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5 long years ago now, a woman smiled at me. She had blue hair and a tight dress on and she knew I was hers.

5 long, long weeks ago that same woman stopped loving me. She cries all the time and hates her life.

5 of the longest days of my life ago, that same woman started hating me. She cries all the time and I cry too.

5 lonely hours ago, that woman walked out of our front door. I hope she walks back in. I would cry for a lifetime if she didn't.

You've been gone too long to bear anymore.

I hope you find peace and love.

I hope I find peace in life, as death feels all too peaceful for hope to overcome.

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Oxygen in the veins.

Cancerous cells dunking,

The white knights as they pass through

The junction

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Take a minute, have a break

Spend your blood money

On my conflict minerals and wash

Them down with dusty tears

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If Only

If only you could see

You won't change me

You don't need to and I will become

A talisman of love and happiness

If only you could feel me

You won't change me

You don't need to and I will grow

A huge heart for you again

If only you would let me

You won't change me

You don't need to I'm everything and

Nothing you need at once

Just decide what part

You want to play

Decide what heart

You are today

Decide what love

To feel from me

Decide to win

Win big with me

I'm on the up

I'll be abrupt and brash

I won't believe, I'll do

I will only be with you

Take some solace and see

What new policy

I'm creating in the name

Of loves burning flame

If only you would speak

To me, in my eyes you'll see

Loves working hard to stay afloat

But im not build a raft,

It's a speedboat

Be my ocean and I'll be your volcanic island

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1.

Touch? No not me.

Kiss? No not me.

Hold, hug, caress? No not me.

Too close for comfort,

Too comfortable to get close.

Whose going to take my place,

I bet there'll be a race, I would.

Would I?

2.

I don't want to hurt or hurt

I don't want to feel

I want peace, love and happiness

I want you and me

I'm greedy, you know

Better than I, you know.

[rudyfrancisco]

27/30

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Just In Case You're Looking...

Just in case you're looking,

I'm sorry

Just in case you're looking,

I'm looking at you

Just in case you're looking,

I never stop caring about you

I make mistakes

I make you sad

I make you cry

I make you mad

I make you hurt

I make you tired

I make you love

I make you all these things you don't want

And I'm sorry.

Just in case you're looking,

I love you

xxx

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at Hazlewood Castle

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The One I Dream of

I hope one day to wake, And realise my eyes are open.

Open to a real world, full of you. Open to a day of bright sunshine, Of giggles and belly laughs. Open to closeness and Passionate kisses. Open to love and sharing. Open to adventure and all, The places of the world. Open to the future, our future.

I expect one day I’ll wake…

If I work hard in my dreams, I’ll see everything.

If a dreamless sleep falls upon me, I may never wake.

To die in my sleep could be my last dream.

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Sometimes darkness casts the brightest light. Take the torch with both hands and let it guide your way.

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Into darkness I fall, caught by salt water A lake of of tears, a pool of sadness. I'll swim but I can't see the edge. I'll swim but I don't know how long for. Give me light. Give me hope.

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Walls

Held In my embrace; I can only see your black hair, Your eyes are searching, Tearing away to find what?

You only see this wall or That wall! A wall between us that neither You or me have built.

In my hand a hammer; In yours a spirit, Levelling out our future. The hammer has your name engraved Upon it.

I batter and claw down the wall, Brick by brick revealing your face; Your face a sunrise. Your heart a beating drum, Or is that mine.

The last few bricks don’t seem, To me, to be so high. The last few bricks seem to be All you see and higher than a mountain.

The wall will come down The wall will come down The wall will come down The wall will come down

Your hammer gives me strength and

The wall will come down.

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12 Months

Choose one, Choose two. Just get the job done. If nobody knew, How would you feel? If everybody saw, How would you feel knowing, They know? I guess the weight of my thoughts, Bears less heavy on your mind; Than a chip butty or galaxy cookie "And do you know what I don't give a fuck" "let me eat" "Let me throw up" Words all too easily swallowed up by me, But held down tight not to be re-seen You can take your own, But couldn't live with, My bilious retort My love stays true, It's not a last resort I will always be here for you You are not alone You don't have to hang onto that Porcelain thrown Save yourself

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Am Fmaj7 C Em Am....... ......Dunno why but I like how this sounds!