Silent Reality

I'm too tired to care

[skyofauroras]

I think one of the saddest things is when you don’t want anything anymore. You’re not in despair, you know you’re not alone, you know it can get better, but you dont want any of it. You’re just tired of living. I’m not sure if anyone can really help at that point.

[sweetspiraling]

I tried so hard, but eventually gave up

[samvents]

[ID text — The desire to be sicker, to prove that you are sick, itself is indicative of sickness. A well person does not desire to be sick]

[lostmf]

[fairycosmos]

literally feels like a myth that there are people who don't struggle with basic tasks like getting out of bed or going to the shops or seeing a friend for coffee. how does everything not feel like a painstaking chore for them. how do they have the physical and emotional energy every single day

[azulispector]

i call you mom by default.

?//Sophokles// Witi Ihimaera // ? // uquiz// violentxssly // giclee // ?

[witchyykitten-deactivated202501]

[pain-is-my-game]

You know what makes it all the more worse. I know my mom loves me but it's just not in any way that matters.

[nmolesofadrenaline]

[witchyykitten-deactivated202501]

[witchyykitten-deactivated202501]

'you're so sensitive'

THANKS

i was never fully allowed to express my emotions as a child because when i did i would get yelled or made fun of

[lovely-abeille-deactivated20241]

on love-hate relationships with mothers

ladybird & marion, ladybird // @/honeytuesday // mother wound healing, bethany webster // a little sheep, frank s. eastman // enough, suzanne buffam // fiona & monica gallagher, shameless // rue & leslie bennett, euphoria // extreme girlhood, warsan shire // azula & ursa, atla

[x3nshit]

me when i have to do another breathing exercise and count to 10 after my mom says the most vile, traumatizing thing to me because if i say what is really on my mind it would make the situation 100x time worse

[enmesheddaughterparentified]

Y'all ever daydream about what you can do with your life, house, and self when you're finally free of your family?

[pain-is-my-game]

It's terrible knowing that if I ever show sadness or show anything emotion that's not positive towards anything whether it's my fault or not I'll either get blamed for it or told that my emotions are irrational.

[azulispector]

the haunted body of a daughter

stoker // Blythe Baird // Brian Kershisnik's // ? // bojeck horseman // pink // sharp objects // lana del rey

[pain-is-my-game]

One of the worst realizations that I have ever made is realizing that all I ever wanted was to be loved by my parents. I never would've turned out like this if they just loved me unconditionally.