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im so lonely

🐽

do i always have to be at the receiving end of your jokes? am i just the fat one to you?

i long for the day you'll notice me drowning

drowning in the man made lagoon you created just for me

do i always have to be the one running after you?

i underplay my feelings in hopes you'd understand me better

directors on directors by vanity fair

THE DREAMMMMMM THE GOALLLLLLL

tomorrow will be a good day

i will have a good breakfast

i will walk/jog a 3km

i will take a good long shower

i will finish reading 'i want to die but I want to eat tteokbokki'

i will clean the patio

i will go christmas shopping

golden girl!

i wish i could be one of those people who just radiate sunshine

imagine joy and the warmth of the sun personified

but unfortunately i am a hateful person

i stuggle to embrace life!

i will become an astrophysicist and i will love my job.

i will work hard

i will get a high ATAR score

i will go on to go to a good college and graduate with a degree in physics

i will go on to get my PHD in astrophysics

i will become the best researcher and will get recognized for my work

i will die happy and content with how i lived my life

stability over passion

i truly hope i get to love astrophysics wholeheartedly some day

because i'd hate to waste 7 years of my life only to realize that film & media was the right path for me

ill make up for my losses in the next life, and in that one, my parents will be able to see my name at the end of an award winning movie and not a research paper they wouldn't bother to read all the way through

the apartment we won’t share

saw the TikTok trend and i HAD to put this somewhere 😆 (pre is slang for friend!)

#YEARNERRRRR

yearning

id like to move on someday but the yearning is all im used to

yearning and waiting and giving myself false hope is my nature, it’s who i am

#yearner 🙉

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