welcome to my blog!! im new at this but i rlly enjoy writing for my favs and yapping sometimes
this is a safe space for all sapphics (｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ masterlist
i'll write only for women n fem!reader, yellowjackets mainly but sometimes i can make exceptions for my others favs in series or videogames (like companion, heretic etc) just ask! -`♡´-
important: english is not my native language so im sorry for any errors, ill try my best to correct them b4 posting but yk sometimes they slip
feel free to send rqs, ask or just yap abt sum!!
writing for in yj rn: Shauna Shipman, Natalie Scatorccio, Jackie Taylor, Lottie Matthews, Mari Ibarra
wont write: basic criteria, weird kinks, male reader, male character. bdsm, r@p3, cheating, threesome (dont have experience lmao) etcetc
next one is prob lottie n shaunana!! (idk why but i lof calling my beautiful shaunnibal lecter shaunana)
cw: written w fem reader in mind, may be ooc for someone(? but this is just the way i see her nsdksdj
notes: im finally feeling better after being on my death bed, i hate throwing up im literally emetophobic, why does it even exist fr, there's gotta be a better way to expulse evertyhing than suffering allat
A ctivities - (What do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?)
♡ ⋆｡ id love to think that yes, nat likes to party n all that but when it comes to her girlfriend her favorite thing to do is spend time with her at her house, whether watching movies, you helping her dye her hair, or just napping together, just being with you in the safety of your house where you can love each other w/o care about the others<3
B eauty - What do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?
♡ ⋆｡ i feel like the most she would admire is the style, whatever ur style is i know she def loves it, especially if its the opposite from hers, she would love it n think how good looking couple you two make, especially thanks to your perfect taste in fashion
C omfort - How would they help their s/o when they feel down
♡ ⋆｡ she may not be the best at words, but just know she’ll be there hugging you tightly, caressing your hair or your back, letting you cry on her shoulder, as i say she may not know what to say but being besides you and letting you know she’ll be there for whatever you need is enough. If you want her to beat the shit out of some shithead, she’ll get the job done!!
D reams - How do they picture their future with their s/o?
♡ ⋆｡ its the 90s, she knows well that loving you in public is risky enough, yeah she may not give a fuck abt what people say, but its your safety and hers so the most she dreams of is for more acceptance in the future, being able to show her love for you w/o any fear
E qual - Are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?
♡ ⋆｡ i feel like whether in some aspects she’s the dom one (cough cough sex cough cough) in ur relationship in general she loves being held, loves being the small spoon while napping, loves how you play with her hair and gives her sweet kisses, putting her head on your lap while you caress her back while whispering sweet things like how much u love her, what did you do that day or just whatever you wanna yap, nat just loves how you take care of her
F ight - Would they be easy to forgive their s/o? How are they fighting?
♡ ⋆｡ i feel that fights arent common, PLEASE trust me when i say that a relationship with nat would be the most healthiest one, she already has to endure enough at home to be toxic with you or to provoke stupid fights, yes she may be a little jealous but def no the toxic one, there might be some misunderstandings but she isnt the type to make a big deal, the least she wants is to make you, the person who loves and understands her the most mad/suffer, she rather punch kevyn in the balls than that!!
G ratitude - How grateful are they in general? Are they aware of what their s/o is doing for them?
♡ ⋆｡ loves you with every inch of her, you came in her life to bring peace and love, she never felt this type of support, understanding and love at home from the person who are supposed to give it to her, so when you came first with a healthy friendship full of love and support nat knows she owes you everything for making her days better
H onesty - Do they have secrets they hide from their s/o? Or do they share everything?
♡ ⋆｡ she loves sincerity, theres nothing she hides from you and expect the same in return, but if you don't like smoking or that kind of stuff in general, i feel that nat will hide that part from her, ofc you know she likes that, but she will mostly do it when you’re not present, she doesn't want you to feel uncomfy while being with her in the same space<3
I nspiration - Did their s/o change them somehow, or the other way around? Like trying out new things or helped them overcome personal problems?
♡ ⋆｡ you def helped her to change her ways with people atleast nsksdj, to be a little bit more polite with people (ofc not with who she hates, especially the ones who spread rumors about her, f them hoes), to be more open about her true feelings, be confident, she feels more lighter now that you are here to help her overcome her situation at home and knows that she has your room at her disposal everytime shit get rough at home
J ealousy - Do they get jealous easily? How do they deal with it?
♡ ⋆｡ as i said before, she might be jealous, not the toxic type but def would get jealous when you spend way too much time with people she knows damn well has a thing for you, wont make a scene thats for sure, but would just stood besides you to make sure they aren't getting too comfortable with her s/o
K iss - Are they a good kisser? What was the first kiss like?
♡ ⋆｡ def a good kisser, she knows how to make the small silly kisses you give her a full makeout session that leaves you breathless<3
L ove Confession - How would they confess to their s/o?
♡ ⋆｡ id like to hc that b4 u knew it your friendship turned into a more intimate bond on its own, both of you were so comfortable with each other to the point everyone suspected it except from u two
M arriage - Do they want to get married? How do they propose? What would the marriage be like?
