Tales of Indecision

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What's More Important?

Homework?

Netflix?

Sleep?

I can't decide....

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What to Wear....! or Should I Care?

Every night I go to bed under the impression that I'm going to wake up the next morning on time, dress myself in proper attire with matching accouterments, and do my make-up and hair so that my appearance is moderately acceptable. Because I'll honestly admit that my "I just rolled out of bed" look is not that appealing. But obviously I don't think I look to terrible because every morning none of the things I had planned to accomplished every get done. I set out looking for an outfit but then I realize the time and end up putting on jeans and a t-shirt. Next is hair, I whip out the brush and try to make it do something besides just lying there on my head...it usually refuses to cooperate, so it gets put in a bun for its bad behavior. Now for make-up...usually that's completely neglected. But when I have like say....2 min before I need to leave the house I'll slap on some concealer and powder so the sandbags under my eyes don't show from where I stayed up all night watching Dexter on Netflix. Then I rush out the door grabbing my cup of coffee that will get me through the day...that I barely had time to make. So all this has happened or should I say "not happened." Then I get in the car and I realize that what I have on is "socially unacceptable." But the question is do I care....? 

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The Graduate

When I walk across the stage does my whole life change? Do the years prior to my peregrination just fade away? If so where do they go? But I think I’m ready, ready for this change if there is a distinct one. If my life shall be completely changed I’m ready…I think? Yes, definitely ready. Ready to take flight and take charge of my life. Ready to move on and start a new chapter or continue and old one whichever of these it maybe. But, what if it does change? Right now I’m the girl that wants to go to UVA to major in biology then go to John’s Hopkins for medical school. But, when I walk across the stage does that all change? Will I no longer be that girl with such aspirations? How will this change my life? But I’m ready to take flight right…? Of course I am. I’ve been waiting for this day all my life..tonights the night my life’s suppose to seem right. I'm suppose to know where I'm going, ready to start that college stuff, practice that doctor stuff, that adult stuff, that stuff that makes us, us kinda stuff. But, I'm still a kid. Well I'm 18 so in theory I'm and adult but I still feel 17 and 16 and 15. Maybe I'm like Sandra Cisneros' Rachel of "Eleven" I'm still all those years too. Or maybe I'm still a kid and this is my coming of age. When I walk across the stage and move my tassel this marks a new chapter, my life's happily ever after. But, what happens to the kid in me? Will she still be...me? I guess we'll see if the me I think I am is really who I am. But who really cares right? Because graduation is a phase change a stage cage. I guess I'll just have to wait and see. Who will I be? ....when I walk across the stage!!

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The Genesis

To pay attention in class or explore the world of social media….that is the question? The answer is always SOCIAL MEDIA!! A.K.A how this blog page got its start. After my in class ponder session over whether or not this blog was a good idea I decided to go for it. I come to find that my life is full of moments of indecision and I usually make the right choice. Granted sometime I don’t but that’s okay too because…ya know the whole learning from your mistakes thing. But anyways, here is where I will post all moments of indecision no matter how trivial they are. Most of them are pretty funny actually; however there are some more serious moments. Learn that indecision is both a blessing and a curse.....some of lifes best decisions and ideas are made by overcoming moments of indecision.