studying to be a technician on medical imaging ˚˖𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒✧˚.🎀༘⋆
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men, minor, terf, zionist, racist.
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I like talking, like a lot I can’t keep my mouth shut. Looking to make friends to talk about my hyperfixations and the stuff at the end.
Will be posting about fanfics, life as an uni student, raging about whatever it’s on my mind. Maybe write even, not so sure though (I have started writing <3) Also english it’s not my native language.
In here we do support he/him lesbians, lesbians on T, non-binary lesbians, trans lesbians. we do not support disrespect of them and also hate the type of people named on the dni (I don’t hate minors, it would just make me uncomfortable).
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enjoy, like, will talk about °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・
lesbian artists, stardew valley, little women, my gf!, arcane, tlou (kinda, the characters mostly), beer!!, thg, music, science, specially health science, reading, crafts, cats (fucking love them), movies made by women, strawberrys’ as a concept (can explain), animation, and a really long etc.
this is literally the only post i will ever make about The Pitt (besides the fact that people talking about it being a filthy zionist show or whatever are very, very stupid; just say you hate jews and go) but i swear to GOD on high if i see another tumblr user complaining about how Langdon is being treated - specifically, complaining that it's mean or unfair of Robby and Santos to want him fired/not want him working at PTMC - i am going to lose my mind. none of you have any concept of how serious theft of controlled substances is, and Langdon not only stole from the hospital, he quite literally stole half a patient's prescription. we SAW this. not to mention the vial he tampered with!
Langdon is lucky as hell that he still has a medical license and is allowed to work in the ER, presumably with some access to PYXIS and the ability to prescribe controlled substances (as we infer from Whitaker). i may be wrong about the PYXIS but i have been watching these episodes as they air and that was, like, 8 weeks ago. i simply don't remember. the point is: no, actually, Robby and Santos are not being unfair, and neither of them owe Langdon any grace after he endangered patients, stole controlled substances, and lied about it countless times.
omfg ok so firstly, i’ve been obsessed with your writing for quite some time now. your masterlists are simply what’s getting me thru grad school. i’m in love w your character analysis of sev & how it manifests in your writing. i’m a lifelong book worm and truly regard you as like one of my fav authors lovieeee so just needed to give u your flowers 💐
secondly, not sure if you are currently taking reqs, but if u are. can i just submit a vision and a vibe and let u run w it??
The Pitt AU soft dom Sevika who is like another senior er resident and reader who is younger R1or2/MS3/4 but v capable. they have a shondaland inspired (ahem, i may be a tad obsessed w medical dramas, also currently binging ER 😍) meet cute drunk/hookup at a bar.
obvi sev is this like goddess carved sculpture and reader is smitten. she’s a bit older and bigger and like just is the embodiment of capability.
omg how do u think sev would handle the first time they run into each other in the er??! i personally think she’d be a tease about it in private but i don’t think she’d like do anything to jeopardize reader!
anyway, just got fixated on the possibilities literally as soon as i saw ellis 😂
can i have 🪻or 🪷?
WOW OKAY FUCK YES let me combine my pitt obsession with my sevika obsession ahha (this is such a sweet fucking ask i really needed a pick me up like this thank you <333)
also. i know NOTHING about medicine or hospitals or the process of becoming a doctor so. please forgive the many many many mistakes hahaha
men and minors dni
ran is a bad fucking influence. you've known this since pre-med, and you still decided to make them your best friend. for fuck's sake, you live with them, you work with them, they're your emergency contact. and they're a horrible fucking influence.
because neither of you should've been out at the club the night before your first shift as residents. if you'd just stayed in and gone to bed, you could've avoided all of this.
but, instead. ran convinced you that the night-before jitters could be lulled with "just one drink."
which, of course, turned into many many more drinks.
which then turned into a drunken hookup in the bar bathroom with a beautiful stranger who gave you some of the best head of your life--
who turns out to be your fucking attending. here at janna memorial hospital, in the er, on the nightshift. who spills her entire cup of scalding coffee all over her scrubs at the sight of you.
fuck. fuck. hungover on your first night is bad enough, this is giving you fucking vertigo.
ran clocks it immediately, gawking at your attending, then at you, then letting out a high pitched giggle. vi, the new med student behind you, scrambles to grab tissues and napkins to pat down your attending. fuck, you don't even know her name.