♡ ⋆｡ probably too early to think abt it, and knowing how the things are Nat might think its impossible, but she doesn't need to sign a paper to know that she wanna spend everyday with you<3
N icknames - What do they call their s/o?
♡ ⋆｡ she’ll prob call you babe, doll or princess cuz she takes her paper as ur knight very serious!! (like being the one ordering food or fighting the cashier because u noticed that ur change was incomplete)
O n Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?
♡ ⋆｡ i think its pretty obvious for the others girls, even for the coaches themselves but not for nat kjdsjdjsj, with you now she’ll let her guard down more often, be all sunshine like and less serious/angry even with the people on highschool who hurt her and she wont notice, she’s just so busy enjoying her relationship to care how other ppl looks at her now all lovesick for you<3
P DA - Are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag with their s/o in front of others? Or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?
♡ ⋆｡ she rather be more careful, as i said before, its the 90s, you’ll never know how people are gonna react, some of them may be homophobic psychos and the less she wants is that, so she prefers all the pda at home, but on highschool she likes having an arm around your shoulders, it looks more friendly and w that she can be more close to you w/o any risk
Q uirk - Some random ability they have that’s beneficial in a relationship.
♡ ⋆｡ i’d like to think that she loves writing songs for you, she may not be the most good at it but its the dedications she puts at them, putting her whole heart on them so they don't “suck” at all and adding to the lyrics some of her favorite sweet moments with you so you can remember them everytime you listen to it. (also i would like to think she’ll gift you them on ur birthday or anniversary!!)
R omance - How romantic are they? What would they do to make their s/o happy? Cliché or rather creative?
♡ ⋆｡ she’s head over heel for you n only you, she’s at your command, whatever you wanna do shes right there to go w you, and if theres things about her that you don't share (going to parties often, smoking, drinking etc) she’ll try her best to improve for you, wont stop doing them, but will do them with less frequency so there’ll be a balance for ur relationship
S upport - Are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? Do they believe in them?
♡ ⋆｡ definitely!! she’s your n1 supporter and hopes to get the same on return, as i said whatever you’re up to she will be too, so don't be shy to share your goals with her<33
T hrill - Do they need to try out new things to spice out your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?
♡ ⋆｡ i view Nat as the type who definitely loves to try new things everytime, in whatever sense, she loves the risk of trying new things and def wants you to try them w her
U nderstanding - How good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?
♡ ⋆｡ knows you very well!!
enough to make your dinner order or to buy you a plushie bc she knows what' are your favorite ones, enough know when you’re uncomfortable with this random man who won't stop asking you help with the french lessons because u know he will use them as an excuse to hit on you but dont worry!! Nat is here to rescue you and confront that mf
V alue - How important is the relationship to them? What is it’s worth in comparison to other things in their life?
♡ ⋆｡ one of the most important things in her life, she values you so much, you came to almost save her, you make her days more happier and are the reason for her to actually enjoy going to school and put effort on it
W ild Card - A random Fluff Headcanon.
♡ ⋆｡ idk about a wild one but i love the idea of nat letting her girlfriend dress her, especially if her girlfriend’s style is all soft, cute, basically a femme and dressing nat in her cute jeans with hearts or fake crystals on them, in her pastel color shirts with bows on the shoulders parts (self insert here sorry) etcetc, and nat still accepting going out wearing a completely different style from her normal one, cuz if there's one thing she loves from you is your style, and why not? trying them isnt that bad at all!!
X OXO - Are they very affectionate? Do they love to kiss and cuddle?
♡ ⋆｡ in the safety of your room yesss, she loves being the small spoon, letting you caress her hair till she falls asleep or just making out w you till youre both breathless
Y earning - How will they cope when they’re missing their partner?
♡ ⋆｡ she’ll probably go back to her old mood before you, being more serious and just bored, not being by her side for some days for whatever reason will probably make Nat be extra bored, she just got so used to your presence and you making her days better that not having you will make almost everything taste like shit sometimes
Z eal - Are they willing to go to great lenghts for the relationship? If so, what kind of?
♡ ⋆｡ She has her own boundaries ofc, but still, i see her as someone capable of doing almost everything to save her relationship, she dont wanna lose, not even after everything you did for her, so she’ll try to push some of her boundaries for you to try and make things work again, but if even with all that she feels she needs to go even deeper, pushing more of her boundaries aside i think she’ll just left things just like that, she has her own limits very clear.
It was hot as hell, and you were on the field running laps because in coach Scott's words, "You can't win nationals when you can't make it halfway across the field without being exhausted."
It wasn't just you running the whole team was, and the only one that looked happy about it was Misty Quigley. It was ironic because she was the equipment manager she didn't even play for your team, but she would do anything for coach. You scoffed and kept running your pink laces getting trashed in the mud.
You turned your head to meet the gaze of Natalie Scatorccio. You weren't obsessed with Natalie. You maybe just had a little crush on her, but Jackie definitely thought you were, and she wasn't the only one who thought that.
Coach blew his whistle. Thank God, you thought you were about to pass out. You made your way over to the bleachers where your bag and water were, sitting down to catch your breath.
You drank your water, looking around at everyone else in the same state you were. You spotted Jackie talking to Shauna, funny how she thought you were obsessed with Natalie when she was practically floating in her own love cloud.
