DAMAGED GOODS.

NATHAN CARTWRIGHT. 37. Amputee. Single. Trauma Surgeon at Mercy Hospital. Civilian.

[oathofmiami]

send my muse one of the following.

“Who did this to you?”

“I’m ashamed of you.”

“I hate you.”

“You disgust me.”

“I love you.”

“Don’t go, please!”

“Just leave already.”

“I don’t care about you.”

“I don’t think I’ve ever seen so many dogs at once…”

“I don’t love you.”

“I lied.”

“You’re pathetic.”

“You need to sleep sometime.”

“Come on, just hit me!”

“Leave me alone!”

“Don’t touch me.”

“I wish I’d never met you.”

“You’re adorable.”

“Do you have a cuddle buddy yet?”

“Mind if I sleep here tonight?”

“You’re beautiful.”

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RAMSEY HALLER.

As soon as Nathan had stopped making physical contact with her, she missed the feeling. While the pair had a mostly emotional relationship back in New York, she still had felt a closeness to him that she missed. Everything back then had seemed so far away when it really hadn’t been too long ago. She had to admit he was good looking then and he was good looking now. Nothing changed except she could see the way he carried himself seemed to be more confident and she found that attractive as well. “Yeah? Missed you too Nathan. I’m honestly excited that you’re here” She mused before the feeling of her cheeks feeling warm crept up on her. She really hoped she didn’t get read faced when she was blushing. People commented on her looks because of work, but she didn’t really believe it. From Nathan it affected her though and she appreciated it. “ You’re too sweet to me. “ At the mention of the shooting she nodded her head. Only one of her friends had been hurt but it was still one too many. “ I’ sorry about that. I was at the hospital recently. One of my friends had been hurt that night. It’s awful what happened. “ She noted before the subject had changed to his prosthetic. “ Honestly you can’t tell at all. “ She had met him while he was healing and how the process had been difficult but she was always there for support. She was happy he was doing so well now with it. “   I usually like to be asked out, but I just- I’m really happy to see you, so do you wanna get dinner sometime soon?”

        “I’m just telling the truth like usual,” As a slight hint of tease left his lips, Nathan couldn’t help but feel his grin grow when Ramsey’s blush came into view. Back when they dated in New York a year ago, giving her compliments left and right and seeing her cheeks turn red weren’t uncommon. Her reddened features were one of his favorite things about her and he had to let her know again. Toward the mention of his recent whatabouts, the amputee’s grin never faded regarding the model’s words. “And I’m sorry that someone you care about got severely injured. I hope they’re healing well and please send well wishes from me their way.” The surgeon told her as he would have recognized the beauty from her friend’s hospital room, so he was sure he didn’t operate on them that horrific night. He had his mouth open to respond to the subject of his metal leg, but he was happily taken back by her new question. “Yes, I’d love to, Ramsey. I’m slightly shocked that you beat me to it, but I’m glad it was you nonetheless.” In seconds, he felt his grin turn into a wide smile due to the fresh topic change. “How about I make dinner this time around? I’m no world-class chef, but I’ve got a few hidden talents hidden up my sleeves that I’d love to show you.”

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ADA POLAT.

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“You won’t be able to look at me if we go out and eat chicken wings though. It’s a bad sight.” The brunette teased as she placed her hands upon her hips. “Nate,” she tested on her tongue and nodded her head, extending her own hand to give him a shake. “It suits you.” Chewing her lower lip, she looked back at him after peering around and shrugged her shoulder. “Not typically but I think it’s a good way to get people to remember me.”

        “Thank you,” Nathan expressed his gratitude with a grin laid out on his features. Giving Ada’s hand a shake, his hand returned to his side before chuckling to his next words. “I’ll let my parents know they made the right choice.” Tease laced within his statement, the trauma surgeon took in her recent remark and nodded. “That’s one way to do it, for sure. Not to be creepy or too forward, but if people don’t remember you and how stunning you are, they’re complete idiots.” She had a face he’d never forget and he was going to let her know one way or another. “And to going out and eating chicken wings together, it’ll be a bad sight for the both of us, but worth the try, I think.”

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ELAINE MARTELL.