"uh. fuck." she clears her throat.
you're frozen. you think you might die, right here, right now. at least the er is a good place to die.
your attending shoves vi off of her, then pulls her damp scrubs away from her chest. you choke on your tongue. "uh. hello all. uh. i'm sevika--"
sevika. what a beautiful name.
"sevika?" vi asks.
sevika clears her throat. "no. no. i'm dr. guerrero, to you."
ran snorts. you cringe before they speak, knowing your best friend is about to be an asshole. "so i can call you sev--"
"no." sevika cuts them off, glaring at them. vi cringes at her sharp glare. ran just chuckles. you're too busy trying not to shit your pants to do much more than grimace. "all of you-- i'm your attending, it's dr. guerrero to all of--"
"sev!" a scrawny man in scrubs screams from the desk. "burn trauma incoming."
"shit." sevika grumbles. she gestures to the man. "that's silco. charge nurse."
silco salutes as sevika starts to powerwalk across the er. vi follows closely behind her, scribbling in her notebook, and ran wanders after the pair of them.
suddenly ran stops, turns around, and snorts at you. "snap out of it, doctor." they tease.
you blink, trying to forget the feeling of sevika's tongue on your cunt, and start to jog after the group.
what if we were both doctors and we met in the er during a mass casualty event and after all the chaos we got put on a measles case together and in order to save our patient's life we have to go against his anti-vax mom's wishes and now almost a year later we're being sued together by the bitch mom for saving her son's life and we're both gay and in love?
summary: after ellie accidentally reveals herself to be a big fan of the blonde abby and ellie's fans push the two into a collab that may lead to something more.
general content: smau, soft, fluff, mutual pining, maybee some suggestive content (wherever the wind takes me guys), just like cozy ellabsness i suppose.
a/n: been ellabsing pretty hard lately! i think they’ll be one or two more chapters of this silliness! perhaps i’ll write more silly shit in the future (that’ll be more planned out and stuff cause the plot of this was kinda random) anyways enjoy silly ellabs!
previous. abbsells?
chapter 7. coming soon
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University Professor Sevika x Fem reader. ₊⟡.⋆☕ ᝰ.ᐟ
Hello!! Long time no see, here is a small drabble about how Sevika and reader relationship has grown, and also reader meeting Isha and Jinx!!.
I will try to bring new stuff during this month and next one, but I have nothing written. This has been in my drawer since April but school was just too much. Probably the next thing it’s going to be headcanons about them.
Hope you all enjoy this as much as I did while writing it!. If you want me to create a taglist and be added you can just write to me about it, I will be happy to do so.
TW: nothing too bad, just softness today <3. Slight references of sex at max.
WC: 2,8K.
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Today was a gloomy day. The sky was dark although it wasn’t late, the usual blue was covered with clouds impeding the sun to be around. Autumn had slowly begun to crawl in, lowering the temperatures and bringing with it a lot of rain and orange hues that now covered the city. You were at Sevika's house sitting on the patio next to her, a warm cup in between your hands while she read different emails, it was now an established routine. It’s been a few months since you two became an actual couple, since the end of that semester where you two met. You still couldn’t believe how easy everything felt with her. Things that were boring or tiring before didn’t feel like that anymore when you could do them with her by your side.
A lot of your relationship had changed during the course of the different months and the change of seasons, you two didn’t live together but it almost felt like it. You spent basically half of your week at her house. You two would meet after class on Tuesdays and Thursdays, days when your schedules matched and you had been helping her. Those days you would sleep at her house, waking up with her warm feeling around you or sometimes in between your legs. You will end up going almost every Sunday with her and Jaan on her runs and would help her during the afternoon. And sometimes (almost always) you would end up spending the night there so Monday could be also added to the list, you would spend all day with her thanks to it being a free day for the both of you.
The air today felt different, you both were on a small break that would last for a few days thanks to a holiday. Days that you would of course spend together, this as a way to relax after midterms. You weren’t her student anymore, at least not at school, but you were still present in a way. She had recruited you as a teaching assistant, even though you weren’t a graduate student. Thanks to how good you did while coursing her class and to some bypasses and a lot of her just moving her strings you ended up intertwined with her. Thing that you both adored, after all your interest in her started after talking to her more in depth about class topics.