"Hey," Natalie's voice rang through your head, making you jolt to see her next to you.
"Hi," you offered her a smile, kicking your feet against the metal, trying to kick off the dirt, which Natalie huffed a laugh at your antics.
"I don't know why Coach made us do that. We can all run fine." You tried to start a conversation offering her your water, which she hesitantly accepted.
"Probably Misty." Natalie said dryly, your eyebrows furrowed in confusion.
"Misty doesn't play?" You looked at her and she was smirking.
"Well I know that, but she wants us to not like him so she has him all to herself." She told you, you started to laugh, making her start to laugh too.
"That's all that crosses her mind." Natalie stated you're all that crosses my mind you thought.
"Look," she gestured over to Misty by the water cups, talking coach Scott's ear off about whatever goes through her mind.
"I guess so." You smiled at Natalie and silently prayed for Misty's confidence. If you had it you would have already asked Nat out.
After talking with Shauna, you saw Jackie make her way over to you both. "Hey, can we talk?" She asked you with a smile, too excited to hide.
You nodded and told Natalie you would be right back.
"Listen," Jackie grabbed your shoulders. "I'm going to cancel our movie plans, and you're going to ask Nat to go with you. okay? This is your chance. Don't mess it up." She told you in seriousness, and pretended to give you a sympathetic look, feeling Natalie's eyes on you both.
"Okay?" Jackie sternly told you.
"Okay!" You smiled at her, skipping back over to Natalie, wondering if Laura Lee prayed over you to give you this confidence.
"Jackie canceled our movie plans," You pretended to act upset for a second to see the look on her face.
"But you know what that means?" You asked her tucking your hair behind your ear, which Natalie noticed.
"I have an extra ticket, so if you aren't busy on Friday, we could go together." You told her, hoping she wouldn't have plans.
"Sure, we can go." Natalie stood up, trying to keep her careless straight face and failing with the corners of her mouth twitching up.
"Great! You'll walk me there?" You asked her, grabbing your bag and tossing it over your shoulder.
"Well, where do you live?" She asked, pretending that she never asked Lottie before.
"Here," you took her hand and your favorite pink pen to write your address. She wished she touched up her chipped black nail polish the night before.
"There!" You smiled tucking your pen away and started making your way over to Jackie. "See you Nat!" You shouted across the field.
HIIIII MY DEAR SAPPHICS for everyone who's reading ts im gonna be a little mia these days cuz im on my death bed rn (just got intoxicated w somethijg but i lof being dramatic) im ugly dehydrated and feeling like pure shit rn, i was in the middle of writing something for nat and a rq i got but its gonna take some time till i feel better again
thinking about making a sex tape with fratboy!lottie like😖😖 ughh need her
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NSFW - MDNI
Lottie didn’t buy a better camera simply because she wouldn’t know how to use it. Even so, this one was expensive. Maybe she did spend a solid hour figuring it out, but she eventually got the hang of it. You were glad she didn’t come up with a dumber idea, like hiring someone to film you… You probably wouldn’t have agreed to that.
You were convinced you were filming just one of many tapes, even though Lottie never admitted it out loud.
You had no idea which round it was anymore, your body had started to show signs. Even though the last hour and a half felt like heaven.
Your legs were glistening, sticky from her cum, your own juices, and sweat. Your whole legs were covered in everything that Lottie already pumped into you. I mean, only remains of that, cause your girlfriend made sure to fill you up with as much of her seed as she only could. She said she'll take care and buy you birth control pills later. At least, you hoped she will.
You both had absolutely dishelved hair. You, from how rough she was fucking you, she, from how you were tugging them with her every movement. Your legs were already shaking, yet, Lottie didn't seem to stop anytime soon. Now, her cock was buried deep inside you, stroking that one particular spot that made you see stars.
She leaned on her forearms to watch closely how your expression was changing, when she was pounding into you with short and painfully slow movements. Her pelvis was grinding against your clit, making you squirm with each thrust. Eyes rolled back in your head and despite long minutes you spent on bed, that was already soaked with your mixed cum, you were still so wet. Room was filled with lewd sounds of your squelching pussy.
Which...were registered by microphone in camera. Camera standing closely to bed. Of course she bought a stand for it.
So microphone was registering everything. How her balls were slapping against your skin. Her every groan and growl. Every single of your moan and whimper from pure ecstasy. And when half an hour ago you were on your hands and knees it registered...extremely loud slaps.
"Come on, one more, baby," she murmured, but you only let out series of broken moans. Sheets underneath you were crumpled and filled with musky scent of sex like the whole room. Ocasionally, you were looking straight at the camera, which registered pure bliss painted on your face.
You'd wondered if Lottie will show this the others. If other frats will be jerking off to the sight of Lottie fucking you like an animal. Cause she was literally acting like dog in the heat. Her breath was ragged, fast and hot as she thrusted inside you faster, this time making you almost scream.
You whined loudly when again she started moving hard and precise. Your back arched and you could sworn that you felt every inch of her cock, stretching you out, almost splitting you open. Your walls massged deliciously her hard length. And she was certain, she never wanted to pull out.