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Elaine just let him take her to the nursery station, feeling how warm his hand was and how small hers felt in his. She still felt like she was inside a dream and was going to wake up at any moment. The man everyone thought she was going to share her life with was right here after she thought she was never going to see him again. She smiled at his words and couldn’t help but look down at her feet, feeling like a schoolgirl all over again. “I’m doing good, as you can see. I just came to visit some of the people that got injured.”  It was the least she could do and a few of them were Serpent associates of people she had just talked to. “How long have you been back, Nathan? I thought that you were never going to return,” she said and then bit her lower lip, taking a deep breath. “I’m sorry, I just…I’m shocked to see you, that’s all.” He had been everything to her and when he ended things to pursue his dreams, she had been so heartbroken that she never thought about falling in love again until Elijah came. “Are you really staying this time or you’re saying it to make me feel better?”

        “I’m sorry to hear that people you care about were injured,” As much as Nathan was still in the high moment of their reunion, his heart stung when Elaine confessed about her friends’ injuries. He didn’t want to talk about work much, especially during this time, but the trauma surgeon had to know who her friends were. He could have saved their lives. “May I ask who they are? I could know them.” He wondered but would have understood if she didn’t want to spill their names aloud. Taking in his ex-girlfriend’s next statements twisted his heart, but he kept the same grin pasted onto his face and endured the little pain. “You have nothing to apologize for. I’ve been back for a year, and I didn’t plan to move back home, but I couldn’t pass up the opportunity of working here as a trauma surgeon.” He explained in a calm and relaxed manner. When her next question rang into his ears, the amputee was quick to take hold of her hand and squeeze it gently. “I’m really staying this time, El’. I’m not going anywhere and you’re not getting rid of me that easily.” A hint of tease laced within the last few words he spoke; he took more of her in before asking some questions of his own. “Enough about me. How’ve you been after all of these years? Anything new I should know about?”

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RAMSEY HALLER.

Once it fully sunk in that Ramsey was seeing Nathan again she leaned forward to give him a hug. She also felt bad for knocking him off balance considering how she had met him while he had been recuperating from his accident. Though if she was going to bump into anyone, she was glad it was him. “ It’s so good to see you too” She replied before pulling away from hugging him. “ Again I’m so sorry I bumped you. “ She added before really taking his appearance in. He was always good looking, even while in New York after what he had been through did she think he was a good looking man, but time was definitely good to him and she was happy to see him look so healthy. It brought butterflies to her stomach when she looked up at him “ I live here now. I moved down here after- “ She stopped herself not wanting to bring up Grant’s death during their reunion.  This was a nice moment and she didn’t want to spoil it. “ After some stuff opened up after work” She added. It wasn’t a lie, but it wasn’t the full story yet. “ You look so good by the way. I’ve missed you, how are thing’s?”

        “You have nothing to apologize for,” Nathan tried his best to reassure Ramsey before letting go of her familiar frame. Honestly, he had a hard time letting the beautiful woman go. Her body pressed against his felt more than pleasant and the pressure reminded him of their time spent together in New York. The flashbacks of their dates, shared kisses, laughs, and make-out sessions rushed through his mind, and when she pulled away, they floated in his brain for a little longer. “Wow, that’s incredible. Miami has definitely missed you, including me.” He questioned, knowing well that it was the type of inquiry to keep her in his sights for a few more moments. Feeling his eyes wander down her body, he locked them back onto her bright blue hues when she spoke next. “Right back at you, even though you look stunning 24/7.” He complimented her with ease. “Things are going well, thanks for asking. Been pretty busy since the New Years’ shooting, but other than that, I’m drinking a lot of coffee, and I’ve been working on walking in my prosthetic full time when I’m not at the hospital.”

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ADA POLAT.

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Ada looked over at the male and nodded her head when he mentioned some tacos and coffee. Those were a great selection and now she was almost craving all the different foods that people had mention. “I’m on agreement with you when it comes to the coffee and that place has by far the best.” She chewed her lower lip and placed her hands upon her hips. “But I think I’m more of a chicken wing type of girl.” Her shoulder rose and fell then. “Tacos are a close second as well. I’m Ada, by the way. I should have perhaps introduce myself before bombarding you with weird questiosn.”

        “I can get down for some good chicken wings, that’s for sure,” Nathan told the stunning woman with a grin on his lips. Keeping his eyes on her, he took a drink of his cold beer. When she introduced herself, he quickly ripped the bottle from his mouth and extended his hand her way. “Ada, it’s a pleasure to meet you and your weird questions. I’m Nathan, but you can call me Nate.” His smile never ceasing to leave his features, he asked her a teasing question this time around. “Do you usually bombard strangers with questions like these, or was this random?”

