🤫

[myplanetmyhome]

I can’t force anyone to like me or want to be with me and that’s ok, that’s fine. I’m not everyone’s cup of tea. Not everyone is worthy of me or my heart.

But if you don’t feel the same way I do the least you can do is tell me. It’s not that hard to just say hey, I’m not feeling this and want to explore other options. But do not drag me along. Don’t make me feel like you want me back only to not actually want me.

I hate being made to feel like I am begging for your attention. Because I’ve done so much of that my whole life. And I can’t keep doing it over and over again for people who don’t even deserve it.

You were so sweet. The sweetest boy ever. My cutie boy. And I think I liked you too fast and definitely way more than you liked me. I feel like I forced this over you and for that I am sorry.

But the least you could fucking do is just break my heart at once rather than drag me along and have me thinking that you still want me when it is so obvious that you don’t.

I hope you make it to the beach one day

Anyway

My cutie boy, I wish you the best in your journey and I truly hope that you find what you are looking for. You truly deserve the best and I know she’s out there.

-depu💗

[myplanetmyhome]

My problem is I get attached way too fast. And I fucking hate that shit. Cause every fucking time I end up hurt.

I give my whole heart away so easily, make someone my whole importance when they clearly don’t do the same for me.

Another failed talking stage?

Actually went on a date with this guy too.

[myplanetmyhome]

I was so very excited about this new talking stage, this new crush. Wow I took a leap and actually ended up liking someone. Only for him to no longer seem interested in me. And honestly this is why I just don’t bother meeting people or dating, cause nothing good is ever coming from it. I end up hurt every single time. And maybe it’s my fault? I fall too hard too fast? Fully my fault.

Cause I gave this guy I don’t even know, have never met before so much importance, so much of my desire to be with him. Lol

Life sucks but love sucks more.

Anyways how am I supposed to find a mans if even the hinge mans suck?

I hate having a crush at my big age of 27.

If you don’t like me just say so.

[myplanetmyhome]

And just like that another one comes to an end before it even began

[emotionalwords]

nothing is more heartbreaking than trying your best and it still not being good enough

[myplanetmyhome]

Feeling so alone and unwanted while sitting with your family is so :((

Feeling like an unnecessary person taking up their space.

I hate it

[myplanetmyhome]

nothing has changed.

anyways, i hate myself.

i hate myself

i hate how stupid i am

i just want to die sometimes

im not as happy as i thought i was 

nothing has changed, nothing will change 

im better off dead

[peachysuggest]

you are not unloveable just because people have treated you poorly

[myplanetmyhome]

Who am I

I don’t understand when it all happened.

When did I change so much that I no longer have the same values and morals anymore?

[myplanetmyhome]

Like I honestly used to be so loving and full of life and happiness. Always spreading positive vibes, trying to give love and make people feel better.

And now I can’t bring myself to care. Not even care about myself.

[myplanetmyhome]

Who am I

I don’t understand when it all happened.

When did I change so much that I no longer have the same values and morals anymore?

[alchemistdad]

I’m REALLY fucking over feeling unattractive because I’m not skinny

[stainedpure-deactivated20191123]

This. So much this.

[dipinthatxo]

If you didn’t want me, all you had to do was say so.

😔

[dipinthatxo]

I miss you so much. I wish you were here. I eish that we could watch movies together. I wish that we could sit outside together. I wish that you could show me how to do new things in the garden. I wish you were here. Love you always❤️

[dipinthatxo]

I can’t believe i actually tried to kill Myself when I was a child

[myplanetmyhome]

Remember the relationship

I fear so much that I’m going to end up catching feelings for my fwb. I’ve literally known him since 2015, but I only decided to meet up with him in October of 2018, literally 3 years later. And I often wonder, what could have been if I had actually given him a chance when we first started talking.

But as each day passes, I think about him more and more. Literally trying so hard not to fall for a guy who only sees me as the older bigger chick he can fuck.

I have to keep the relationship in mind, as he said. Gotta remember it’s a friends with benefit, and that the last thing he wants is me catching feels.

*sigh* and like he really ain’t shit either

[dipinthatxo]

I always knew fucking with a younger guy would come bite me in the ass. But I never knew that his words about my age would make me feel like this :/

[dipinthatxo]

honestly how am i even still alive?

[dipinthatxo]

anyways i hope everyone is well

i hope my best friend is well

i hope my mother is well 

and i hope things get better 

goodnight