"Yeah, princess. Louder for the camera," Lottie panted, but your jaw only clenched. Not because you wanted to piss her off, but because you felt already so tired and achy. Maybe in a good way, but still.
Lottie released a grunt of disappointment when you remained silent, and suddenly she stopped moving. Your walls tighlty squeezed her dick, and you moaned quietly in protest. You stared at her shifting, trying to steady your breath. She pushed herself to grabbed a camera, not pulling out from you, and she zoomed camera at your joined bodies.
She grinded inside you just for show, making you whimper. Then she pulled out until the tip of her cock remained inside you, and she slammed whole length back. Camera managed to registered her throbbing cock, glistening with your juices, and your red pussy, that obscenly stretched when she slid her cock again. Her fingers traced your swollen clit, your hips bucked and you let out a small whimper.
Her hand landed on your hip, then she pointed the camera at your face. She smiled as she looked at the screen, which now showed your sweaty face. Your neck was marked with hickeys, your lips were swollen from kissing and slick with saliva. You were panting heavily, staring straight into the lens.
Lottie massaged your hip and lifted your leg higher around her waist, signaling for you to do the same with the other. Obediently, you wrapped the other one, pushing her dick deeper.
"Babe, tell everyone how you feel," she murmured, slowly moving inside you. She zoomed camera on your bare breasts, stiffen nipples. Then at her cock, disappearing in your wet heat, and tearing moans from your lips.
"So good," you whined obiediently. Your finger clenched around sheets undeneath you. Lottie was definitely pleased with your answer, cause she moved faster, rougher. "So fucking good, Lot," you whimpered again. You barely registered that headbored of your bed slammed against the wall.
"Yeah, what else?" she asked, squeezing tightly your hip. Camera was still focused on your face.
"Your..." you started, but your own moan cut you off. Lottie seemed to move faster with your every word. "Your cock is so big, feels so fucking good..."
Your walls clenched again on her cock. Your heels dug in the small of her back. Hand, that wasn't holding the camera, slipped between your legs, rubbing your clit. Your hips bucked up uncontrollably ,despite your exhaustion, meeting her movements halfway.
"Please, im so close..." you whimpered, your tits bounced. You started squirming, feeling heat pooling in your lower belly. But Lottie suddenly decided to pull out from you.
You moaned, protesting, but Lottie quickly shushed you.
"Hush, hush, baby," she purred lowly. "I'll finish in a moment. Now open your mouth for me"
You looked at her, at the way she moved. Then you looked into the camera, and when your gaze landed on her again - you had her penis right under your nose. You were panting heavily, but eventually, you parted your lips uncertainly.
Your sight was fixated on her red, leaking tip. Hesitatnly, you sticked your tongue out, and Lottie buried hand in your hair. The rest of your juices, lazily leaked from your well used pussy.
"Just like that, keep it open," she breathed out, making sure that camera is registering everything. Her hand snapped o stroke her cock furiously. You reached to help her, but she only shook her head.
"Focus," she only whimpered before her cock errupted right on your face. Thick ropes landed on your tongue, you felt salty, musky taste. Rest of her seed covered the rest of your face. Obiediently, you waited as she'll be done.
When she finally finished, for a moment you were scared that she'll leave you like that. You prepared yourself to beg her for an orgasm but then she pushed two fingers inside you without any warning. You squirmed, and she simply smirked at you. She moved camera to record your wet folds.
notes: kinda self indulgent in the cigs n drugs part cuz i dont do any of those and i know nat wont do it around you<33 also i wanna write something inspired in california from chappell but idk what plot or what to write ksolcisafujkfjkdjfjm HELP
༘⋆ i def see nat as the one who fell first and harder, always being the tough one, but under all that she had a soft spot for you
༘⋆ type of girlfriend who LOVES being taken care of, inside door, in the privacy of your rooms there's nothing she loves more than you playing with her hair<33
༘⋆ she is def touch starved, not having a good relation with her mom, everything that happened with that dickhead of a dad made her build a cold shell to avoid getting hurt all over again, but everything changed when you came to her life, first as a friend and now as her secret lover<3
༘⋆ thats why she loves when came with whatever that involves you taking care of her, wanna paint her nails and do a whole manicure un her? hell yeah, wanna try your hair stylist skills on her which means she will get you playing and messing with her hairs for a good hour? she’s all in, you read in one of your moms magazines a little tutorial on how to make back massages like a professional? she will gladly be ur guinea pig, especially because this kind of massages always ends up in a hot make out session<3
༘⋆ loves complimenting you after a match, doesnt matter if u didnt try hard enough just know nat will be there telling you how good you did in this one, she never got someone being all proud for her and knows how it feels, so if theres an opportunity she will let her inner cheerleader out just for you
༘⋆ fast makeout sessions in the locker room after a match, cuz the adrenaline and her being all sweaty, with a messy ponytail, manspreading in the bleachers while drinking water does wonders inside you!!
