Hi guys :) I took another unexpected hiatus lol, but Iām back with an important message.
Over the past few months Iāve grown and learned so much. Every day I learned something new about myself, accepted parts of myself, learned about the world, loved myself, etc. I got my first job, my drivers license and finally accumulated enough to buy my own car. I taught myself how to recover from depressive episodes. I let go of the people I needed to and accepted my loner lifestyle. I opened my eyes to the struggles going on in the world as well as the ones happening all around me. In all, this has been the most eye-opening, educational, maturing, and accepting time of my life.
I just feel more independent and stronger than I ever have been. Iām more confident in my body. Iāve chosen to recover and have finalized this decision for myself. I will never starve my body or hurt myself again. Itās been really hard and it still is some days, but I respect & love myself now and I wonāt go back to where I was.
It hurts my heart to think about all of the things Iāve been through since Iāve had this blog, but to see where I ended up is incredible. I thank all of you from the bottom of my heart for the kind messages and support Iāve gotten and I wish only good things for all of you going forward. I thought about converting this page into a different one, but ultimately Iāve decided to leave it alone to float through the archives of the internet. :) Iāll be making an entirely new account to start anew, which Iāll put in my bio if any of you would like to continue to support each other. This will be my last post here!
I love you all and I thank you again and again.
You guys helped save me. <3