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ISABELLA MARINO.

…

It was late in the afternoon when Isabella said goodbye to her partner and headed back into the hospital. With a couple hours before the second half of her split shift began, she made her way toward one of the few spaces she knew would be unoccupied. The designated rooms were typically for those doctors, nurses and surgeons on call to rest but Bella had managed to time it between their shift change when most were usually unoccupied. Entering the room she pulled her jacket from her shoulders, shutting the door behind her simultaneously as a voice spoke up from behind her. “Nate — hi.“ She mused, unable to prevent the momentary drift of her gaze being somewhat taken aback by the fact the room wasn’t unoccupied. That in conjunction with the half naked surgeon before her that was known the McSteamy of Mercy Hospital among the nurses; it was a lot to process for the fatigued paramedic. “No, no, you’re good. I was actually coming in here to hide till the second half of my shift. But clearly I’m intruding on your nap… so I’ll find another room.“

        “No, no,” Mindlessly copying the words that flew out of Isabella’s mouth moments ago, Nathan shook his head and quickly got up from his seated position. If the female staff member were any other person, the amputee would have respected their decision and let them leave. He admired the blonde beauty before him a lot, but he didn’t want her to go just yet. Her company was a pleasure to be around and he enjoyed every second they spent together. “You’re not intruding at all, I promise. You’re more than welcome to hide in here.” Reassuring her with a wide grin, he took in his look and placed his shirt back onto his torso. They both have seen a lot worse than a shirtless man and he wanted to make her feel as comfortable as possible. Taking a seat back onto the twin bed, he moved to the edge before motioning for the younger woman to sit beside him. “I’ll nap at some point since I’m here for the long haul. How was the first half of your shift?”

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ELAINE MARTELL.

-

She stared deep into the eyes of that man who had been her first everything in this life. They had been together since highschool and many thought that they were going to end up getting married because their relationship was so strong, but all good things come to an end, and theirs was not different. She supported him through everything because it made him happy and if Nathan was walking around with a big smile on his face, then that was all Elaine wanted. He was a good person, an extraordinary one and she often asked herself how had it been possible for her to have something like that in her life. Her childhood had not been an easy one but when Nathan was with her, all those bad memories banished. Slowly, she put her hands on his chest, not believing he was real. When they did not dissapeared inside him like a ghost. Elaine wrapped her arms around him, not caring that the people looked at them strangely. “You’re here,” she said against his neck, hugging him closer, as if he was going to dissapear at any second. She had not heard from him in so long and to have him in front of her right now was a huge surprise. “You’re really here,” she said again, closing her eyes. 

        As shock and surprise worked on consuming him whole, Nathan showed his emotions on his sleeves as he stared into Elaine’s eyes. After all of their years apart, he couldn’t believe his first love was standing before him mere inches away. Incredibly happy to see her, guilt and shame immediately formed within his body. The ex-soldier’s fast-paced life devoured him so much that the thought of writing or texting her updates never flashed in his mind. Kicking himself in the ass for it, he pushed the adverse feelings away and focused on the present, focused on this moment with her. When his ex-girlfriend placed her delicate hands on his chest, he didn’t question her motives as he was still so in awe of her. In a matter of moments, her arms wrapped around his neck, and he embraced her figure as close as possible. “I’m here,” He spoke softly against her soft hair. They were in their own bubble, but when the amputee’s eyes locked on the nearby nurse station, an idea popped into his mind. “I’m here and not going anywhere this time. Come on,” Seconds later, he pulled away from her body, took hold of her hand, and lead her to the closest on-call room available. Finding one, he guided her inside first and closed the door behind them. Settling himself into the new private room, he locked his eyes on the woman and smiled once again. “It’s so good to see you, Elaine. You look incredible.” He pointed out the obvious before taking a seat on the twin-bed. “How are you? Again, what are you doing here?”

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TASK - BOLD WHAT APPLIES.

BOLD all that applies to your muse!

Eyes: Blue | Green | Brown | Hazel | Black | Grey | Other. Hair: Blonde | Brown | Black | Red | Ginger | Grey/White | Multi-color | Other. Body Type: Skinny | Slender | Slim | Built | Curvy | Athletic | Muscular. Skin: Pale | Light | Fair | Freckled | Tan | Olive | Medium | Dark | Discolored.

