your fear of death attracts such strange objects

Lucita / dead / lasombra

[apoapsiis]

I don’t know what self care is I either bury myself in excessive rp or excessive art I do not have any other method of seratonin farming

[leviath-an]

concerning today’s events. i’d appreaciate if you read it. tl;dr i’m tired and probably leaving. maybe i’ll keep being active on @n0che but idk im not sure.

Let’s be honest, at this point this community is just toxic. I’m not even talking about specific people because if you know me you know that I don’t have beef with anyone. It’s the general Tumblr culture of communication that’s bothering me.

I don’t want to have to watch myself because I’m afraid that any word I say among friends will be twisted and used against me. I don’t want to find out that my logs were leaked or that I’m deemed problematic for voicing my opinion. 

And don’t get me started on the other stuff. The anon hate, the rumour-spreading, the absolute lack of communication, the expectations some people put on RP-ers both playing canon and OC. 

This was fun but I’m sorry, I will have to channel my energy elsewhere because no other hobby of mine causes me so much stress. However much I love this community, as a whole it has massive issues and I don’t think there’s an easy way to solve them. We tried to fix it several times in the past and it didn’t work and I’m not ready to put my already half-dead mental health on the line to try and make it work once again.

[gorgeousgarygolden]

Other Kindred on the Internet need to stop making sense and giving actual advice, if I keep reblogging from a TOREADOR and a LASOMBRA it’s going to ruin my image, and I work too hard for that, boss.

[the-one-man-tower-of-babel]

The spirit of death metal found a body. They chose a Tremere as physical representation.

It seems I have begun to receive prophecies on this blog. Anyone want to help old PeePaw decipher it?

@beckettmnemosyne1 @n0che

[n0che]

Anatole, Tumblr dot com is the last place where you are going to find prophecies.

[the-one-man-tower-of-babel]

I have found grains of truth in even the vastest deserts of nonsense. For example, we are now reunited via the powers of tumblr. What more proof do you need, Lucita?

[n0che]

Somehow I think you have the ability to make me believe in the powers of Tumblr and I'm begging you not to use it. I already believe a lot of fucked up shit.

[the-one-man-tower-of-babel]

The spirit of death metal found a body. They chose a Tremere as physical representation.

It seems I have begun to receive prophecies on this blog. Anyone want to help old PeePaw decipher it?

@beckettmnemosyne1 @n0che

[n0che]

Anatole, Tumblr dot com is the last place where you are going to find prophecies.

[n0che]

⚡️you n’ ol’ Cuthbert ever hooked up ?⚡️

I don't know who that is.

[malkaviansyndromes]

@lasombracatholic baby join the fun! tell us about your beast!

[lasombracatholic]

Mine is less a beast and more a sucking void buried in my chest, seeking only to devour every thought and emotion I possess until we both are nothing.

[archbishoptiercel]

What is that thing the neonates say these days…? “Large Mood”? “Big Emotion”?

[lasombracatholic]

I believe it’s “big mood” or something of the sort, yes.

[archbishoptiercel]

Ah yes…..”Big Mood”…

[n0che]

Hm, this Gary Golden seems like a very wise man, considering that he keeps reblogging my posts and commenting "truth" on them. No wonder he was made a Primogen.

[gorgeousgarygolden]

Ooh, right in the ego, that’s a practiced move, boss. And me being me, I can’t help but take the bait. Thanks, boss. I appreciate any compliments I get. I’m going to come right out and say though that I’m not fond of the Sabbat, even those that say they’re distancing themselves from the Sect. And I’d say it’s a sad state of affairs when I can wholeheartedly agree with whatever the world one of you types are saying. But you know what they say, a broken clock’s still right twice a day.

[n0che]

Oh, please, I'd be disappointed if you just agreed with everything I say. I like when people show a little backbone. We can respect each other without pretending to agree on anything.

I'll make sure to make a few controversial statements to balance things out, hmm?

[n0che]

Hm, this Gary Golden seems like a very wise man, considering that he keeps reblogging my posts and commenting "truth" on them. No wonder he was made a Primogen.

[n0che]

Killing is easy. Surviving, on the other hand...

[ventrue-in-control-archieve]

I should kill a person.

[grunfeld-bach]

How about you do not do that?

[ventrue-in-control-archieve]

Oh right. Youre still awake. I figured with henry gone to bed I wouldve been in the clear. My excuses sir. It is nothing personal. But I think every kindred has had atleast one murder under their belt have they not? How can I rule without having made this kind of choice?

[n0che]

Killing for the sake of killing is a waste of time, blood and resources. Not only that, but you will look like an utter fool who wasted all that just to soothe his ego, all the while the killing itself would prepare you for absolutely nothing you will encounter in the world of adults.

[ventrue-in-control-archieve]

I am. An adult. And I am. A prince.

[n0che]

You're a neonate and it will do you good to remember that. Not because I take offence but because having a healthy understanding of your strengths and weaknesses is the first step in the right direction. Listen to your elders. Don't act rash. Say "please" and "thank you". And then maybe you will live to see the next decade.

[ventrue-in-control-archieve]

I should kill a person.

[grunfeld-bach]

How about you do not do that?

[ventrue-in-control-archieve]

Oh right. Youre still awake. I figured with henry gone to bed I wouldve been in the clear. My excuses sir. It is nothing personal. But I think every kindred has had atleast one murder under their belt have they not? How can I rule without having made this kind of choice?

[n0che]

Killing for the sake of killing is a waste of time, blood and resources. Not only that, but you will look like an utter fool who wasted all that just to soothe his ego, all the while the killing itself would prepare you for absolutely nothing you will encounter in the world of adults.

[n0che]

⚡️ What is your favorite smell and why (besides blood/vitae)?

Do I have to pick one? Hm. The faint smell of bakhoor, then. It... reminds me of someone.

[n0che]

⚡️what was your sire like?

A manipulator. A snake. A man who thought himself righteous while destroying lives and unlives at a whim. He hid behind his piety thinking that living in a church and praying makes him a saint. And he truly believed that, you know. His faith burned like an Inquisitor's torch.

Some say he loved me. I think he loved me like I was his best racing horse. A pure-bred hound. He loved me when I was by his side, on my knees, saying prayers and thanking him for the gift he gave me. And he would do anything to keep me there.

I'm glad he's dead.

[whenrpmemesattack]

SEND “⚡️” AND A QUESTION AND MY MUSE WILL BE FORCED TO ANSWER HONESTLY

[cemeteryfun]

Imagine someone asking what you can do with your mouth and you send them a gif of a raw chicken. 

[n0che]

I was going to make a dirty joke about Giovanni practices… But I won’t.

[cemeteryfun]

Miss I said a raw chicken.

Sending someone a corpse pic is totally normal

[n0che]

#no one will believe me that I am joking

Nope.

[cemeteryfun]

Imagine someone asking what you can do with your mouth and you send them a gif of a raw chicken. 

[n0che]

I was going to make a dirty joke about Giovanni practices... But I won’t.