My Schizotypal Mind

These thoughts are my own

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Me: *carefully climbing down the ladder of my bunk bed

Intrusive thought: Your foot is gonna slip right now and you are gonna scrape your leg against the wood and tear off the skin and your ankle will twist and break and you are gonna smack your head against the floor and crack it open and break your neck and DIE

Me: *starts panicking but jumps safely off the ladder and then spends the next five minutes in despair because something really terrible just happened to me but I can’t tell anyone because it was only in my mind even if I could feel it all happening as I imagined it

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I feel like Jake from “Miss Peregrine’s home for peculiar children” He sees the monsters that are invisible to everyone else

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You know something is wrong with society when you get diagnosed with a psychotic disorder and immediately start mentally preparing yourself to defend your diagnosis from ignorant and skeptical NT’s

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little schizo spectrum things

- hearing a sound outside your window and it is definitely aliens

- or someone who’s about to kill you

- hearing / seeing “psycho” being casually thrown about everywhere

- sudden anger for no fucking reason

- accidentally saying things in a monotone voice

- stimming all the time

- not trusting your own family and friends

- dissociating after the slightest bad thing happens

- taping over your laptop / phone camera

- stop talking to me!!

- uncontrollably laughing at inappropriate times

- planning on doing things and then just… not doing them

- not making any expressions even when you know you should

- going mute suddenly

- never looking anyone in the eye

- people are either your Best Friend or not a friend at all

- having to leave notes for yourself to remember things all the time

- do I really have a disorder?? better check the symptoms again

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girls who keep tape over their webcams are valid

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I often talk about reality checking and going along with it when helping someone deal with delusions, but I felt as if I didn’t really make it clear to what I meant when I said it.

Recently I saw a post similar to “how to sneakily give your delusional friend a reality check when they told you not to” and honestly, that’ll just make us lose trust for you. Because we can tell when you do that.

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This is possibly the coolest video I’ve ever taken.

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wow I love this!!

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This is so good for my anxiety

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I’ve reblogged this so many times

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That feeling when you wake up at night, stare at the wall in horror, and are completely sure that your sister in standing behind you with a knife in her hand, ready to stab you in the back if you move just an inch

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Do you ever just think something weird or offensive or disgutsting and then apologize in your head just in case someone heard/read your thoughts? Or randomly scream or yell a person’s name in your mind to maybe catch them off guard and see if they react?