My tragic escape

Lost soul

[mytragicescape]

like hooooow do you guys restrict. i do it for two-three days then i binge af and then the cycle repeats itself. give me streeength please

[wiecznie-za-gruba]

[i-will-b-thin]

but who would know that ME a fat girl is actually over here struggling with a eating disorder...

[i-will-b-thin]

you're the one who made yourself fat, so you can make yourself skinny again.

[i-will-b-thin]

do you ever just think to yourself ‘damn life would be so much fucking easier if i was skinny’

because i swear all my problems come back to the fact that i’m fat.

[recaption]

[oept-blog]

I can’t explain it.

It’s like, I can stave off real hunger

real, gut aching, stomach shrinking, mind racing, muscle weakening hunger. 

But I can’t get rid of emotional hunger, It’s like I have to feed the hole inside me, and stuff it with food, the worst kinds of food, pizza, chocolate, cereal, soda, ice cream… I stuff the gaping hole because I can’t think about anything else, my mind goes blank with taste and texture. 

I’m addicted to food that fills my gaps and I can’t walk away. 

[theinsignificantdisaster-deacti]

I don't think I'm fat. I know I'm fat. There's a difference. I don't just see fat. I can grab it by the handfulls.

[mytragicescape]

Failure

I failed so hard this weekend. Are a low carb meal on Saturday but drank alcohol and had a little chocolate, and Sunday I had sushi... but today I had ca 600kcals and hoping tomorrow is going to be good as well :(

[sugarfreeangel]

you know what

YOU GONNA LOSE THIS FUCKING WEIGHT

[starvingtiredbored]

Remember why your doing this 🍵🍵

✨ To finally get into that one outfit you’ve always wanted.

✨To not be embarrassed while wearing tight clothes.

✨To show how strong you are for following through.

✨To catch people eyes in a good way.

✨To know that you did the impossible.

I believe in you

[thinnybae]

“you already know what it tastes like”

gonna start living by these words

[xxpsychopathmexx]

reblog this to lose 10 kg this month

[skinnypecan]

*reblogs this while eating waffles*

[atheartwild]

P L E A S E I’m desperate!!

[emptygirly]

I wish I had that “I’m too depressed I can’t even eat” depression, instead of “ I’m too depressed I can’t stop eating” depression…

[daintigabi]

Be Honest With Yourself

you’ve tasted pizza already

you’ve tasted burgers already

you’ve tasted hotdogs already

you’ve tasted burritos already

you’ve tasted lasagna already

you’ve tasted tacos already

you’ve tasted cookies already

you’ve tasted cake already

you’ve tasted ice cream already

you’ve tasted chips already

you’ve tasted muffins already

you’ve tasted brownies already

you’ve tasted fried chicken already

you’ve tasted waffles already

you’ve tasted cupcakes already

you’ve tasted chicken nuggets already

you’ve tasted curry already

you’ve tasted chocolate already

you tasted whatever it is that you are craving already…you are not hungry

[loseweight143]

march will be my month. im losing 10+lbs this month no matter what

[skinny-haze]

✨💖 REBLOG IF 💖✨

Reblog if you’re trying to get your UGW before going back to school next fall!

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Okay but imagine going back to school and running up to your friends weightlessly, they pick you up and spin you around so easily. Everyone is looking at you and their jaw drops because you went from that average girl with the baggy hoodies and messy hair and a slight double chin to the dainty girl with a sharp jawline and a big bright smile taking up most of your face, wearing a cute regular sized sweater that fits loose on you and you’re just glowing with health and beauty. Your skin is clear from all that water you drank, your hair grew out over the summer and you’re so fit you can try out for any sports team without being embarrassed. Imagine your crush or boyfriend being excited to show you off. Imagine how cute you’ll look studying in the library or taking notes in class with your legs crossed in your seat because they fit under the desk so easily, all different girls coming to talk to you, imagine the cute Snapchat selfies that are all smiles and cheekbones, or just relaxing at home in shorts and a tank top as pajamas, on Facetime with your friends or your boo and they keep screenshotting you while you review classwork cuz you look so cute. Imagine going out to eat with your friends and you packed yourself a lil plastic container with mini cucumber sandwiches and strawberries and everyone knows you as the little, light, dainty friend and they all pick you up every chance they get and rarely offer you food cuz they know you can’t possibly eat so much. Just imagine going back to school at your UGW as a completely new and beautiful girl