༘⋆ loves taking you out either for eat or to some parties, will save enough money for it because you’re not paying anything on her watch!! ofc if she sees that u start to get annoyed because you want to invite her she wont stop you! anything but see you angry because that would ruin her night
༘⋆ if you’re not into cigs (and drugs) Nat would do her best to not do it in front of you, she can't promise that she will stop it for good because at the end they’re are a little escape of her reality at home, but if she knows it makes you uncomfy she’ll try her best<3
༘⋆ loves when your invite her over to sleep, you know about her situation and the less she spends at home the better, so sleepovers that turns into horror movies night and being awake till 4 a.m arent uncommon, because for nat you are her favorite person, and a night with you with means a lot of heal for her heart
༘⋆ in your anniversaries she’ll gift you anything you want, no matter how dumb ur request is, your wish is her command. got problems with some maths exercises and the due date is near? no problem! nat is there to ask the smart person of the class (more like force them) to do it for u, she will pay for it (gives them a price n they have to run with it cuz either way there will be problems)
༘⋆ and last but not least, will always reassure you that she's there for you, no matter how rough things get Nat is there to help you with anything, and won't let you make stupid decisions, because if there’s something that hurts her more than anything is seeing you feeling trapped and would do anything to brush that feeling away, because only Nat knows how many times you’ve been there for her, when her mom, when her dad, when life gave her the worst time and you’ve been there to wipe her tears, and the least she can do is do the same for you<3
got the most beautiful lesbian interaction in deadbydaylight like 20min ago, there was a lesbian lara n ada wong healing me it felt like lesbian heaven but make it survival horror game😭
✿ | Raising a toddler with antler queen Nat headcanons
✿ Antler queen Nat x fem!reader
✿ Request: .ᐟ
✿ warnings: teen parenthood, nsfw content, major fluff.
✿ Author's note: The timeline of the baby’s age doesn’t really work with the first one but oh well I never claimed to be a horologist. Also the baby is old enough to walk and talk for context.
✿ part 1- (ish): here
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, wakes up first and takes the baby out hunting with her so you can sleep in.
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, loves to get away from the girls so it’s just the 3 of you, she’ll say she’s going hunting but she just wants to spend some time with her little family :(
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, teaches the baby how to walk. And when they start walking she’ll take them with her anywhere and everywhere.
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, praises her child for literally anything, walking, talking, eating, blowing a dandelion. She’s just always so genuinely proud of them. Plus her parents never praised her so…
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, adores watching you playing with your kid, she’ll sit back against a tree and watch you chase your baby around while laughing, it’s the only time of the day she truly feels at peace.
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, when sitting down at dinner she has the kid on her lap, so they won’t be fussy, she also always serves you first every time.
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, has the baby and you with her during meetings, if the meeting is about something stupid like giving out a punishment for talking back she’ll let the kid decide how many days said person has to stay in their hut.
“How many days should Mari stay in her hut you little monster?” — Natalie asks with a devious look on her face as she stares at the little kid, your little kid, on her lap.
“10?”
“What that’s not fair!” — furious Mari.
“The kid has decided.” Natalie says while ticking the little baby on her lap.
(Bonus: the girls all start bribing the wilderness baby to get on their good side)
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, jokes that if she’s the queen than you’re her queen and the baby is the heir or the prince/princess.
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, sleeps in bed with the both of you, with the baby in between you two.
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, wakes up to check if the baby is still breathing, she’ll put her hand in front of their little nose and feel their breathing in her palm, the sensation soothing her like a balm.
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, doesn’t really trust anyone, apart from you of course, to take care of her baby, she reluctantly lets Tai and Van play with them for an afternoon so she can spend some time with you, but she’s rushing from your walk to check on them back at camp.
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, definitely doesn’t let Shauna or Lottie near her baby.
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, gets worried sick when the baby isn’t feeling well, even when Misty resssures her it’s just the common cold, no reassurance in the world stops the tears that fall from her eyes or the worry of losing them. She gets in a mood every time the baby is sick and will spend her time in her hut soothing her little one :(
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, gives the death glare to whoever doesn’t let the kids team win in capture the bone.
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, sings her favourite songs to her child and teaches them the lyrics, when she’s coming back from a walk with the kid you’ll catch them both singing some nirvana or bikini kill song together.
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, puts the kid in her clothes especially her black leather jacket and shows them proudly to you.
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, just adores you so much and her favourite way to compliment her kid is to say how much they look and/or act like you.
“You look like your mommy.”
“Yea? You like those flowers? Those are your mommy’s favourites. Wanna help me pick some up so we can give them to her together?”
“You’re just like your mom giving me the puppy dog eyes just to get me to give in. But I’m onto you both.” More like whipped.
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, tells her kid about the outside world, about carnivals, ice cream, mixtapes and parks full of other kids for them to play with. Nat who, kisses their forehead before they go to sleep and promises to show them all of it.
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, carries out the plan to call for help, because she has to take the three of you out of there, she has to, she promised, so she does. She leaves for the mountains as you stay with a sobbing baby in your hut who keeps calling out for Ma.
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, defends you both when you two get back to civilisation with a whole kid, neither of you tell anyone who’s the “biological” mom.
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, kept all of her promises and buys a small apartment for the three of you where you’re all safe and protected.
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.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, will put the baby to sleep and than sneak you out of your shared hut so you can have some alone time, not too far tho she needs to check if no one goes near the baby.