Gender: Male | Female | Trans | Cis | No Gender | Other. Sexuality: Heterosexual | Homosexual | Bisexual | Pansexual | Asexual | Demisexual | Other.

Education: High School | College | University | Higher Education. Living Situation: Lives alone | Lives with parents/guardian | Lives with significant other | Lives with a friend | Drifter | Homeless. Parents/Guardian: Mom | Dad | Adoptive | Foster | Grandparents | Family friend. Relationship: Single | Crushing | Dating | Engaged | Married | Separated | It’s complicated.

I’ve been: In Love | Hurt | Sick | Abused. I have a(n): Learning Disorder | Personality Disorder | Mental Disorder | Anxiety Disorder | Eating Disorder | Substance-related Disorder. Things I’ve done before: Drank alcohol | Smoked | Done drugs | Stolen | Self harmed | Starved myself | Had sex | Had a threesome | Gotten into a fist fight | Gone to the hospital | Gone to jail | Used a fake ID | Gone to a rave | Killed someone.

Positive Traits: Affectionate | Adventurous | Athletic | Brave | Careful | Charming | Confident | Creative | Determined | Fearless | Generous | Honest | Humorous | Intelligent | Loyal | Modest | Patient | Selfless. Negative Traits: Aggressive | Bossy | Cynical | Envious | Fearful | Greedy | Gullible | Jealous | Impatient | Impulsive | Insecure | Irresponsible | Possessive | Sarcastic | Self-conscious | Selfish | Unstable.

Habits: Nail Biting | Throat Clearing | Lying | Interrupting | Chewing The Ends Of Pens | Smoking | Swearing | Knuckle Cracking | Thumb Sucking | Muttering Under Their Breath| Talking To Themselves | Nose Picking | Binge Drinking | Oversleeping | Snacking Between Meals | Skipping Meals | Picking At Skin | Impulse Buying | Talking With Their Mouth Full | Humming/Singing To Themselves | Chewing Gum | Leg Jiggling | Foot Tapping | Hair Twirling | Whistling | Eye Rolling | Licking Lips | Sniffing | Squinting | Rubbing Hands Together | Jaw Clenching | Gesturing While Talking | Putting Feet Up On Tables | Tucking Hair Behind Ears | Chewing Lips | Crossing Arms Over Chest | Putting Hands On Hips | Rubbing The Back Or Their Neck | Being Late | Procrastinating | Doodling | Shredding Paper | Peeling Off Bottle Labels | Forgetfulness | Running Hands Through Hair | Overreacting | Teeth Grinding | Nostril Flaring | Slouching | Pacing | Drumming Fingers | Fist Clenching | Pinching Bridge Of Nose | Rubbing Temples | Rolling Shoulders.

NSFW Kinks: Dom | Sub | Switch | Top | Bottom | Verse | 3some | 4some | Gang Bang | Anonymous Sex | Rope Bunny | Bondage | BDSM | Sadist | Masochist | Predator | Prey | D/Lg | Age Play | Collaring | Degradation | Humiliation | Exhibitionism | Dirty Talk | Orgasm Control | Orgasm Denial | Accidental Stimulation | Asphyxiation | Gags | Begging | Watersports | Scat Play | Blindfolding | Wax Play | Food Play | Sensory Deprivation | Breath Play | Fire Play | Oral Sex | Anal Sex | Anal Training | Rimming | Barebacking | Double Penetration | Spanking | Pegging | Strap-ons | Toy Play | Handcuffs | Abduction As Seduction | Branding | CBT | Edge Play | Face Fucking | Flogging | Impact Play | Knife Play | Needle Play | Sensation Play | Voyeurism.

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RAMSEY HALLER.

While Ramsey was relived that everyone she knew had managed to make it out of New Years okay, the situation still didn’t make her feel very comfortable. There was a sense that she knew she had been missing something when it came to her home. When she wasn’t still coping with her brothers death, Ramsey was trying to figure out what had happened that night. It was hard not to have questions, but to be honest Ramsey didn’t think she wanted the answers. It was easier to just try to navigate passed it. Everyone was fine, that was what she needed to focus on so she didn’t mess with herself too much. 

