lia

[myloa-diaries]

hello, i'm lia, i'm 22, and i'm into law of assumption. she/he/they.

i'm a metalhead, also love my chemical romance, star wars, saw, anime & manga, and a lots of other things.

i've known about the law for many years, but i only started taking it seriously in 2023. however, i began studying non-dualism and set the law aside. after a few months away from my studies, i decided to return to studying the law of assumption because it resonates the most with what I want at this moment.

i decided to create this blog to talk about the things i've been learning and to keep a record of my progress.

my goals

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some of my success stories

there are so many things happening so quickly that I feel like I'm losing a bit of control (at the same time it feels like I'm having a lot more control? it's hard to explain), but I still want to keep a list of my manifestations mainly to motivate myself (because sometimes I still catch myself thinking that I can't do certain things).

so, I have this list here, these are my biggest goals because they are things that have a big impact on my life in general or that I really want to happen. I manifested 2 of these things listed:

1. my relationship:

I'm not kidding when I say this man changed from water to wine overnight. late last year, we were just hooking up and while I was developing feelings, he didn't seem to feel anything, so I decided we should stop hooking up and just maintain a friendship.

earlier this year, during a conversation, he told me to just move on, not to expect anything more from him. I don't understand what's going on inside my brain, because when he said that, that's when I decided he was going to be on my back.

I posted about this in february I think? but one day he simply changed, our conversations were limited to small meme exchanges until out of nowhere he became super affectionate, starting conversations and inviting me to do things together. he even joked that I was sending subliminal messages into his head.

he apologized to me for the things he did and I can't describe how different he has been acting towards me, sometimes he doesn't even seem like the same person. the only thing I assumed was that he loves me and boom.

2. my job:

I mentioned that I want to work in a specific place that I frequent, but I spent MONTHS "persisting" on it until I realized that my "persisting" was limited to affirming and then asking myself "where is it?".

I just got tired of feeling like a poor unemployed person after months of this never-ending cycle. that same night I find out there are vacancies. the next day, the job is mine.

this happened when i posted about 3d conforming so fast it was freaking me out.

that was all from the list, but something funny happened to me today. last night I was thinking about job openings and how I had this assumption that I never got a job, or always came very close to getting one but never got chosen. so I thought "this is bullshit lol I can just assume that I'm being fought over by companies, I don't even have to get off my ass to get a job".

why tf did I do this? I simply woke up with a new job offer, I didn't even need to go through an interview to be called 😭

but since I want to work on my book and not this job, I think i'll just revise that this happened or that this job went to someone else. I just didn't want to deny it because it was a very dear friend of mine who recommended me for this new position.

I think that's all maybe?

I manifested some clothes for traveling too and avoided some arguments with my parents, but nothing worth writing about. xoxo.

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3d is conforming so fast that it even scared me 😭

[tellafairy]

i've lost weight from the comfort of my bed while eating like shit, i've got accepted into programs without even applying, i've got promoted at work by doing the bare minimum, i've been gifted desired things i never mentioned wanting out loud, i've gotten money from the most random sources, i've changed my weight distribution, i've changed my height, i've changed my face, ive cured my dental problems, i've revised animal sickness, i've gotten my exact desired sp, i've gotten gaul citizenship, i've changed my grades, i've got my dream apartment, i've gained my exact desires friend group, i've gotten multiple free vacations... loa is literally the cheat code to life.

[stilljuststardust-deactivated20]

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"but, what do I do if nothing works?"

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Think as if it's working. No I am not joking. The law of assumption doesn't just apply to money and that boy you like it applies to everything. If you are assuming that nothing is working then that will manifest into your reality.

The law of assumption requires that you think as if it has already manifested. If you are not doing that you are not applying the law.

I cannot bend the law to your limitations. I cannot make it more limited for you because I am not willing to lie to you. A lot of you want the law of assumption minus all of the assumption parts.