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, will say she wants another one as she thrusts into you.
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, praises you into oblivion, she’ll say how good you are with her baby and how good you are to her.
.☘︎ antler queen Nat who, will beg let you take control when she’s tired and/or stressed, she likes scissoring you so she can look you in the eyes while she grinds against your core and tears spill out of her pretty eyes.
.☘︎ ݁˖ antler queen Nat who, curls into your arms after and just wants you to hold her and tell her you love her :(
seeing all these baby daddy shaunana agenda got me thinking abt babydaddy nat, is it possible to rq something like that w herPLSSS i def see her as a girl dad nd dont worry this time im not giving u my non-existent first born in return but PLSZS BABY DADDY NAT
— baby daddy fratboy!natalie scatorccio x fem!reader
a/n: baby daddy fratboy lottie is next 😛
summary: she didn’t mean for that to happen. and yeah… she’s terrified but she tries. for this kid. for you. fluff. pregnant!reader. g!p character.
warnings: slight NSFW - MDNI
KNOCKING YOU UP...
This wasn’t supposed to happen at all.
What’s more, Nat was so terrified of even the thought of having a child that she always, always, carried condoms with her. She didn’t even trust girls, who said they were on the pill. She had to check for herself that she was protected.
And maybe she was careful… but in the end, she still ended up in bed with you, drunk and high like never before.
Later, Nat tried to convince herself it was because you looked so good that night. She had watched, no, been tortured, by the sight of her girl dancing all night. It was only natural that after another bottle and who the fuck knows how many joints, well… she got hard just looking at you. Painfully hard.
She tried to hide it, adjusting her too tight jeans, scanning herself with already bloodshot eyes. And just when she thought she looked fine, the erection wasn’t visible, and she was calming down...
You came and sat on her lap.
“Jesus Christ,” she muttered, squirming beneath you.
You started rambling something about some rumors, sipping your drink and breathing heavily from dancing. Finally, at some point, you shifted, felt the bulge, and went silent, staring at her.
Neither of you had ever been that turned on by each other before. So naturally... Nat completely forgot about the condoms. She beat herself up over it afterward, feeling guilty in a way she couldn’t quite shake.
So yeah, Nat panicked when you came into her room at the frat house and told her you were pregnant. For a moment, you didn’t even get a response. She sat on her bed, looking at you like she was trying to reject what she’d just heard.
“I need a walk,” she finally choked out, and grabbing her leather jacket, she practically ran out of the house, leaving you alone in her room. The door slammed behind her. Jackie and Lottie were home, and the fact that Nat bolted like she was on fire, even though her girlfriend was there, was... at the very least, suspicious.
That evening, you ended up crying into Lottie’s shoulder, while Jackie tried to reassure you that Nat would come back and that everything would be okay.
And indeed, just when you were almost asleep, propped up against the headboard and wrapped in every blanket Jackie's hands could reach earlier that day, Nat returned. Sober, which was already good. She smelled like cigarette smoke and was soaking wet, so you figured it must’ve been raining outside.
She collapsed next to you, slowly resting her head on your lap breathing like she’d just run a marathon. She didn’t have the courage to look you in the eye but she was there. At least.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered, her throat tightening. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have…”
A moment of silence. Nat shifted, pressing a kiss to your hand, the same one that just seconds ago had been tangled in her hair.
“I’m really sorry, baby.”
PREGNANCY...
Nat was terrified of absolutely everything related to your pregnancy. She treated you like something incredibly fragile, as if she might break you with just a careless wave of her hand. And honestly, it was hard to blame her, with her parents, well… she definitely didn’t win the lottery.
The first few weeks were filled with choking guilt, a constant, gnawing fear buried deep in her mind, and a complete lack of clue about what to do.
Her first goal was to apologize. You weren’t holding a grudge, but Nat needed full, verbal confirmation that you weren’t angry she ran out so suddenly. And truthfully, she was just embarrassed.
Flowers became an everyday thing. She didn’t have much money, so she’d ask Lottie to lend her some. Just for now, she knew she was racking up a debt. Though Lottie never, not even once, asked to be paid back during your pregnancy.
That’s when Nat realized she needed a job. Anything, just to give you and the baby decent living conditions, not a dorm room or a frat house reeking of weed.
Maybe she didn’t know how to be a good father. Didn’t know how to take care of you or the baby, and kept wondering how the hell she wasn’t going to fuck everything up. But one thing was certain: she wasn’t going to let you live like that.
She clung to every opportunity, until eventually she landed a job at a gas station, working for next to nothing. But it was something. Enough to rent even the tiniest apartment. She’d come home in the morning, taking night shifts, because she decided college could wait. Right now, it was all about you and the baby.
She’d find you in the bathroom getting ready for class, step up behind you and gently wrap her arms around you, pressing a kiss to your neck.
“You don’t need all that shits and makeup, you look beautiful,” she’d mumble, barely staying on her feet after working all night.
You always wanted to protest, you’d literally been throwing up twenty minutes ago and probably looked like hell but she’d always say the same thing:
“You’re still my most beautiful girl.”
She’d go to sleep after that, only to wake up around noon and cook lunch for when you got home. She had never cared about nutrition or any of those stupid shits before, but now she learned how to cook.
