Another Random Post
Well hello!
Since I haven't posted here in such a long time, this time, I think I'm going to write A LOT of words. Be ready to listen to my crap :))
Ah, there's my usual habit
I forgot what I'm going to write omg I hate this kinda situation
So... Um... Here it goes
As many of you know (nah, I'm joking. you don't give a fck about me) , I'm that type of person who keeps telling the truth no matter how painful it can possibly be, in front of someone.
I'm not that kind of person who talks behind others back.
If I like you, I will get close to you. Well, at least I'll be nice to you.
But if I don't, I might not be that close to you. Simple as that.
I don't have a hundred friends, I only have few loyal friends (Um, I think it can be counted with all my body's fingers). So, I can't always choose friend.
What did I just write? Er....
Ah, I think I can get used to the whole lone-wolf thing. I don't think quitting my loner-type is something I am willing to do. Living as both, socialita and lone-wolf is kinda fun.
I have two (oh, or maybe three!) different personalities, FYI.
I can socialize, even it may not be good. I mean, socializing is part of my acting. I don't think society's that good to me. So I choose to be fake here. My social type comes out when I'm around a lot of not-so-close-but-not-so-anonymous people. Example? School
But the real me is the loner type.
I don't speak as much as I do in cyber world. I actually prefer sitting in my room, staring at screens, or watching TVs to talking to other people, directly.
As I said, I tend to be so honest that I can hurt people's feeling when I'm saying the truth. I've tried to talk much, turns out it doesn't suit me at all, so yes, I don't speak too much, outside the school.
When you're alone, you can do everything you always want to. You can say all the things, bad and good (i bet the bad things are always said more) to yourself. You can harm yourself, but you can also cure yourself. You are free to have a relationship with yourself! You can control your feeling. You have no boundary. You are YOU.
For me, being alone is not that bad. Going to the mall all by myself isn't so pathetic (when you have money). Watching movie all by myself isn't that bad either. No disturbance. Chatting with myself (okay, this one is slightly unusual) is, funny? I mean, I can do both, girl and boy role at the same time! I can stare at my phone and get so happy instantly by writing (as a boy) sweet things to myself (as a girl).
So...
Again, uh....
Copycats!
I hate cats SO MUCH! (hello kitty doesn't count, ok) . Wild cats in the streets, that home cat they call pet, also, copycat.
Ah, one more thing I hate.
That one person who claimed to be copycat-ed, but that person itself turns to be a copycat too.
Isn't that kind of embarrassing? Don't they ashamed of themselves?
I think, I'm pretty original.
I have my style (which is ugly), I post posts with my style (which is ugly), I style my hair with my own ugly style, I like things that suits my whole style, which is also, slightly unusual.
MOVIESSSSSSSSSSSSSS
I'm not a big fan of Mr. Stallone and his fellow gunners friend, but I do like movies, or shows that include shots. Exhilarating, you know?
I like Bones (TV Drama from FOX). Dried bones and dead bodies don't scare me. I don't say that murdering is okay, but, as long as I live and breathe, death isn't something to be disgust of.
I also like Devious Maid. It's a new TV Drama from Star World. I like the complications, the characteristics of each maid, I like mystery!
But, I like Mistresses better than I like Devious Maid. I can catch a glimpse of a dark relationship! All the vibes, all the story line, everything, are perfectly arranged. Too bad, the ending is questionable. What will happen to my Savannah?
I think
I'm ending this post now.
Literally, now.
Ah, I hope in my next post, I'll have a better grammar and more vocabularies.
I want to use sarcasm more!
Bye