The kids were also on break so they were coming later for dinner for now it was only you two and the dog that was curled next to where you were sitting. You focused on her face for a bit, appreciating and also interested in how focused she was while reading a-for some kind of reason-very short email. "Sev-". You breaked the silence with the idea of asking at what time you two were going to go buy the ingredients for dinner. When you were about to ask her a surprised expression took place on her face. "Everything okay?"
Her fingers went to your lips, silencing you carefully, a small smile appeared on her face while with her free hand she moved the laptop so you would be able to read what she was showing you.
‘Dear Sevika, I’m writing this email while walking to my office so I am truly sorry if any type of mistake in my writing it’s perceived. I couldn’t wait to tell you the news, remember what we talked about a few weeks back? about the conference?. Well apart from the obvious of you getting to come in here as a listener the organization it’s looking to bring you as a speaker!!.
You would get a really detailed email in a few days with the direct invitation from the organization but I just couldn’t wait to let you know about the news. Hope you are having a great day. And I am very excited for you.
Mel Medarda, researcher for xxxxnmxx’
A shocked noise escaped your lips when you got to the end of the email. Shock that didn’t last long, without noticing you were on your feet with a huge smile plastered on your lips.
“Oh my life, baby this is amazing. You are going to a multinational conference as a speaker.” You almost spelled the last word for how much time you took saying it. Slowly you started rambling saying more of the same in different ways without noticing, during that process proud tears started filling your eyes. Your voice cracked a little when you talked again. "Oh my Sevi, I’m so happy for you." Her hands were on your hips after a sob escaped your lips. Her arms went around your waist pulling you closer to her. The softness of her expression made sparks of warmth appear on your insides and a tingling feeling took over your skin. Softly you caressed her scars, feeling the rough edges but also the delicacy of her skin. The words didn’t come for a while, but the sobs also didn’t last long. Carefully you two fell into a state of such comfortable peace. It felt like time had frozen and the only thing existing in this world were you and her, and the immense love that flowed in between and engulfed the two of you.
She was the one that broke the silence. "You know I have been a speaker at multinational conferences before, right?. More than a few times too." She always did this with you, she was a confident woman, one that was really proud of what she had accomplished in her life. And she also wasn’t the person that wouldn’t talk about said achievements, but with you she turned this protective side down, trying to make them look smaller than what they were for some kind of reason.
"First of all, yes I know. Second, stop bringing you down, this is still amazing." Your hands had gone up her arms, mechanical and flesh until reaching her nape where your fingers started scratching the-not so long ago-shaved sides. "Do you have any idea when it is going to happen?".
Her eyes that had been closed for a few seconds opened up again. "Around six weeks, if I am not wrong, it starts on a Saturday and ends on Monday." A humming came from you as you drifted your hands to rest on her shoulders softly stroking the covered skin. "Mhmm. I will have to find someone to be here on Sunday and Monday all day so the kids can spend time with Jaan, and a petsitter that can take care of her too." You started massaging the tension on her muscles while her head fell back resting against the plush of the sofa where you two were sitting, her eyes closed again apparently enjoying the sensation. Her own hands fondle the meat on your thighs carefully on not putting much pressure so it wouldn’t cause any harm.
"Baby, I can do all of that." You said leaving a soft kiss on the scarred part of her face. After the words left your lips her eyes open slightly to observe if you were telling the truth.
"Would you do that for me?."
"Of course my love. I already know all of Jaan’s routines. And I have met your children a few times already. If it isn’t a problem for them, then I would love to also take care of them." A small smile took place on your lips remembering how you had met them.
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It was a chilly afternoon on a Sunday, as chill as it could get on summer, sevika and you had spent a few days away from each other while you were focusing on the end of the semester and so did she. A few days ago you were done with everything and Sevika, although she still had work to do, couldn’t stop this urge to see you. So she offered for you to go to her house. She was going in the morning to her usual run with Jaan and close to midday you were supposed to arrive there. The idea was to eat lunch together, watch her work a little bit and then cuddle for hours without end, but she forgot that on Sundays her children went to eat lunch with her and to rest in their room, going away from the chaos of their apartment.
