[𝖨 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗇𝖺 𝖻𝖾 𝖺𝗅𝗈𝗇𝖾]

...𝕚𝕟 𝕒 𝕓𝕒𝕕 𝕞𝕠𝕠𝕕...

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I am kinda broken ,ya know?

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[Had this feeling before]

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I've lost it.

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_Feeling Broken_

[myhurtedfeelings]

𝑭𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆

I remember the day you held my arm and you told me how awful the thought of losing me was. We promised each other we would always make it work and nothing could come between us.I knew I was falling for you when poetry started dancing around my brain. Suddenly, your lungs were stardust and your eyes were oceans, drowning me with a simple glance. Your raspy morning voice became an intricate melody and your signature peppermint scent felt like home. One minute you were a person, the next you were magic.You were my universe. Every time I was looking you I could see the stars in your eyes, the way galaxies seem to form whenever you looked at me. I could see pure stardust in your smile, dazzling me even if I’m not the cause. Everything about you just takes my breath away.But we didn’t have enough time; our story was way too short. I really thought we’d have more time. I thought we’d have a lifetime to do all the things that we wanted.  I loved you with everything I have and I honestly would have done anything for you..

I guess it really sucks, we were made for each other. I know we were, because when I was with you it felt like the entire world stopped spinning and we were the only people who could move through the empty space. It's horrible because we were perfect, but our timing was well and truly out. We weren't meant to fall in love so early, but we did, we fell so hard for each other.It hurts to know that you can put your lips over someone else and not think about how much it will pain me.

Maybe moving on is the best thing Maybe forgetting you is what I should do But how could I? You are the first person ever to make me experience such feelings and emotions and though they do hurt me I am happy and grateful that it was you..

After we said goodbye I thought hating him would be easier than loving him but I couldn’t do it. No matter how hard I tried my heart still skipped a beat at the mention of his name.

I can’t be just friends with you. I’d fall in love with you again, and my heart can’t afford that pain.It never will be like it was, we are not the same. The love isn't the same.

A part of me will always be waiting for you to come back. The rest knows your gone; for good. But both parts love you.

"First love sometimes can be painful and unfair

But sometimes it can be warming,sweet,makes your heart reach the stars and feel like nothing can stop you..

It's just you and the person you love so much that the world to you... Nothing else."

[myhurtedfeelings]

/Mood/