Because you needed to eat well. She did the grocery shopping, cleaned the place while you were out. Even if you didn’t spend most nights together, Nat made sure the fridge was stocked and the house spotless.
Nat, who texted you basically every hour, asking if you were okay, if you’d eaten, if you managed to shower. Maybe she should come over and help? What should she pick up on the way back? Maybe you two could go out this weekend?
Honestly, if she could’ve installed a tracking app on your phone, she would’ve.
Natalie who stopped spending money on weed. Every time her hands itched to go get some, she went to the store instead and bought baby clothes or toys. Which eventually led to a mountain of things for the baby who wasn’t even born yet.
Nat, who decided she wouldn’t pay anyone fucked up amounts for a crib and one day, after measuring everything carefully, built one herself, covering the living room in sawdust. She stood at the end of it all, sweaty in a tank top, and gave a proud nod.
“I told you you’d figure it out,” you said with a soft smile and she scrunched her nose.
You’d say that. Because you had to be the one to reassure Nat that she could do it. That she wasn’t like her father. That nothing her parents had done defined her as a parent now. That she was going to be so much better, and that you’d learn it all together.
She’d nod. And indeed, with every tiny onesie she bought, every piece of furniture she put together, every doctor’s appointment she went to, she grew a little less afraid. A little less afraid of that deep love and attachment for a tiny human who wasn’t even here yet.
She was still nervous about touching your belly, like she might somehow hurt you. You’d take her hand and place it over the spot where the baby was kicking. Her eyes would widen, and for a moment she’d stare at you in shock.
“You feel that?”
“Christ,” she’d mutter, instantly adjusting herself on the bed and pressing her hands gently to your stomach. “Someone’s kicking hard.”
She’d smile softly to herself. And for the first time, she kissed your belly.
For the first time in her life, Nat felt a bit of peace. No parties, no chaos. All the student drama and arguments suddenly felt blown out of proportion. She found calm in work, in grocery trips, in quiet evenings with you, lightly stroking your bump.
Nat, who tied your shoes and helped you get dressed when it started becoming too painful. You wanted so badly to stay independent, but whenever she heard even the smallest groan, she was right there.
“Give it to me,” she’d say, kneeling in front of you and taking your socks.
“I can do it myself,” you’d grumble.
“I know you can,” she’d smile, slipping them on three times faster than you could. “But I’m helping anyway.”
Nat, who stopped smoking in the apartment. She still went to the frat house sometimes, but she’d come home earlier now. She physically couldn’t stand being away from you. Especially when you’d stop replying after a certain hour, and she knew you’d fallen asleep.
“It’s me,” she’d whisper, slipping into bed and wrapping her arms around you. You stirred, but when you felt her familiar hands, you started drifting off again.
“It’s just me. Go back to sleep, baby.”
Because maybe Nat ran away at the very beginning. But in the end, she always came back to you. And that you were sure of.
BIRTH...
The moment your water broke, Natalie panicked again. Only for a moment, because, truth be told, she had planned everything out well in advance, just so she’d know exactly what to do. For once in her life, she was prepared. It just…caught her a little off guard.
The entire time, she bombarded you with questions if you're not dying..yeah. Even her italian accent slipped out.
Even after you were already at the hospital, taken over by a whole team of doctors and nurses, she'd stil lighlty panicking. When you finally snapped at her, sweating from the effort and pain, Nat realized she probably wasn’t helping at all and stepped back. A nurse gently escorted her to the waiting room, saying it would take some time and that maybe she should come back in a few hours.
Nat didn’t hear a word of it, her mind was still with you. It was already late, and she had made up her mind: she’d sleep outside the delivery room if that’s what it took.
At first, she paced nervous circles down the hallway, her footsteps echoing off the walls, until eventually she landed on one of the hard plastic chairs, drifting off to sleep. It was late. Nat was exhausted.
In the middle of the night, they called her in, and not even drugs had ever jolted her like the words that your daughter is here.
She stood frozen in the middle of the room, eyes scanning the tiny baby in your arms like she couldn’t quite believe that this child, this life, existed in part because of her.
“Do you want to hold her?” you asked, your voice hoarse, but gentle smile playing on your lips.
Natalie hesitated. Then she reached out and took the little one from you, her hands were shaking, but she managed to hold on her kid. The fragile body still swollen, red, impossibly small.
And as Natalie looked down at the baby, she murmured something quietly under her breath. A secret, just between her and her daughter.
“I’ll never hurt you. I promise," words she never heard but wished. "You're safe with me."
FIRST MONTHS...
Nat wasn’t home most nights, and as much as it pained her, she couldn’t always be there to help. But it was a completely different story in the mornings when you had to go to class, and sometimes left her alone with the baby.
“I can take her with me…” you’d offer, but Nat would already be silencing you with a kiss.
“You’ve done enough. I’ve got this,” she’d say every time, pulling you close, like she was trying to show her gratitude just for you being there.
She had to learn. Learn how to hold the baby, how to change her, how to feed her. When nap time was (that part came easily, since she could nap too), and when the baby just wanted to play or needed attention. At first, when the little one started crying, Nat would panic convinced she’d done something wrong. But then you’d walk in, reassuring her she was doing great. That this kind of thing just happened.
