My midnight thoughts 💭

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I am tired of being a person. Not just tired of being the person I was, but any person at all. I like watching people, but I don’t like talking to them, dealing with them, pleasing them, or offending them... I am tired"

_Susan Sontag

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“All I wanted was to live a life where I could be me, and be okay with that. I had no need for material possessions, money or even close friends with me on my journey. I never understood people very well anyway, and they never seemed to understand me very well either. All I wanted was my art and the chance to be the creator of my own world, my own reality. I wanted the open road and new beginnings every day.”    ―Charlotte Eriksson,Empty Roads & Broken Bottles; in search for The Great Perhaps    

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the scariest part

is not the feeling of loneliness

or the darkness that fills you

despite the looming pain

of emptiness

The scariest part

is the realisation

that you have lost yourself

completely

sinking in as you lay awake

at 2am

because you lost the ability to sleep

and you can't even cry

because you don't even care.

Brigid Kemmerer, letters to the lost.

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"This is what I like about photographs. They’re proof that once, even if just for a heartbeat, everything was perfect."

Unknown

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I choose to Love you in silence...

For in silence I find no rejection,

I choose to Love you in loneliness...

For in loneliness no one owns you but me,

I choose to adore you from a distance...

For distance will shield me from pain,

I choose to kiss you in the wind...

For the wind is gentler than my lips,

I choose to hold you in my dreams...

For in my dreams, you have no end.

~ Rumi

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"You make me lovely, and it’s so lovely to be lovely to the one I love.…"

Jennifer Niven, All the bright places

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"I learned that there is good in this world, if you look hard enough for it. I learned that not everyone is disappointing, including me, and that a 1,257-foot bump in the ground can feel higher than a bell tower if you’re standing next to the right person."

All the bright places

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"if it costs you your peace it's too expensive"

Unknown