Blog of a Nameless Nothing

I don't reblog anything. I just bitch about stuff and pretend someone cares. In fact I'd be surprised if anyone read this. If you are reading this thing... Why? Why are you still reading this? Seriously, don't you have better things to do? Don't waste your time here, my good friend. The world is waiting for you. If anyone cares, there is strong language and some self harm content. Descretion advised

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I'm screaming into the void

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Im getting fatter. I want to rip myself apart.

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I feel useless and hated

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I feel disgusting. My body is disgusting. I'm disgusting

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who would even care

Who would even want to talk to me. Who can I talk to? I'm so damn lonely. I'm alone. My boyfriend is mad at me and now there is no one by my side.

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Seeing beautiful girls destroys me. It makes me want to tear myself apart.

I feel like I don't have any self worth. I'm disgusting, intolerable. I know, I know... I need to stop thinking like this. But it's so hard.

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I feel like dying. My world is falling apart. My dad almost hit me last night. I've never been so scared. I think he would have too if my mom wasn't there.

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I ran out of friends. They all left.

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Nobody is talking to me and I’m scared.

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I hate my house. I hate all the fighting. I don’t like hearing all the screaming and swearing and crying, I hate it, I don’t want to live here. I can’t wait to move out.

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I just want my friends back

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No one is talking to me.

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I’m not a people person, but god, I cannot take being alone. It’s not good for me. That’s why I work so much. I can’t be alone. I just need someone around me. Another person. We don’t have to be talking or doing the same thing, but it’s comforting. I don’t like being isolated.

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Life isn't just unfair, it goes out of it’s way to fuck people over.

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It happened again. I've been abandoned. I'm the only common denominator. It has to be my fault. Something's wrong with me.

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Feeling like a fat piece of shit.

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Help. Help. Help. Help. Panic attack. Panic attack. Panic attack. Panic attack.