The model had woke up fairly early today, considering she was still tired from her flight and now that it was nearly noon, she was kicking herself for doing so. Ramsey walked into Daily Dose and nearly knocked herself down as she bumped right into the last person in line at the shop. She was a little shocked at how busy it was and more chocked at her own clumsiness. After all, she got paid to walk for long stretches on shoes that could break ankles. “Shit sorry, I didn’t realize the line was all the way back here” Ramsey noted before looking up to realize who she had bumped into. She couldn’t mistake who it had been and Ramsey felt a little foolish as a result. You don’t mistake anyone that beautiful.

“Nathan!” She replied with a bright smile on her face. 

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        After a full night of working and a morning of sleeping, Nathan woke up to no coffee in his apartment and craved the caffeine more than ever. Having enough energy to look presentable and walk, he decided to get his daily dose at the Daily Dose. Standing in line, the trauma surgeon waited patiently for his turn with the cashier and roamed his blue hues throughout the menu shown above. The next thing he knew, he was crashed into from behind and almost lost complete balance. With the massive amount of strength in his standing leg, keeping him from falling to his doom, he found his stability before finding out who ran into him. Turning around, shock and surprise hit his system once his eyes landed on Ramsey Haller, the woman he dated back in New York, and saw him at his worst. “Ramsey,” A second after her name left his lips, a grin soon replaced the two feelings mentioned above. “It’s so good to see you. What are you doing here in Miami?”

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ADA POLAT.

@nathanxcartwright​

“If you had to live on an island for the rest of your life by yourself: Would you bring another person or an object?” The brunette asked her friend with a raise of her brow. She smirked when her friend said another person, sighing. “I’d bring a boat.” The argument began about whether there would be gas or food to ensure their survival; all fair points. When she noted a nearby person, her brow rose. “What about you?” She asked with a smile on her face. “If you could eat only one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be? Let’s throw in a drink also.”

        “Me?” After a day full of surgeries and an evening starting with drinks at the closest bar to the hospital, Nathan was expecting to enjoy a drink or two alone. What he didn’t expect was a beautiful woman asking him a random question and he’d be too rude to ignore her altogether. “If I could eat and drink only one thing for the rest of my life, they’d be tacos and Cafe con Leche.” The trauma surgeon told her after a moment of thinking his answers thoroughly. “I’m a sucker for any tacos and I don’t think I can live a day without Cafe con Leche before work. How about you?”

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At Mercy Hospital with @isabella-marino​.

        Exiting the sliding glass doors that lead to multiple operating rooms, Nathan’s feet started to lead him toward the closest on-call room. Another successful surgery was under his belt and he was genuinely exhausted. Hoping to get a nap in, the trauma surgeon rubbed his sleepy eyes and searched for an empty room. Finding the nearest unoccupied space, he entered the vicinity and instantly felt relaxed. After his shoes and scrubs were off, he was left in sweatpants and was now seated on the bed. Readying himself for a nice slumber, his head shot up when the door opened. Tired eyes locking with Isabella, he couldn’t help but give her a grin. “Hey, Bella. Please tell me the ER doesn’t need me right now.”

[nathanxcartwright]

Different

Different: Three members of the opposite sex I find attractive.

“I find it extremely hard to rip my eyes away from Ada, Daniela, and Skylar.”

Featuring: @adapolct, @dcniela-alvcrez, and @skylarxowens.

CONFESSIONS.

[nathanxcartwright]

Mwah

Mwah: Three people I’d like to kiss.

“This is awkward, but I’d like to kiss Elaine, Kate, and Ramsey.”

Featuring: @the-vicepresident-martell, @katemontgomery, and @missramseyhaller.

CONFESSIONS.

[nathanxcartwright]

Blab

Blab: Three secrets I’m keeping.

“The three secrets I’m keeping are... I have night terrors almost every night, I’m still struggling with major PTSD from my accident, and I have a terrible body image of myself.”

CONFESSIONS.

[oathofmiami]

Confessions!

Blab: Three secrets I’m keeping. Mwah: Three people I’d like to kiss. Similar: Three members of the same sex I find attractive. Different: Three members of the opposite sex I find attractive Pastime: Three hobbies I have that I would be embarrassed to know someone discovered. Doing: Three habits that I have. Psst: Three things that I’ve always wanted to tell you. Shh: Three things I wouldn’t want my parents to know Dream: Three wishes I have. Want: Three things I would do to you if we were alone.