wildin in the abode of desire

I

[mystical-asf]

Embracing my inner goddess ( wearing a sun dress with no underwear or bra )

[mysticalviv]

Residing currently in : bed of desire and imaginative love

Current contact: feelings

[mysticalviv]

Little journal

[thememedaddy]

[thoughtsdumps-blog]

One thing I have realised is fear consumes you as you grow. So much so that you start to paralyse yourself to open towards your life.

And in the blink of time you notice, so much time is gone and now you can hear it's ticking.

You would think if you make that move this move, everything will crumble, so you just decide not to move only. You stay still which is called stuck.

I have learnt that you gotta do it anyway. Why? Because there will not be any moment or time which will come when you will not feel that feeling. That delusion you have is false. It will always be there.

Things can crumble? Yes, they can. But there's also chance it will not. There's also a chance it will not crumble to the extent you are thinking. Am I scared? Yes.

But you gotta do it anyway. Why? Because you have already seen that when you're not doing anything it's also not working in your favour anyway.

So pick the better option. Fuck the fear. Accept it, take it with you and just do it anyway.

Say it will work out. And also if it doesn't, I will work it out from that.

[mystical-asf]

Sorry I’m late. The vibes were off.

[belmasworld]

[fruitviking]

Can we stop with the character development. Where's my beach episode.

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[mournfulroses]

María Casares, from a letter to Albert Camus, featured in Correspondance, 1944-1959

[segamascott]

[teaboot]

every day I encounter circumstances beyond my control, like a leaf which has fallen into a river, and every day I find myself forced to choose between acceptance and despair. the current will flow regardless

[lazyyogi]

Your fears are among the most important qualities you have.

Not because they reveal anything true about you, but because it is through your fears that you will learn vulnerability and authenticity.

If you stay with your fears while being honest with yourself, you have the opportunity to be truly free.

[mysticalviv]

The three brains :

- Cerebral

- Heart

- Gut

Many a person only uses one or two brains ,and when we only use one brain we sink down to what we call "reptilian man"This is the type of genius who has cut off basic human emotions &relations that are needed for survival like empathy, compassion etcetera . Most of our world leaders operate from the cerebral and gut brain , leaving out the heart which is more important for a fully functional balanced man.The brain keeps the organism balanced by engaging in intellectual pursuits , decisions and relations ,the heart by intelligence(unconditional love) ,which we rarely understand and the gut by engaging and understanding one's own desires/emotions/feelings and those of others.

[mysticalviv]

The three brains :

- Cerebral

- Heart

- Gut

Many a person only uses one or two brains ,and when we only use one brain we sink down to what we call "reptilian man"This is the type of genius who has cut off basic human emotions &relations that are needed for survival like empathy, compassion etcetera . Most of our world leaders operate from the cerebral and gut brain , leaving out the heart which is more important for a fully functional balanced man.The brain keeps the organism balanced by engaging in intellectual pursuits , decisions and relations ,the heart by intelligence(unconditional love) ,which we rarely understand and the gut by engaging and understanding one's own desires/emotions/feelings and those of others.

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[mysticalviv]

Funny thing about coming to your higher consciousness is that it doesn't find you hyped and exaggerated in the highs of life. Life itself knows you won't give it that deep attention that it needs when you're hyped & unconscious, so it let you ride to your peak till your peak starts becoming worthless or boring and autonomous that you crave something meaningful and deep. Then it knocks you. Slowly by slowly the things you once enjoyed doesn't bring the same ecstasy as it used to. You start yearning for deeper knowledge of the self , of God , and your entire existence. Existential crisis. You see ,this is the path of evolution/growth, for growth must always dawn on us whether we're prepared or not.

Growth demands us to let go of the old and surfaced meaning of ourselves and life and adopt to a higher meaning.