♔ RETICENT @narxkami - Tumblr Blog

I miss..... him

#oml it's been so long #but I saw an old comic i saved of yu and........ maybe he's just what I need now #he's turning 29 this year!!!#I want... little threads #also tell me why my ims don't work

Oh. He forgot his birthday again.

#every year I do this..... ic of me I suppose #can you believe mr yu narukami is 27 this year!!#he's doing so well!

enshijou

✧･ﾟ: * ━━ TWO - YEAR POST.

i can hardly believe that this time has come back around already ! i get to cry ( with happiness ! ) about all the wonderful moments that i have had the utmost pleasure of having within the last year and beyond ! this has easily been one of the fastest years of my life as i’m on the brink of finally finishing my four - year university course in languages, let alone with my experience in roleplaying on tumblr once again.

i never would have guessed almost two years ago at all that six years of secret brainrot ━━ ( courtesy of my best friend in my high school years ! ) would have ever lead to bumping into old and new friends by what i can only describe as sheer and complete chance, as i still continue to get too emotional about a character that has been so close to my heart for such a long time ! i didn’t expect to last a day with him after a two year break from roleplaying on tumblr and here i am, still allowing an old game to seize my heart all over again day by day !

persona 3 will forever be reminiscent of my teenage years growing up with my best friend. it is such a special game to me for many nostalgic reasons, continually sparking my childhood love for those greek mythology references i constantly am in yearning for, on top of an unfortunate love of mine ━━ lots and lots of angst ! i honestly need to work on being more light - hearted and easy - going ! but, let’s be honest, will that ever happen now at this stage ? ^ㅂ^

ryoji is literally childhood nostalgia coming back for me every single time i write for him. he has become such a comfort muse for me within the past two years. you don’t want to know how many times i have played and cried over his social links in p3p especially ! i’m the silly person who sees it as having suffered for a good cause, merely for advocating all the overwhelming emotions and bittersweet feelings always on this blog ! i’ve never had the chance to share so many positive memories regarding tumblr rp as i have with him, even taking these ever - changing and strange times into consideration !

to all friends, new and old, thank you so much once again for making this experience one i will truly treasure for a long, long time. thank you for encouraging my confidence to have eventually made this decision two years ago, for the amazing times we have spent together and for all the beautiful memories i have been able to make whilst here. i wish you all a fantastic year ahead full of happiness, good luck and nothing but the very best from the bottom of my heart, hoping to get the chance to create many more ic and ooc bonds as time goes on !

✧ ━━ onto my favourite part ! sappy & potentially long messages below the cut !

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#( follow forevers. )#posi!! thank you for including me and what a lovely message!!#I'm so glad you're having fun! :)

Welcome to the land of the living.

“Ah ... Thank you.” He looks like he just woke from the dead, and Yu feels like it too. He stayed up too late studying for midterms, so when they were over he just. Slept. And slept.

He blinks. It’s not clear if he’s seeing the world at all, but at least his eyes are open.

#ghndfhf this is such a warm welcome omg.... guys....#nadakai #メール：「 received 」

GOD HAS GRACED US WITH R'S APPEARANCE GOD BLESS

moomin!!!! I MISSED YOU!!

#IT'S BEEN SO LONG!!!#hyoukan #メール：「 received 」

chocopoo

#生き甲斐：「 curious 」#this is so yu I had to rb it #he sits at the riverbank and says this after a hard day at work

"You did a lot to make me feel welcome in a time where the concept of /friendship/ was still very unfamiliar. It... means a lot."

“Ah ... Did I?” Their walk along the Samegawa is long despite the chill air that usually encourages him to hurry home as quickly as possible. Back then he’d seen Naoto’s Shadow and understood in a way that he hadn’t with the others. Maybe it was because he’d spent the better part of a year at that point caring fiercely about all the people he promised not to get close to, learning to pick out insecurities and draw them out into the open so that he might try to soothe them, but ...

There was something about Naoto’s struggle back then. There’s something about it now. “Well ... Making friends is hard.” As he walks, Yu casts his eyes first out at the water, then to the ground a bit beyond her, as if he can’t quite look her in the eyes just yet. “You have to open yourself up, even when it means you might get hurt. That’s that hardest part.” Yu pauses, lips slightly apart, as if there was something else he was going to add. He turns his gaze forward again. “When I first came to Inaba, I promised that I wouldn’t get close to anyone. Because of that.” His voice is impossibly soft, barely a whisper over the winter breeze. His eyes are lifted, focused on something far on the horizon. “They saved me from that. That’s why I...”

It almost makes him ache to talk about himself. He shouldn’t turn the focus on his own difficulties when Naoto is expressing such gratitude ... But when he looks at her, she’s watching him, too. Steady. Interested. Encouraging. His chest tightens with an unfamiliar anxiety before he finishes, weaker than he’d like a leader to sound, “Isn’t it great to have friends...?”

#LSSLKDF I'm gonna cry #enquiren #メール：「 received 」