wasted years, wasted youth.

20 | H: 5‘4 W: 105lbs ; bpd

[iamquietlydrowning]

[pennym00]

[mywastedyouth]

I feel unwanted

[rosespell]

[amelia-gettingskinny]

maybe he would like me if i were skinnier

[danger]

[melisa-byr]

“Uns verbindet trotzdem noch etwas obwohl wir schon lange kein wir mehr sind.”

— melisa-byr

[assigned-cryptid-at-birth]

[hatin]

there is so much hurt and sadness inside of me and i have no idea how to control it anymore

[prettypositivity]

i hope you heal from the things no one ever apologized for

[mywastedyouth]

My best friend committed suicide a few months ago. I can’t live without him. I miss him every day so bad it hurts. Want to end it all too, to be with him again.

I feel so guilty, should have done more to keep him alive. We talked a lot about suicide. He told me so often he wants to end it all. Of course I believed him, but I thought there was nothing I could to about it. I was wrong it was my fault he passed away. He was in love with me since we’ve met. I feel so sorry I have no words.

Miss u artiom.

[mywastedyouth]

It’s been almost Two years. Still can’t believe it.

[mywastedyouth]

I think I already died. If this isn’t hell I don’t know anymore.

[positiveautistic-deactivated202]

(っ◔◡◔)っ ☆ here is a star for u!! Well done !!! You made it through another day!! Be proud!!

[requiem-on-water]

I want to disappear into an old forest & never be seen again.

[prettypositivity]

i hope you heal from the things no one ever apologized for

[sunnydaysseemfaraway]

[theunrequitedlover]