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THIS IS THE REALEST THING I'VE READ IN MY LIFE JFC

#black iris #elliot wake #this is why my best friend is the only person who's read my wip. and that was so nerve wracking #tbh i let her read it cause we had a deal to show each other and i had a crush on her at the time which made me slightly crazier than usual #but now. it's probably why she's my best friend im glad it was her i love her sm

please god or whoever the fuck if you exist kill me in my sleep please I was not built for life

I did it because I love you. and maybe I was a little disappointed by how little you seemed to care however many times I tried. but it doesn't matter anymore

#vagueposting the shit out of tumblr dot com

xuxiarchive

you've probably seen a lot of folk polish mikus but have you ever seen a patus miku?

#hatsune miku

lol i compiled a bunch of quotes that reminded me of my best friend scroll past pls nothing to see here

#nini🌺

i should start crushposting here tbh I miss making tmi flopposts on this blog

#have i mentioned she is the coolest person ive ever liked in my life jfc

hi:)

#surprise I still have access to this blog:)#don't ask me how shh it's a secret #anyway im NOT back I just wanted to say hi cause I was bored #and no one ever looks at this blog anyway lol #moots I miss you I hope you're well <3 #cant believe I've been off tumblr for more than a week now

jonahwizardnation

natalie is absolutely the type to freak out when she gets her first crush which happens to be on sarah, the unfortunate individual who has the locker next to natalies, and so one day natalie slips a note into sarah’s locker that says “get out of my school >:(“ this easily traced back to natalie as in her panic she did not realize she used paper with her own personal letterhead.

the teacher calls a parent teacher conference with the two girls and sarah and her parents and the teacher are waiting for 15 minutes when natalie comes in with ian (her teenage brother), who immediately says, “May I See The Note In Question?” teacher hands it over and ian says “has natalie actually confessed to writing this?” the teacher (who has had ian before) responds “ian i am not doing this. her name is on the paper and ive compared the handwriting to her assignments and shes the only one who uses red pen. she wrote the note.” ian is silent for a moment, looks over at sarah, and goes “have we considered that perhaps this girl simply has horrible vibes?”

sarah’s parents are like “OKAY where are your parents??” and ian says “mums in prison she shot natalie 🙄😒 obviously” and natalie in an attempt to impress intimidate sarah adds “she shot me in my foot. it didn’t even hurt that much.”

sarahs parents and the teacher, both thoroughly disturbed, stare in shock. sarahs father hesitantly asks “your father...?” and ians like “idk hes in monaco or something. anyway back to this girl’s unfortunate vibes”

in the end natalie gets detention and has to apologize to sarah but sarah is far too kind for her own good and forgives her and they start sitting together at lunch <3

snixx

so I wrote (a version of) this

#the 39 clues

logged back in to my ffn account after literal years...gonna burst into tears now rip

#I FEEL LIKE I WAS JUST TELEPORTED BACK TO MY CHILDHOOD SGOAGISJDJGSGDHG #maaaaaaaaan #x am rambles

posts natalie kabra would make about reagan and madison holt

AKHHDHDHCHGHKJH I LAUGHED OUT LOUD REAL

#the 39 clues

i fucking hate twins

me for literally no reason at 1am: let's ctrl + f the ratio of the number of times my best friend says love you to the number of times I do and have a fucking existential crisis over it by convincing myself she secretly hates me for literally no reason:)

#why am i like this.#well actually i know why. it's because of my stupid ex who convinced me im too much #and force people to feel obligated to love me #but whatever. im gonna go die now thanks

should I have a summer fling

if she calls me bro one more time I’m throwing my bra across the room

#this is such an irrational thing to take my frustration out on but I don’t have the energy to be mad at her for all her actual crimes #so whatever

snixx

fuck it I think I'll start posting my lit and writing stuff here too because why the fuck not. side is gonna be my exclusively vent/embarrassing sappy yearning blog henceforth 👍🏼

nataliekabra

on that note this is now officially my personal/vent blog:)

new icon unlocked guys

#india after independence #<- yes i finally got over nehrus death and decided to pick it back up /hj #k kamaraj

I feel like I've regressed right back to my fourth grade self except I actually am lowkey justified in hating my body now I've lost count of how many times I've thought some version of "im so fat and ugly and disgusting" this week it's definitely over a hundred times

#fuck everyone im tired of being your token fat positive fat person who consoles you when you cry about how fat and ugly you are #i don't know why i tried. this isnt an episode or a phase anymore it's lasted too long #it's every time i eat its when i wake up and every time i look in a mirror or use the bathroom #and it's so isolating because most people who hate how they look are actually so fucking pretty. but i really am not #im so ugly people don't even want to be friends with me #and look i know it isn't objective. but no one believes that #you won't say it to my face but it's obvious in the people you call ugly or chapri or whatever #and yay im aro so it does't matter anyway but it doesnt matter how cool or awesome i am personality wise. no one would ever want to date me #i can't stand myself i need to get out of my body i need to delete every picture of me ever #x am rambles

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