When you arrived Sev was just opening her door so you rushed from behind getting enough time to be able to jump on her back.
"FUCK" a crippling laughter came from both of you as she took you in her arms hugging you immediately like you if you two haven’t seen each other in years. “I was going to scold you for doing that but I can’t be mad at you, fuck i missed you so bad my love."
"I missed you too baby." A lingering kiss was left on each of your cheeks before your lips crashed together relieving all of the need that you both had contained inside. Your hands tangled in her hair, pulling softly from there while hers were kept in your thighs for support.
After a while of you two kissing, saying hi to Jaan, a shared shower, some curious hands and a few delightful noises you two were lounging on the sofa. Sevika was on her back sprawled while you were on top of her, your head rested in her chest as did your hands that were moving slowly and soothingly over her shirt. Her left hand rested on your head caressing slowly while her right was occupied on her phone. In a few seconds you heard her curse and how she cleared her throat. "Babe?" a humming came from you asking her to continue. "Will you like to meet Jinx and Isha?".
An inquiry look took place on your face while you moved to see her. "Did you forget? I mean, I have said it before, love. I would love to." Obviously you didn’t understand why her shoulders looked tense, you two had talked about it before.
"No, not like that baby. I know we have talked about it, love… It’s just that they are two minutes away from using their keys to open the front door." You seated immediately with a shocked expression, mouth opening and closing without being able to say anything. You weren’t prepared in this instance, you haven’t brought the little gifts you made for them, nor did you look presentable. You were in one of sevika’s shirts that stopped mid thigh, shoeless, with still damp hair, a few hickeys that if you move a little to much they would show up from the neck of the top, and an afterglow that if the older sister was clever enough and mixing all of the other clues would understand what happened before their arrival.
"Sevi, sev… fuck, my clothes, do you… do you?, i’m freaking out wait. I wasn’t ready, I-" Sevika’s hands went to your face quickly cupping it slowly.
"Shuush love, breathe. You have clothes saved in my room, and about the rest, just don’t sweat about it, yes?." You nodded slowly, that was something so hers, she could understand you without even needing to completely explain what was happening to you.
Carefully, you stepped up still a little dazed to walk to her room. Your lives were intertwined enough to be able to have a good quarter of your clothes laying in her closet. You took the first things you could find, the only thing that covered the marks good enough was a halter top, for the bottom you took just a simple white long skirt. Your hair went up into a messy low bun while you returned to the living room.
In there you stood under the arch that connected the living room to the hall where Sevika's bedroom was. You were stunned with happiness, a big smile plastered on your face as you unlocked the last part of Sevika that you were missing. She looked so calm and so happy it made your heart rhythm pick up, you thought you couldn't love her even more than before, but oh you were so so wrong. There she was glowing like you have never seen her before with a huge smile on her face while on her arms rested the smallest of the two, with brown hair and a few strands of blue that matched with the hair of the older one. Her human hand was around said woman, giving her the smallest of kisses on her forehead. Slowly, without wanting to interrupt you walked to them. The first one to notice was Isha who moved quickly escaping from Sevika's arms to go to the floor and run to you. Astonished should be the word to describe how you were feeling when the girl put her hands up for you to be the one to take her in your arms. Without any type of resistance you did just that, she was light as a feather and smelled as sweet as possible, with immense care you hugged her.
"Hi Isha, it’s nice to meet you." A big smile was plastered on her lips giving enough space for her tooth gap, that matched perfectly the one sevika have, to be in the open. You slowly went to look at the other two people in the room. Sevika’s eyes were glowing, and you were sure a tear was about to escape her eyes. Jinx had a soft smile on her face, she waved to you as you kept walking to her.
"Hello toots, lefty here have been talking about you for so long I thought you were just a mystic creature." Soft giggles erupted from you as you stood closer to the girl.
"Hello Jinx, I also have been hearing all about you two for months now. You should see how sappy she gets when talking about her babies." You joked watching a false annoyance expresión get into Sevika’s face.
"Oh I like you." She smiled softly only for you, you notice in thar moment that all of the stress you had a few minutes ago dissipated in the air.
