale skin Perfectly lovable With beautiful lips matching.

“Do you want something?” You asked while I was on the phone.

My mouth stopped moving, my eyes looked at your lips seeing their movement and back to your blue eyes.

“No, thanks.” I answered you Smiling like you slightly did. Then I realized how stupid It was.

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I didn’t expect

I didn’t expect you to do what you did, but you did it.

I didn’t expect to feel this hurt, but it’s hurting.

I didn’t expect to be thinking about it, but I am.

I didn’t expect to have the necessity to write, but that’s what I’m doing.

We never expect things to happen to us, but I guess they happen and they actually hurt.

We never expect until it becomes our truth.

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Theories aside, isn't it possible that OMG is about Camila coming to a state where she starts loving and empowering herself after being in a dark place? When she says, "she drop that, bounce back like a yo-yo. (Oh) my God, you look good today" being about her waking up one day, look at her reflection in the mirror and be like, "damn. I look good." And starts dancing and feeling confident again. (The healing/loving) But also, the rest of the lyrics don't make much sense to my previous thought.

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I'm afraid of addiction. An experience can turn into a rare occasion and then a casual thing that becomes a day-to-day occurring, and then you're addicted and not even aware that you lost control of your life.

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Ocean Blue

The darkness took The light away Keeping the stars Awake.

Shining stars Reminded me of The ocean blue.

Ocean blue Living in your Sweet eyes.

Diving into the blue, Shades of red Introduced me to the sunrise Laying in your face.

Beautiful lips were drawn And painted in red.

Soft lips placed in yours, “Are you leaving?” “No, I just arrived.”

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Wrapped Towel

The scent of the wrapped towel around my head is reminding me of you.

Memories of you are being awakened.

I’m recollecting the aroma of your perfume mixed with the scent of your body.

Flashbacks of your hugs and your laugh are absorbing my feelings again.

Once again, after the last time I saw you.

My arms around your waist, a kiss on your bare shoulder. I still remember it after all these years.

A towel, A scent, A person, Only you… only for today.

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I’m going to post some 2016 stuff I found in a blog, I remembered I use to have. The time I had a thing for writing in form of poem even if it wasn’t, and that, at the moment I thought they were kind of nice.

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I know it's Cuba , Mexico but... 😂

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You seem nice, I like you

Hi! I like to believe I’m not a bad person and I also try to be better when I feel I’m not being the best version of myself. I appreciate your message. Thank you 😊 

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I was watching Camila’s performance at the Billboard music awards and one of the comments mentioned how cringe it was to watch her dance and how her performance didn’t have a sparkle, it was just her showing off her voice.

I’m not a hardcore Harmonizer or Camilizer, I’m just a fan who started following their career not long ago and still follows and supports both of them, Fifth Harmony and Camila Cabello. It’s really not that hard.

Back to the hate, people show towards Camila, that I do not understand since the ones saying things that can be hurtful are the ones who also support Lauren, Normani, Dinah and Ally’s words about supporting girls and show love because hate ain’t necessary.

I also don’t know why the fandoms attack each other. Love only.

I applaud Camila for having the courage to start from the bottom (almost) and do what she discovered she needed and wanted, through out the years. I also applaud her courage to go on the stage and be by herself dancing alone. She wasn’t confident about her moves before and I don’t know if she is now, but she stepped in the stage and danced. She could have chosen to do a different performance.

I support her and the other girls the same.

We don’t really know what really happened with the “representative” story. Only the ones living the problem know what’s really happening inside the four walls. In this case, the walls being the people involved.

I’m happy for Camila and for Fifth Harmony. I hope they both hit success and keep it growing and growing strongly. Getting super well know and successful, not coming to an end where nobody recognizes them.

I also wish for them to get closer has artists and be also able to reconciliate their friendship (if they are even not talking privately) in the future. I kind of want to wake up one day and see them tweeting at each other showing support.

I WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY 😊

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They spread words of freedom but are prisoners of a contract.

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Lately, idk if I'm paying more attention to people's actions or something but people are so,unnecessarily, rude.

You do have to stand for yourself, fight to have the best you can get, respect your needs, however, you don't have to act superior towards others, call names, you don’t have to treat other people inferiorly just because in your head, you think you’re just being you and reaching your goal when in the end, you’re being impolite.  

Humankind is, individually, starting to respect themselves and forgetting to respect other human beings.

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It’s so fascinating how we can be on the phone, near or far, same country or not, and hear the other person voice without having to be cable connected and stuff, your voice just goes.

From what I quickly read, it all goes with the strength of the air that comes out of our voice when we speak, and it makes vibrations to the micro or something. Then our voice is codified and when it reaches the end point it descodifies, reproducing our voice. It can be analogically or digitally. Still amazes me.

Same happens with music, you can be anywhere listening to a song, appreciating the voice, the lyrics, the story, crying because of the emotions the singer transmits through the lyrics or just dancing. I find it so marvelous/magical. Like, you’re listening to music with your headphones and the voice, words, the sound of the instruments, they just go through the wires and you listen to it as if nothing happened.

Sometimes, I just think of things like this and I get blown away. It is so damn amazing.

I’m not completely sure if that’s how things work, but either way, it’s incredible.

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I want to thank Eliza Taylor for portraying Clarke's broken heart so well that it makes me miss Leksa in ways I thought it wouldn't hurt anymore, not with the same intensity after so long. I don't watch the show anymore, everything I see of Clarke is from gifs and that is enough to make my heart ache and miss Leksa so much. Eliza makes me want to hug Clarke and tell her that everything was real, Love is not weakness, that life is more than just surviving and that Leksa loves her with every cellule she has in her. I miss you Leksa and I love you Eliza. THANK YOU Alycia and Eliza ❤

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After what they did with Lexa, they are trying to validate Clarke's bisexuality with Niylah and I'm not sure if that's correct. Yes, it is okay for Clarke to try to find comfort in someone, but does she really need to "overcome" her soul mate by being in a "relationship" with another person. It is a way of getting over it (not that that is gonna happen to Clarke) but is it really the only way? Is it really necessary to pair her with someone? And what about Niylah feelings? Even though she knows Clarke loves Lexa, is it really fair to her? To kind of conclude, they are using Niylah to validate Clarke's bisexuality, their thing is just to comfort Clarke with Niylah (for now), then they are gonna use the "you supported me so much and it happen to fall in love with you" card. The end. They probably thought of doing this with belmerda (merda means shit in portuguese) but after the repercussion of Lexa's death, they needed another f/f relationship (trying to do it right, but probably with queer baiting in the back of their minds again) And in case you send hate to Jessica (Niylah) because of their thing. It's NOT HER FAULT.

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The other day I had this random thought of parents treating bad their kids because of their behavior and I keep thinking of it. Kids are their own person with their personalities, likes and dislikes, and everything else and that is something they discover while growing up. Like grown ups try to discover who they really are. While they are kids, even though some part of their behavior comes inside them, most of it, I think, comes from their parents. They do and copy what their parents do around them. I think that when the parents scream at their kids for them to be quiet or don't do stuff, they should pay attention to their actions. Maybe, just because they are grown ups, doesn't mean that they are the best role models to their kids. Or that their kids are naturally rebel or uneducated. Still trying to understand if this makes sense and if it has some truth in it. I don't have kids. I don't know the struggle to raise a kid. Maybe, I'm completely wrong.