Hindi na ikaw ang pahinga niya.
Not today Justin
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@nakangitingprinsesa
Hindi na ikaw ang pahinga niya.
Hindi na ikaw yung "peace" niya.
How can a feelings change in an instant?
Sometimes, I feel like totally giving up.
Mga sinasabi ng taong ayaw sayo…
“Call kita later” Yung later niya naging never.
“Kain lang ako" Ayun! Wala atang kabusugan, hindi na natapos kumain.
“Charge ko lang yung cellphone ko.” Yung charger niya ata sira, hindi na kasi na-full yung battery. Kinabukasan ka na tinext. Minsan kung hindi mo pa tetext hindi pa magpaparamdam.
“Wala na ko load, pa load lang ako.” Naligaw ata, hindi na nakauwi ng bahay at hindi ka na natext.
“Text na ang kita mamaya, may gawin lang ako.” Ang dami niyang ginawa. Naglinis ata ng buong Pilipinas, dinamay pa pati sa ibang bansa.
“Iidlip lang ako.” Pero ayun, nawala na, hindi na ata nagising.
“Next time na lang tayo mag-usap” Next time niya nanatiling next time na lang.
“May Kasama ako eh.” Pero kapag nakita mo mag-isa lang.
“Mabagal yung internet eh.” Pero makikita mo kung ano ano ang pinopost.
Sana kung ayaw niyo sa isang tao, sabihin niyo na lang, kesa naman pinapaasa niyo sila at pinaghihintay niyo sila sa wala.
Dun naman sa taong nasasabihan ng ganyan, gamitin mo naman yang utak mo, mag-isip ka, pansinin mo naman kung ayaw sayo nung tao, kung alam mong ayaw niya sayo huwag mo nang ipilit pa ang sarili mo, layuan mo na lang siya. May mga tao pa naman dyan na tatanggap sayo.
When You feel Unloved: Think about God. He loves you more than anything. Think about the people who was always there for you, they love you. And don't forget to love yourself. Everyone deserves to be love, you are love, you just don't notice the people who loves you, you just thought that no one loves you maybe because many people shows their hate in you, but remember that many doesn't mean everyone.
When You feel that you are the ugliest person: Look into the mirror. Find something that you cannot find to others. I know that there is beauty in each and everyone of us. If you have found it, show it to the world, be proud of it. You are beautiful. They'll just tell you that you are not because they didn't see your beauty, but believe me, you are beautiful. We are all beautiful.
When you feel stupid: Show them that you're not. Share some information that the others don't know. Prove them wrong. You don't know everything but that doesn't mean that you are stupid. To be honest, I also don't know everything, but I don't feel stupid, because I know that I will be able to know it. I believe that everyday, I learn new things, and you will too.
When you feel useless: Show them your worth. Think of the things that you've made, the things that helped them in something. You are not useless, they just don't see your worth. Remember that there are things that they cannot do but you can. Don't let them push you down. Pull yourself up.
When you feel sad: Remember the feeling of being happy. Forget everything that is making you sad. Think of a situation where you can feel happiness. Not a fake one but a real one. Don't let sadness ruin your happiness. Remember that life is too short to be sad. Maybe you're just sad because the thing that just happened is not what you expected, but believe me, there is something better that is going to happen. And I'll be happy if you'll be happy. Smile now. Let happiness win against that sadness.
When you are nearly giving up: Don't! Never ever give up, okay? Just imagine, you've give up and you don't know that you are nearly there, you can almost reach it but you give up. Everything you've done will be back to where you've started. You've just wasted every effort you have exerted just to go all the way there, so don't give up. If you're tired then take a rest for a while, then continue your journey. Remember that giving up mean that you're are ending your journey, you are going to waste every effort you've given. If you can't complete your goal, then think of another way to do it, I'm sure that there is another way, there is an easy way to do things, you just have to think. Use your knowledge, I know that you are smart and strong enough to get through everything. Believe in yourself, believe that you can do it.
Pagtatapos.
Nakakalungkot.
Everything ended in a blink of my eyes. Nagtapos sa dahilang, wala ng nararamdaman. Sa salitang ayaw na niya kaya itigil na lahat.
Napakasakit.
Ang sakit na maiwan ka mag-isang lumalaban. Ang sakit isipin na ikaw na lang yung nagmamahal. Ang sakit na ang bumitaw na lang ang natitira mong pagpipilian.
I am finally back to blogging. I miss tumblr.
Is this what I think it is? I feel nothing. My feelings are just too blank. All I know is my body wants to sleep. When I wake up, I just wanted to go back to sleep. I just wanted to close my eyes, forever.
A Life of a Pharmacy Student
Dami ng nagbago dito sa tumblr, as well as sa sarili ko. Nung nagsimula akong nagtumblr, I was just a high school student. Nung nag-college na ako, doon na nagbago ang life ko bilang isang pharmacy student. Nawalan ako ng time mga besh magblog. It’s sad to be back na wala na yung iba mong friends dito sa tumblr.
Being a pharmacy student, or just let me say na mag-aral ng pre-med ay napakahirap! Pocha, mapapaisip ka na lang kung ano ba yung pinasok mo. Kelangan mo talagang ibuhos lahat ng lakas, talino, effort, at oras mo. May time na maiiyak ka na lang, matutulala. Minsan nga di mo alam kung ano na nararamdaman mo eh. Wala ka naman time magreklamo sa tambak ng assignments, quizzes, activities, internships, isama mo na yung thesis. But ofcourse, napakasaya at napakagaan sa feeling na nakagraduate ka na.
But ofcourse! Di pa nagtatapos sa graduation ang lahat. MAY BOARD EXAM PA BES! Kaya wag ka pa makampante dyan! More effort pa! Di pa pwede magpahinga. Madami akong narealize nung time na magboboard exam ako. Sobrang daming maling desisyon ang nagawa ko. Dinaan ko na lang sa dasal lahat. Humingi ako ng lakas ng loob kasi pasuko na ako eh. Pero sobrang Euphoria na makita mo yung name mo sa list ng passers.
Kaya kayo, wag kayong mag-give up agad. Dasal lang besh! Char, syempre mag-aral ka din. Ibuhos mo muna effort at oras mo sa pag-aaral mo. You can enjoy your life after all of that. I swear! Everything will be worth it. Yang pasyal na yan, laro or kung ano ano pa, pwedeng pwede mo yan gawin anytime! You can have all the time for that, wala na bang deadline yan. Pero mas mag-eenjoy ka kung nakuha mo na yung dream mo, yung goal mo. ;)
~C.J.P.S., RPh
Ayoko na
He just wanted you for entertainment.
He's not coming back.
Yung feeling na wala ka ng maramdaman dahil sa sobrang sakit na naramdaman mo dati. Yung di mo na alam yung feeling ng nasasaktan. Yung di mo na alam yung feeling ng masaya. Yung mapapatanong ka na lang kung ano bang silbi mo ngayon sa mundo? Yung para saan pa ba yung ginagawa mo sa araw araw? Nakakamanhid lang lahat ng sakit. Tuluyan na nga bang naging bato yung puso ko? Asan na yung masayahing babae? Anong ginawa mo? Anong ginawa niyo? Bakit siya naging ganito?
Tipong kahapon mahal ka pa niya tapos ngayon napagpalit ka na sa iba.
Yung feeling na kahapon special ka pa sa kanya tapos ngayon parang di kayo magkakilala.
my heart has cried more than my eyes will ever do