He(ll)alth

!!!!Don't use reply to reply to posts on here. Msg rb or ask only!!!! So, I made this blog to vent and to put all the relatable downer/just not the right feel for my other blogs chronic illness, mental health, sad, and vent posts that I want to reblog, so that I don't have to make my main and aesthetic blogs depressing or too much one thing, bc I like them to be funny and inspiring respectively. This won't necessarily all be downer stuff, there will be the old bit of positive stuff. There will NEVER be any images of self-harm on this blog. If you need any triggers tagged just ask. Always here to chat, give advice if I can, talk, or just to listen ❤️ Asks are welcome! Messages too x Header is one of my own photos so please do not copy Main @buffyisnotonfireinthetardis Aesthetic @standandstare Animal @somewonderfulanimals Positivity/validation @soft-affectionate Everything is okay to rb unless I state otherwise My posts are tagged with, funnily enough, #my post

[myplacetobesad]

I’m sad and in love

[myplacetobesad]

oof today is a day of much regret

[pariaaaaah]

i dont feel alive and it makes me sad

[myplacetobesad]

What a fuckibg day jezzzus I need a smoke

[millyredhead]

And I am so proud of you ❤

[ashantifortson]

a one-page comic about my experiences with dissociation

[czwarta-zero-zero]

*all day fasting*

evening:

[black-and-white-tvmblr]

[neztoad-deactivated20211221]

borderline personality disorder: a memoir.

[valtsv]

remember when you were a kid and whenever your parents came into the room while you were doing something for pleasure like looking at something on the computer or watching tv and you’d immediately close the thing like you’d just been caught watching porn when you were actually doing nothing wrong this post was made by strict parents with no boundaries gang

[valtsv]

my dad: walks into the room while i’m playing club penguin on the family computer

me:

[dearydeerling-deactivated201904]

I have this panic reflex from early childhood where if anybody is walking angrily or making angry sounds or makes any indication of anger or negative feelings, I quickly have to stop everything, stop making sounds, stop moving, don’t make any indication of pleasure or you’ll become the target of anger.

[rashemibabe]

^^^SAME? omg.

[thegoodvybe]

[saskiakeultjes]

Resilience 

[unstablemotions]

childhood trauma is so weird because you grow up to find out that stuff that happened wasn’t okay and suddenly memories come back and you realize how it really messed you up on the inside

[toadallybpd]

When you overshare your childhood trauma over text at 3am and then look back the next morning and you’re just like yiKES ITS BEEN FUN HAHA TIME TO DIE

[lighthouxe-deactivated20181201]

i’ve been doing some research on how to love myself more.

[neztoad-deactivated20211221]

i’m in the mood for food and crying and food and sobbing and sleep and food.

[square]

[snailbutch]

the whole chronic pain tag being wiped is honestly the most crushing thing to me