If yon't want to think as if, you don't want to accept that the 3D is malleable, you will straight up argue with people who tell you that you have it, so why are you here? Why are you trying to apply the law if you reject everything about the law?

Do you want to manifest things just by accepting you have it or do you want to wait until it has manifested to begin thinking as if it's here?

The law of assumption cannot fail you. "Well then why haven't I manifested what I want" because you aren't assuming what you want you're assuming all of this stuff you don't want

If you think of everything negative in your life as this infallible force beyond your control you are ironically controlling it and making it a presence in your life.

You either have it or you don't. Think as one not both. You can't say you're manifesting something and then complain about how you don't have it because by doing so you are directly manifesting the opposite.

Do not get so caught up in doing enough that you forget you're the one deciding what is and isn't enough.

I don't want you to read this and get anxious. No you don't have to "start over". Manifestation is not a process so you're not losing "progress". You don't have to reflect, you don't have to search for a new method. Just take a deep breath and tell yourself it has already manifested. Repeat that to yourself until it does.

You don't have to do anything. It has already manifested. How? Because you said so.

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[hrrtshape-deactivated20250705]

manifestation and the eroticism of longing.

the ache, the gasp, the delicious purgatory of almost-there. you don’t want it, not really. you want the wanting. the suspended moment before consummation, the sharp inhale before impact. the high before the high. desire is the apex predator of sensation, the final boss of narrative tension, the thing that keeps the world spinning.

to manifest is to bring into being, yes, but what happens when you fall in love with the space between? the anticipation, the near-miss, the art of the unfulfilled. it is the thrill of the unread message, the way fingertips ghost against skin but never press down, the unbearable ecstasy of knowing something is yours but not yet. wanting is its own genre of pleasure, a fetish for potential, a love affair with the unresolved.

some people live here forever. orbiting their desires like moths around a flame, intoxicated by the dance, never daring to land. they want the longing more than the having. they want to stand at the edge of the pool forever, just close enough to feel the cool mist on their skin but never submerged.

because the moment you have it, the spell breaks. the chase is over. the yearning dissolves. the unbearable tension snaps in two, and suddenly, there is nothing left to want. the chemistry of the brain adjusts. the hunger ceases. the thing once pulsing with electricity is now just another object in your hands, another scene with the lights on.

so ask yourself…do you want it? or do you want the wanting? because the two are not the same, and only one of them will ever truly belong to you.

[myloa-diaries]

so, sammy ingram made me give robotic affirmations a chance because I thought it was nonsense. oh, I was so wrong.

I don't know how to explain very well what happened, but I had a complete turnaround with my SP? from dry texts to him asking me to the cinema?

and I'm not exactly surprised that he changed so much in just a few hours, but rather because it's just so easy? I doubted A LOT while affirming, but I just threw the affirmations over my fear.

I hope I'm not sounding like one of those generic success story posts lol but I'm really excited about this. besides being in a really cool situation with my SP, I gave myself the proof I needed.

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btw, he even said things like "do you think I don't know it's you sending subliminal messages in my head?", it had nothing to do with assumptions, but I thought it was funny that he commented something like that lol

[myloa-diaries]

so, sammy ingram made me give robotic affirmations a chance because I thought it was nonsense. oh, I was so wrong.

I don't know how to explain very well what happened, but I had a complete turnaround with my SP? from dry texts to him asking me to the cinema?

and I'm not exactly surprised that he changed so much in just a few hours, but rather because it's just so easy? I doubted A LOT while affirming, but I just threw the affirmations over my fear.

I hope I'm not sounding like one of those generic success story posts lol but I'm really excited about this. besides being in a really cool situation with my SP, I gave myself the proof I needed.

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i've been repeating this to myself since yesterday every time i doubt. wow.

