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I’ve been playing DDLC these past few days and finally got to the end of act one and start of act 2….and I’m not exactly sure if i should play anymore…tho ig playing at night Dosent help
I'm absolutely certain Tsukasa would be fascinated by sharks!!! He'd tell Amane, "Look! With just one bite, it can rip your torso apart, YUM!!!"
And then he would draw many sharks, they would go with Amane to an aquarium and he would point out to Amane all the types of sharks (very few and babies) in the aquarium
"They're not mature yet, but they will be one day!! They rule the ocean!!"
The biggest problem is when Amane, thinking Tsukasa only had a cute fascination with sharks, found Tsukasa studying them up close—marine biology!!!
Amane turns pale the first time Tsukasa tells him, "I'm going to the sea!!! I'm going to swim with sharks!! I'll bring you a baby one for you to take care of, name it, and love it, Amane!!"
The most ironic thing is that in the marine studies with Tsukasa investigating and diving with sharks, the sharks are strangely comfortable with Tsukasa nearby and have never done anything to him.
But please, can someone please think of Amane?... He can only watch from afar, praying that Tsukasa doesn't become shark bait.
It's one of my favorite Tsukasa's moments. AidaIro showed his artistic and delicate, emotional side. "Over the rainbow" is a song about hope in painful or distressing circumstances. I think the lyrics are also a reference to what he wants deep inside.
Something he longs for, maybe something ideal for him, a hope he has for better circumstances. Which also means he's in a situation he can't escape (Being the person's he loves the most and thinks that hates him, yorishiro. Being Amane's yorishiro). A situation that makes him feel hurt, a situation that he's struggling with and he wants to break free from it.
But then Nene joins in and they sing along!!! He's looking upward and ahead with a soft gaze, with a gentle smile. He also shows more of his deepest feelings in his face, the sadness but also the good memories from when he was alive, he was reminiscing about the past.
And at the same time it's a face of hope, a face of someone soon to be in a better situation, a face of someone about to be free from the chains someone else put on him. To me, it was his personal farewell before he disappears. Before Nene destroys him. His face shows it all.
I think it's one of the very few times that Tsukasa let himself to feel, he let his feelings show: Pain, hope, nostalgia and enjoyment. He was genuinely having fun singing along with Nene, he opened up a bit, he was so comfortable to express himself and Nene also got relaxed to sing along with him.
They shared something they really liked in common, that is, to sing and they did it together. It was a personal, meaningful moment between them in which he showed his innermost emotions through his facial expression, through the lyrics of the song, through his behaviour. That was unexpected and enchanting.
And I link this hope to this scene. Apart from granting Amane's wish, to bring happiness to him, to bring better circumstances for him with his ultimate sacrifice, there's his hope to disappear, to finally be free from his painful situation.
It's something really sad, his hope for himself in his current circumstances in the original timeline. He longs to be free even if it means to disappear.
He has his childish, carefree side but he also has his emotional, deep side which he almost never shows and because of that, some people tend to overlook it. I would love to learn more about his inner emotional world. We'll probably see more of it from when he was alive.
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