Is funny the way I'm writing this: I'm with a laptop, using the internet of my cellphone, because there isn't any other internet around here. Is kinda difficult but I really wanted to post.
Now that we are on a new VK memories chapter, I'm still trying to figure out how did I change so much my opinion about the final of VK, at chapter 93.
I remember the first time I read it, I spent all day being depressed, 'cause I found it very sad and I didn't like it at all. I was at the university feeling depressed, I went back home feeling depressed, I ate and washed the dishes feeling depressed, I watched a movie, guess what? yeah, still feeling depressed. I even felt such a nostalgic when I saw a butterfly on the street haha.
I couldn't think beyond that Kaname and Yuuki didn't have their happy ending, and that Zero eventually died. And I continued hating that ending for over a month after that. But after a while I read it again, and I was able to saw it in a different perspective.
Is beautifully done. Everyone reached happiness, at least in VK terms. Although, we obviously don't know everything yet. But we know that Zero finally made his wish true, and was allowed to stay next to Yuuki for lots of years. Their relationship grew up so much that they had a son together. I don't dislike this (I don't love it either) 'cause I know how much he loved her, and I prefer her with Zero than being alone. She said that she recieved a lot of happiness from him, so nothing sad about that.
And about Kaname... I would love him and Yuuki being happily ever after, but let's be realistic, with all the drama going on in VK, that final for them wasn't an option. Instead, we have such a bittersweet and awesome "ending" (""'cause is not over for them) We witnessed how much Yuuki suffered for his absence, over all those years, even with Zero by her side. So, we have another prove of how much she loved him. We also have Ai. And if this were not enough, we also have the sacrifice of Yuuki for him. We know that she loves him even after a thousand years. Now she continues to exist within him, and more importantly, Kaname came back to life.
There are things that still depress me, for example that Kaname and Zero won't have a scene together again. But now I find it an almost perfect ending. Beautiful, and even happy. So I went from hating to almost loving it.
I can't wait to know how VK Memories continues!
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