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forgive

i’ve always hated all this talk about forgiveness, gratitude, etc. it always sounded like law of attraction talk to me, and no one can let out a groan of frustration louder than i do when i see anything related to this law.

i always heard edward art talk about forgiving yourself, and i would just ignore everything he said right after. it didn’t make sense to me to "forgive myself" since i could just manifest things for myself and leave it all behind. but then i would torment myself for being back in my old story.

"forgiving myself" didn’t matter, yet i always felt bad when i realized i was in a victim mentality (and then immediately stayed in that same mentality, since i was blaming myself).

forgiving myself is more than "entering a state of gratitude and connecting to the universe!"

forgiving myself is about having patience, knowing how to persist without blaming myself for revisiting old states unintentionally, and not treating manifestation as an obligation.

most importantly: it’s about trusting myself, understanding that the power is within me, and then stopping the obsession with my manifestations—just trusting.

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my false gods

edward art’s latest videos have been helping me realize how much i expect external things to save me while I refuse to do what I have always done: believe in the things I tell myself.

my greatest god was the 3d. seeing something in it that contradicted my assumptions immediately made me doubt everything i had imagined and felt. i was constantly coming up with new things to do: "i have to stop listening to sad songs if i want to manifest my sp," "i have to pretend I'm getting ready for work if i want to manifest it," "i have to do x if i want y." all of this while repeating to myself that circumstances don’t matter.

the 3d doesn’t matter; therefore, what I do or don’t do in it doesn’t matter either.

what I really need to do is start looking at the true god and stop imposing limitations based on the 3d — look within and stop searching for conditions to manifest. i constantly think things like, "when i read book x, i'll be able to manifest," "when i find a text/phrase/quote/etc. that makes everything click, i will manifest." these are the conditions i am imposing on god, and that is what i truly need to examine.

how many more “clicks” do I need to have before i get it? i've lost count of how many times everything has clicked for me. i’ve already had a click that left me numb for hours, feeling like i had finally understood everything — only to find myself today reading post after post and watching video after video, trying to recapture that feeling.

every time i manifested, i didn’t even have to lift a finger for things to happen.

from today on, my only god is the feeling and my only condition is that everything i want happens exactly how and when i want it.

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goals

i feel that i've already manifested many things unconsciously, and now i want to make sure that only what i consciously desire comes to me.

main goals:

revision the start of my second degree

i really enjoy my current field, but I don't feel it aligns with my purpose. I want to pursue an academic research career, and this new field is perfect for that. However, I missed the enrollment deadline for the beginning of this year, and I don’t want to wait another six months to start studying.

work at a specific place

i love going to this place, and it’s where i met my SP. it’s a light job where i’d be able to spend time with my SP and the people who work there (who have become my friends too, lol). plus, i’d still have time to study and write. the only downside is the salary, but that’s nothing i can’t change. ;)

enough money to go a few years without working

nothing much to add here. i just want to have more money in case i don’t feel like working anymore (and also to spend freely without worrying about my salary).

sponsorship/support for my book

being a writer in my country is almost impossible unless you’re a tiktok sensation, and that’s terrible for someone like me who prefers to keep a low profile as a writer. i want to make sure my book does well without needing to worry about anything other than writing, and i’d also like to get paid just for doing my hobby.

a friends-to-lovers slow burn

that’s it; I want to live a book plot. my SP and i are already friends, but long story short, we had something in the past, and i decided to end things between us because we weren’t aligned with what we wanted. now, i’ve decided to just change things between us and live a really great romance. i’ve already changed a lot in our relationship, but I want to truly turn things around. i’ll share more about this later.

a different hairstyle

i think what affects my self-esteem the most is my hair. i don’t think it looks bad now, but i want to change its texture and length.

health

both mental and physical. Nothing is more disruptive than crappy health.

other goals:

a car;

changing some of my tattoos;

clothes;

cosplay-related items, like wigs, outfits, makeup, etc;

cards (both for tarot readings and magic tricks);

musical instruments + improved skills;

fluency in other languages;

+ other things that won’t fit on a list.