Mystra Cleyra

she/her Just vibing and trying to enjoy life

[mystracleyra]

I just feel so utterly useless and worthless...

[mystracleyra]

I just want to feel like I'm needed, like I'm actually useful for something...

[mystracleyra]

I hate how depression stole away my dreams and ambitions. The way I was able to want things in life and dream of a future in which I'm happy when I was very young was stolen away from me, leaving me feeling like a husk of a person, just aimlessly wandering with nothing to strive for, nothing to live for. I just want my life back...

[mystracleyra]

It's so crazy that even after a lifetime of wishing I wasn't alive, I can meet one person who just changes my whole world and genuinely makes me want to live. Even though I know I can never be by their side, they just brighten up my universe and because of them I feel like, for the first time in forever, I'm able to have something I want to do with my life. Words can not describe how much they mean to me, so I'll just have to settle for saying I love them, with all my heart and soul

[mystracleyra]

why are people so mean...

[genderqueerdykes]

the process of transitioning has a lot of ups and downs. you will experience massive highs of euphoria and crushing lows of dysphoria as you change things about yourself. you will hate and love your new hair many times, you will be scared and excited by what hormone replacement therapy brings, you will be worried about how much you've changed yourself and if you can recognize the new person you see as yourself. you may struggle to adapt, you may accept everything gracefully as it comes, you may do a little of both. either way, it's okay to be affected by transition. it's okay to have highs and lows. it's okay to both love and hate what you're experiencing. it's okay to struggle, if you do. transition is hard, but it's worth it for those who want it.

[mystracleyra]

Having a nice relaxing morning eating breakfast outside with a fantastic book. I definitely needed this after running around and finding out my doctor never sent my new perscription down so I have no e until wednesday 🙃

[damnwyverngems]

- モンハンまとめ（4月） -

By やきうどん(igriega) // yakiudon99

** Permission was granted by the artist to share this images.

[hitachiin-devils]

Reblog if you want a second season of Ouran

I’m just curious how many of us would want to watch it! 

[valliass]

So I was comparing some bbcf frame data on dustloop last night and I was curious to see if anyone ever bothered to add frame data to bbtag. I went through some characters’ overviews out of boredom. Here’s the highlights

Bonus:

[thankyourluckystars13]

Hateno Mornings ft. Married Life <3

[sulialsh1]

When someone says you can’t do it, do it twice, and take pictures.

[fatestuffiguess]

[kimarisgundam]

^ This is the current roster 😂. All the designs are based on TouRabu and Kotonoha project aesthetics. Mizutsune, Nargacuga, Teostra, Great Girros, and Lagiacrus are probably up next 🤔

I think I’ve heard of Novelty before from a Tumblr mutual. But sorry, this is really just like joke art, I’m busy with school, so I don’t think I’ll have the time to make a real game 😅  

[mystracleyra]

Finished unlocking the platinum trophy for KH3

[vital-information]

I told Miyazaki I love the “gratuitous motion” in his films; instead of every movement being dictated by the story, sometimes people will just sit for a moment, or they will sigh, or look in a running stream, or do something extra, not to advance the story but only to give the sense of time and place and who they are.

“We have a word for that in Japanese,” he said. “It’s called ma. Emptiness. It’s there intentionally.”

Is that like the “pillow words” that separate phrases in Japanese poetry?

“I don’t think it’s like the pillow word.” He clapped his hands three or four times. “The time in between my clapping is ma. If you just have non-stop action with no breathing space at all, it’s just busyness, But if you take a moment, then the tension building in the film can grow into a wider dimension. If you just have constant tension at 80 degrees all the time you just get numb.”

Which helps explain why Miyazaki’s films are more absorbing and involving than the frantic cheerful action in a lot of American animation. I asked him to explain that a little more.

“The people who make the movies are scared of silence, so they want to paper and plaster it over,” he said. “They’re worried that the audience will get bored. They might go up and get some popcorn.

But just because it’s 80 percent intense all the time doesn’t mean the kids are going to bless you with their concentration. What really matters is the underlying emotions–that you never let go of those.

— Roger Ebert in conversation with Hiyao Miyazaki

[lloerwyn-deactivated20201104]

@ghiblimutual

[gastrictank]

when a lit anime op is replaced and the new one is nowhere near as good