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âyou canât just say goodbye!â he snapped, but in reality, there was nothing he could do. quinn was walking away and flix was just left standing there. he was right. everything he said was right, even in his frustration, flix knew that, but he couldnât accept it.Â
somethings were his fault, of course, but this wasnât all on him. âru is better in bed anyways!â he shouts, not that he thinks the other will hear it-- not that itâs exactly true. heâs just angry, confused, very much overwhelmed.Â
stomping back inside, he slams the door a little too forcefully, tossing himself bodily into his bed.Â
he didnât know what to do now. after all the shouting-- all on his part, the apartment felt too quiet, too still. and flix, he was tired and had the strange urge to cry.Â
stupid fairies and their inability to process more than one emotion at the same time. flix was feeling about everyone in the book at the moment. the blankets move when blitz crawls out from under his nest at the end of the bed, curious as to what his owner was huffing and puffing about.Â
âoh, blitzy...â flix sighs, welcoming the kitten into his arms. âdid you know that quinn was apparently in love with me?â he sounds bitter, but if heâs being honest... itâs mostly at himself. how could he know?Â
sure, they flirted, they were overly nice and touchy to each other, but flix had tried to kiss quinn so many times-- or at least, the offer had been there, and the other had always put a stop to it.Â
the tears prick at the corner of his eyes before he can will himself to stop. âhe was always so good at hiding things. how was i supposed to know? he never said anything...âÂ
blitz just blinked up at him slowly, obviously ready for a nap. âiâm so stupid... i love him, but am i in love with him? god, this is so dumb...âÂ
maybe he shouldnât have yelled-- but maybe quinn shouldnât have assumed... maybe he shouldnât have been so easy too... there were a lot of maybes here and there, but the one thing that was for sure was that he most likely just lost quinn forever, friendship... lover... whatever.Â
it didnât matter because they were nothing now...Â












