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I’ve always known our love was different because I loved you long before I ever got to hold you. What we had was built on patience, trust, and something so pure that distance could never break. That is why this love runs deeper. That is why this home feels sacred.

I didn’t just find someone to live with, I found the one my heart will always choose. Now that you’re within reach, even the quiet moments feel like everything I ever prayed for.

You’re the only one I want beside me when I fall asleep and the first one I want to see when I wake up, even if you squeeze me like there's no tomorrow. I wouldn’t have it any other way—I love you way too much.

Thank you for loving me with a kind of love that is certain, real, and peaceful. Mahal na mahal kita palagi @daylilyyyy 💗

[naptimediaries]

To be loved is to be known, talaga. There’s something so comforting about being loved by someone who pays attention to the little things you don’t even say out loud. 🥺🥰

Nasanay na kasi akong matulog na may pinapakinggan. Kwento, podcast, music, basta may naririnig ako dapat. Kaya gabi-gabi naka-earphone ako kahit alam kong masakit sa tenga paggising. So I was honestly surprised when my husband handed me something. A speaker daw. Akala ko ordinary lang na speaker, hanggang sa nalaman ko na ilalagay pala siya sa ilalim ng unan para marinig mo nang maayos kahit hindi ka naka earphones. Oha no more sakit ng tenga na for meee. 😭

I didn’t even ask for a solution he just noticed a small habit of mine and thought of making it more comfortable. Hayys I luuuv my husband talagaaa!

It’s nice to think that in a world full of so many things, there’s someone who knows even your small habits and finds ways to make your days a little easier.

[naptimediaries]

Our kind of night:

Nagplano manood ng series.

Nakatapos ng isang episode.

Nagdesisyon pareho matulog. Hahaha

Peak trentahin behavior yarn?

Okay, goodnight! At ang katabi ko ilang segundo palang na nakapikit, aba nahilik na. Hahahaha hanep @daylilyyyy I love you!

[naptimediaries]

Mga simpleng bagay na ginagawa sa’kin ng asawa ko na sobrang naa-appreciate ko araw-araw. 💗

• Pinagsasandukan niya ako ng pagkain.

• Inaabutan niya ako ng tubig kahit hindi ko pa hinihingi.

• Inaasikaso niya ako kapag may sakit ako.

• Sya ang naglalaba ng mga damit namin. Ako sa tupi.

• Tinatandaan niya ang mga maliliit na bagay na gusto ko.

• Pinapakinggan niya ako kahit paulit-ulit na akong nagkukuwento.

• Siya ang unang nag-aalok ng tulong kapag may kailangan ako.

• Pinagluluto nya ko palagi or binibilban tuwing may cravings ako.

• Pinaprioritize niya ang oras namin kahit marami siyang ginagawa.

• Siya pa madalas ang naghuhugas ng pinagkainan namin.

• Kinukumusta niya ako sa buong araw kahit busy siya.

• Hinihilot niya ako kapag may masakit sakin.

• Sobrang spoiled niya ako sa maliliit at malalaking paraan.

• Palagi niya akong binibigyan ng bulaklak.

• Sinusundo at hinahatid niya ako palagi.

• Sinasama niya ako sa lahat ng family gatherings at gala.

• Pag maglalaro madalas sya mag aaya kasi ako forever kaduo nya.

• Pinaparamdam niya na kakampi ko siya sa lahat ng sitwasyon.

• Ipinagmamalaki niya ako sa pamilya at mga kaibigan niya.

• Pinapatawa niya ako kapag malungkot ako.

• Palagi nya ako pini-picturan.

• Hinahawakan niya ang kamay ko habang naglalakad kami.

• Lagi akong nasa safe side tuwing tumatawid.

• Pinapaalala niya sa akin kung gaano ako kaganda kahit bagong gising at magulo ang buhok.

• Lagi niyang sinasabi na proud siya sa akin.

• Pinaghahandaan niya ang mga espesyal na araw namin kahit simpleng celebration lang.

• Tinutulungan ako sa bizz kahit puyat na basta sabay kami dapat matulog.

• Siya ang unang tumatakbo kapag may problema ako.

• Hindi niya ako pinapatulog nang may sama ng loob.

• Tinutulungan niya ako sa mga gawaing bahay nang hindi ko na kailangang sabihin.

• Araw-araw niya akong sinasabihan ng “Mahal na mahal kita.”

• Lagi niya akong pinipili, araw-araw.

Hindi man perpekto ang pagsasama namin, pero araw-araw niyang pinaparamdam na mahalaga ako, mahal niya ako, at hindi ako nag-iisa sa buhay. Hays thank you Lord talaga. 🥺 Kahit minsan sumasakit ulo ko sa kanya, mas madaming bagay naman akong dapat ipagpasalamat.

At syempre, mahal na mahal ko din ang asawa ko na yarn.

[naptimediaries]

Minsan siya ang gulo sa araw ko, pero mas madalas siya ang kapayapaan nito.

[naptimediaries]

🌷Alam na alam kung ano ang aking mga paborito. 🥰

[naptimediaries]

I’m learning that being needed is not the same as being valued, and being present for everyone is not the same as being held by anyone. And this year, I’m choosing to understand the difference more clearly.

I have spent years being the comfort people lean on, the steady presence in their chaos, the one who listens, understands, and endures without asking for anything in return. Somewhere along the way, I became so used to holding everyone else together that I forgot what it feels like to be held when I am the one quietly breaking.

So I learned silence instead. I learned to hide exhaustion behind calmness, and to get through moments when I was not okay by pretending I was.

Still, I’m here. Still continuing. Not because it’s easy, but because I’ve learned how to carry myself when I have no other choice.

Here’s to another year of becoming softer with myself, even if the world wasn’t.

Happy birthday to me.

[petaltexturedskies]

Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin

[naptimediaries]

Hair, mani-pedi, and foot spa—all sponsored by my husband. 🥰💗 A much-needed pamper day.

Thank you for always taking care of me and for spoiling me, asawa ko @daylilyyyy. I appreciate you so much. Mwa mwa

[notoriouslye]

I will never ever ever get tired of flowers

[oneandocey]

To be seen is not to be loved. But to be loved is to be seen and understood completely.

[greeneyyez]

tongue kissing in missionary while goin raw 🤤

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[crimsolyn]

I think the purest form of love is just wanting someone to notice life with you. "taste this. look at that. hear this song." again and again. until you can't imagine noticing life without them.

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Didn’t realize it was a holiday until we got to the mall and saw the insanely long lines. We were supposed to claim our free movie snacks before watching Colony, but the queue was so crazy we knew we wouldn’t make it on time anymore.

While watching the movie, the funniest part was probably us reacting to all the ridiculous scenes together. Every time something questionable happened, we’d just look at each other like, “Seriously? Ang bobo talaga!" Hahaha.

Good thing we were still able to claim the snacks after the movie. Then we went for dinner because my husband was craving chicken from this place we randomly passed by. He said the servings looked huge and honestly, he was right. Food was really good overall. The only thing I didn’t enjoy much was the nachos appetizer like teh bilang lang ang toppings nyarn? Fav ko pa naman.

Also, shoutout to my “diet” husband pero nakailang kanin yarn hahaha I love you @daylilyyyy hoho

Simple but really fun date night. 💗 rawr rawr

[cant-fly444]

my head is a mess but my heart is a garden