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i dont think i know how to navigate tumblr anymore. But i just lit a candle for liam and prayed for his soul to find the peace he never could. Only today i was able to cry. And then i remembered that i should come here.

i'm so devastated. I really wish and prayed and imagined the day he would overcome all his demons. Now i pray his soul will be at peace soon.

if anyone is seeing this i hope you're safe.

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When Jo March said “but I’m so lonely” it hit me so hard. I was already crying a little but I just started full on sobbing. It was so raw and real and relatable and exactly the struggle of being a woman who wants to be fierce and strong and independent and have her own life where she is appreciated for all that she is but still so longing to be loved.

It is such a real thing in my life and those of countless women. To think, I do not need a man (or a woman). To think, I am my own person and I am valuable in my own right. But I long to be valued. Not because I have no value inherently, but because I want someone to recognize who I am and what I have to offer. I want to love and be loved and have companionship and warmth and care and family (maybe even one of my own) and just goddamn love in my life because I deserve it and we all deserve it. Yes I’m strong. Yes I am more than love. But that doesn’t mean I should live without love. I just want to be appreciated outside the merits of marriage. I want to be who I am and do what I do and be a whole complex human person who earns and gives love every day because that IS humanity.

It meant so much to me to hear it and it was so close to home. It echoes back to when meg says “just because my dreams are different than yours doesn’t mean they’re unimportant”. Jo says it differently, but it is a call back tot his idea that there are many dreams to have in life, and while career and independence are allowed and encouraged to be high on the list, that doesn’t mean love can’t be high up too. We all want to be loved, and we shouldn’t have to choose.

Thank you Greta Gerwig for writing that whole monologue and that specific line, and thank you Saiorse Ronan for performing that scene so well.

#just here again thinking about how i like someone again so damn much and im not liked back #this is never ending

myuselessknowledge

4 years today since this

“I hope i haven’t said too much, guess i always push my luck when i’m with you”

#was just in the train thinking 'gonna go home and listen to drunk on repeat' just because #then got lots of notifications on this post out of nowhere #also hi #ziam

tomlinsun

rest in peace felicite, i hope you’re up there right next to your mom

#oh my god no

ludwigplayingthetrombone

i dropped off my resume at this place at 1:15 and got called for an interview at 1:45 holy dang

aughtpunk

Today I got interviewed, hired, and then given a dollar raise and a better store location because the interviewer “liked my attitude”

REBLOG FOR GOOD JOB GETTING KARMA COME ON GRAB A PIECE

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#so #this guy ive had a crush on for more than a year now but he had a girlfriend so i stayed in my lane #might be single now #but im chill #no im not my heart is pounding

choochofcolor

some of you weren’t lied to by 1d for 6 years and it shows

doublesslightpeppa-deactivated2

people: omg how are you single????

me *internally*: because i have deeply rooted emotional issues and a debilitating fear that im not good enough for anything

me: guess I just haven’t caught my fiSH yet! haha reel one in for me if you find one, sharon!!

#ive been really wondering for a while now if romantic love is not going to be a thing form me #not in this life at least #when im this awfully hopeless romantic person

adoringzayn

Flight of the Stars - ZAYN

Requested by: @babyhloney

#this song absolutely kills meeee!#ziam #flight of the stars

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#guess I'll have to download my whole blog in case tumblr goes to hell #i just wanted to keep it and all the ziam/1d/other fandom memories here #:(

lilsugarbush

#i was doing this half an hour ago but the travel pillow in my hand and walking around trying to find places for stuff #hello sometimes i show up here

somewhereisaplacethatziamknow-d

#toni #WHYYYY #going to bed now and gonna listen to this and cry #ziam #ziam song #why i love you #major

socalledmixtapelife

George Michael - Freedom! ’90

I won’t let you down I will not give you up Gotta have some faith in the sound It’s the one good thing that I’ve got I won’t let you down So please don’t give me up ‘Cause I would really, really love to stick around, oh yeah Heaven knows I was just a young boy Didn’t know what I wanted to be I was every little hungry schoolgirl’s pride and joy And I guess it was enough for me To win the race? A prettier face! Brand new clothes and a big fat place On your rock and roll TV But today the way I play the game is not the same No way Think I’m gonna get myself happy I think there’s something you should know I think it’s time I told you so There’s something deep inside of me There’s someone else I’ve got to be Take back your picture in a frame Take back your singing in the rain I just hope you understand Sometimes the clothes do not make the man All we have to do now Is take these lies and make them true somehow All we have to see Is that I don’t belong to you And you don’t belong to me yea yea Freedom Freedom Freedom You’ve gotta give for what you take Freedom Freedom Freedom You’ve gotta give for what you take Heaven knows we sure had some fun boy What a kick just a buddy and me We had every big shot good-time band on the run boy We were living in a fantasy We won the race Got out of the place I went back home got a brand new face For the boys on MTV But today the way I play the game has got to change Oh yeah Now I’m gonna get myself happy I think there’s something you should know I think it’s time I stopped the show There’s something deep inside of me There’s someone I forgot to be Take back your picture in a frame Don’t think that I’ll be back again I just hope you understand Sometimes the clothes do not make the man All we have to do now Is take these lies and make them true somehow All we have to see Is that I don’t belong to you And you don’t belong to me, yea yea Freedom Freedom Freedom You’ve gotta give for what you take Freedom Freedom Freedom You’ve gotta give for what you take Well it looks like the road to heaven But it feels like the road to hell When I knew which side my bread was buttered I took the knife as well Posing for another picture Everybody’s got to sell But when you shake your ass They notice fast And some mistakes were built to last That’s what you get That’s what you get That’s what you get I say that’s what you get That’s what you get for changing your mind That’s what you get for changing your mind That’s what you get That’s what you get And after all this time I just hope you understand Sometimes the clothes Do not make the man All we have to do now is take these lies And make them true somehow All we have to see is that i don’t belong to you And you don’t belong to me yea yea Freedom Freedom Freedom You’ve got to give for what you take Freedom Freedom Freedom You’ve got to give for what you take Yea you’ve got to give for what you, give for what you give May not be what you want from me Just the way it’s got to be Lose the face now I’ve got to live I’ve got to live

tomlinsun

where were you when ch*am ended on july 1st 2018

#at this st. peters party somewhere in Portugal watching fireworks #when denise messaged me #what a way to celebrate

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#thinking about coming back to this place to complain about life its callenges and growing up #there was no better place back then and Twitter is not enough #feels too public

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#i couldn't miss the chance to come here to celebrate #zigi WAS fake

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