my sister is an addict

I'm always open to anyone who wants to talk it out with someone who has had a similar experience to the stuff I write about 

[suicideath]

how to kill myself without making my cats sad

[can-i-give-up-now-please]

I wish there was a way. To remove any memory of myself, any image, any smile; from the ones that I love.

So that I could leave this world with a clear conscience, without wrenching a dagger through their hearts and shattering their lives.

Some people want to die because no one cares. But for me I wish the opposite, I wish no one cared. Because then dying would be a lot simpler.

I don’t want to hurt them

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Soon, when all is going well, you’re going to look back on this period of your life and be glad that you never gave up.”

— Unknown

[stay-close]

To whom do I owe the biggest apology? No one's been crueller than I've been to me.

— Alanis Morissette, "Sorry to Myself", Under Rug Swept

[curlsandstems]

Please STOP doing drugs.

…It’s literally killing us.

[mysistertheaddict]

STOP selling drugs, yall are partially responsible for killing people’s loved ones.

[mysistertheaddict]

STOP selling drugs, yall are partially responsible for killing people’s loved ones.

[curlsandstems]

Please STOP doing drugs.

…It’s literally killing us.

[starlightandtears]

To all the teenagers following me that don’t hear it from their parents: I’m proud of you.

[notdoingmywork]

To all of the adults following me that never heard it from their parents: I’m proud of you, too.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Don’t allow someone to treat you poorly just because you love them.”

— Unknown

[books-n-quotes]

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

— Neil Gaiman, The Sandman (via books-n-quotes)

[books-n-quotes]

“It’s not the pain I’m afraid of; I know about the pain. What I’m afraid of is the end of this small, sweet dream.”

— Stephen King, Rose Madder (via books-n-quotes)

[books-n-quotes]

“This is not something anyone can teach you. Heartbreak you must learn on your own.”

— Chelsey Philpot, Even in Paradise (via books-n-quotes)

[books-n-quotes]

“When the right one comes along, you figure it out. You move mountains, you change your life and you do whatever it takes to keep them with you.”

— Jay Crownover, Jet (via books-n-quotes)

[books-n-quotes]

“What’s the difference?…Between the love of your life, and your soulmate?’ ‘One is a choice, and one is not.”

— Tarryn Fisher, Mud Vein (via books-n-quotes)

[books-n-quotes]

“My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping, I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing.”

— Jillian Medoff, Hunger Point (via books-n-quotes)

[books-n-quotes]

“I will be stronger than my sadness.”

— Jasmine Warga, My Heart and Other Black Holes (via books-n-quotes)