A soft hand took your face, it was Isha’s hand making you look at her, her fingers signaled the sofa so you went there keeping her steady on your arms. She slowly creeped down from you, going to the coffee table looking for something. The three of you had an inquiring look on your faces watching the little one move everything for the drawer. A happy sound escaped her when she found something that she hid behind her back. Her left hand came empty and she signaled, her index finger went to her forehead going away from her face before pointing her finger towards you ‘for you’. Your own index finger went to your chest.
"me?" an excited nodding came from her while she took your hand in hers extending it. Slowly she put a bracelet on your wrist. It was a beaded one, full of a repeating pattern of four different color beads, light vibrant blue, a bright pink, a lilac and a deep red. "Oh Isha…" you felt the crippling feeling of tears accumulating on your eyes. "This is so beautiful, thank you so much." A smile occupied your face as you watched her shy face light up before jumping into your arms going for a hug. You hugged her immediately while observing Jinx taking a photo of the moment and Sevika observing while cleaning a stray tear that rolled down her cheek.
"Isha bear come here, we have to put our clothes in the washing machine." Jinx called her, noticing that you two needed a moment alone to recover. What sounded as a soft ‘Thank you’ came from Sevika, that had started walking to you
"YEY!" The kid talked untangling from your arms to start running away behind her sister, apparently she liked the smell of the laundry room, for what you had been told before.
In a few seconds Sevika made it to your side with a shy smile plastered on her lips. A soft laugh came from the both of you before she trapped you in her arms. "I think I never felt as happy as I feel today." Her voice came muffled thanks to her lips being pressed to your forehead.
That afternoon was spent eating chinese take out, you three joining forces to bother sevika, some movies and a whole lot of laughter while you got to see for yourself the quirks of both girls in real life. You felt at peace with your head on sevikas shoulder enjoying the warm feeling that took place in the center of your chest.
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It took you some strength to not smile too much while remembering but Sevika did still notice the few seconds you drifted apart from her. Your hands went back again to her nape, your eyes staying still on the bracelet that decorated your wrist. Slowly you shortened the distance initiating a soft kiss that didn’t last too much.
"Hope you know how proud I am to be able to call you ‘mine’." Now she was the one that smiled fondly.
summary: after ellie accidentally reveals herself to be a big fan of the blonde abby and ellie's fans push the two into a collab that may lead to something more.
general content: smau, soft, fluff, mutual pining, maybee some suggestive content (wherever the wind takes me guys), just like cozy ellabsness i suppose.
a/n: i love soft shit so i can’t write conflict 4 the life of me but beware of avoidant ellie this chapter ig?
previous. fucking gays
chapter 5. coming soon
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abbys pov
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ellies pov
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✎ A/N: Okay so this was supposed to come out DAYS ago but i wanted to make this longer part & kept rewriting it so I decided to just Yolo and slipt it up into more parts!
Cw: Swearing, metions of weed!
word count: ~ 170
Part 3ྀི Part 4ྀི Part 5ྀི
Ellie was nervous - anxious even. She had been anticipating a text from Abby. It obviously wasn't a big deal, but when it came to Ellie and cute girls, she felt completely clueless and helpless. She would freak at even the slightest interaction with an attractive woman. So, waiting for a text from one of the hottest girls she's met in a long time? Yeah, that had her bouncing her knee and chewing on her nails while attempting to work on some art she'd been making.
Then suddenly she heard a ding from her phone - excitedly picking it up and seeing a text from a random number. She immediately responded, palms sweaty and a smile on her face.
so currently, my thoughts are consumed by uni student vi and reader who are study buddies…
you meet up with her regularly to review before tests and compare notes, and as the semester progresses, so does your familiarity with one another. one night towards the end of the semester, as the buildup to finals is peaking, the two of you decide to play a drinking game to review for an upcoming exam.
the drinking game quickly becomes a stripping game of sorts, and before you know it, you’re babbling biochem definitions to keep vi’s mouth on your hardened nipples - she bites on the sensitive buds and grins up at you, velvety voice praising your knowledge… and your ability to stay focused under pressure.
Need to take a femme on a cute stargazing date in the back of my truck... the night slowly turning from a romantic picnic in my truck bed into me panting in their ear with my cock buried inside them under the stars