Nat, who sometimes brought Jackie, Lottie, and Shauna over so she could sleep after a night shift. She didn’t want to burden them with some form of weird babysitting, but something made them offer anyway. And so the three frats sat in the living room with the tiny baby, having serious conversations with someone making utterly unserious noises while a random cartoon played in the background.
“Jackie, what are you doing…?” Nat raised an eyebrow, watching Jackie hold the baby up toward… the top kitchen cabinets?
“She’s never been up there, so…” Jackie started, but Shauna usually just snorted, cutting her off. Not quite mocking her , just softening too, at the sight of those little eyes that looked exactly like yours. “So I’m showing her,” Jackie would roll her eyes.
Nat, who made it her mission to completely spoil the kid once she was old enough. Sweets? Of course. Playgrounds? Even better. Now, instead of spending money on substances, she spent it on toys, and anything the baby reached for at the store.
Nat, who would explain classic rock bands to the baby who barely understood what was going on. But hey, at least Nat’s rings sparkled in the sunlight, and you’d watch the whole scene with amused affection.
“I'm providing an education,” Nat would mutter when you brought it up.
Nat, who started saving up for a tiny bike.
Nat, who would sit her daughter on her motorbike, telling her that one day, she’d teach her to ride and get her one just like it.
She didn’t tell you I love you very often. Nat expressed things through actions. Through how she took care of everything: the baby, the bills, the household. But now, she’d randomly say it during the day. Sometimes, she’d just leave little sticky notes behind before heading off to work.
Nat made sure you two went on at least one date a month, and always tried to take the baby out for walks whenever she could.
She wasn’t like her father.
And maybe that’s exactly the confirmation she’d always needed.
I read the FWB nat HC and bestie PLEASE never use that pig photo again. Shits gonna give me nightmares 😭
JSANDMSAKJ IM SO SORRY I SUCK AT AESTHETICS IDK HOW TO PUT CUTE PHOTOS TOGETHER TO DECORATE MY WORKS LIKE MOST WRITERS DO, ALL I HAVE IN MY GALLERY OF YJ IS A BUNCH OF BRAINROT PHOTOS LIKE THAT😭😭😭
༘⋆ it all started with an innocent kiss during some party, you and nat were both wasted and almost didnt know what were doing
༘⋆ except for nat who for some reason got sober out of nowhere as soon as she realized that ur lips were on hers!! was almost hard for her to tell that it was real but oh boy seeing the girl she has complicated feelings for (love for sure was one of them) made her world upside down
༘⋆ the next morning was kinda awkward, the way u were very VERY oblivious/ignorant of what happened last night made her hopes go down instead, or well atleast that was what nat thought
༘⋆ but what she didn't expect was for you to drag her behind the bleachers after a match and question her on everything that happened last night
“i have a feeling that i- we kinda fucked up last night right? tell me everything nat or im breaking with u” fucked up??? That's what you call a long make out session with her?? it amazed her the way you didn't notice how that wasted kiss almost changed her life while u were there thinking that it was a MISTAKE????
༘⋆ after she told you everything nat could swear she noticed the way you were kinda happy? with everything that happened? after almost telling her that it was a mistake, you're now suddenly kinda curious about it, asking for details AND asking if you could do it again?
༘⋆ but who is nat to reject you and your brought from heaven lips??, so of course she kissed you again, this time longer, kinda messy but full of love (from her pov), careless that jackie or someone might be near and see u both, if you wanted to retrieve what happened last night she will make sure the job will be done ten times better than before!!
༘⋆ it almost turned into a routine, everyday, behind the bleachers, after a noisy jackie left because one day she almost caught you kissing and Nat being hands deep in your bra, till one day you made sure your parents left for 2 weeks and invited her over, everyday, after classes, till midnight.
༘⋆ those 2 weeks for you both were the best of the best, the sloppy makeouts, the way you let her touch your body, how you let her be the top and take care of everything, but for nat were something more, she knew that all this was just some silly extra friendship activities because all the mornings after in school you were still treating her as your “bestie” but her heart was taking another direction, she started to enjoy it way too much for her liking, she hated the way her heartbeat increased every time the bell rang and you, like any other day, came to her desk, wait for her and then walk to your home and start the same “we are probably fucking up our friendship but oh god does it feels good” routine
༘⋆ but what she hated the most was that horrible feeling every time she watched you spend too much time with lottie, hated the way during lunch you ditch her and instead run up to lottie and spend the whole break with her instead of your “best friend” , the way sometimes you make your conversations about perfect charlotte mathews and how she’s a badass on field, has a lot of money, and how she gifted you some of her expensive jackets that she "swears goes very perfect with your cute style” and especially how you started wearing them almost everyday.
༘⋆ was it jealousy? maybe but nat wont accept it, anddddd wont accept that after seeing you spend a lot of time with lottie she started bad talking about her with you
“did you hear that rumor that lottie is using dirty ways to get clothes?”
“ I mean I'm no one to criticize her ways, but if she has a lot of money then…”
“ do you think lottie do drugs but the heavy ones? kevyn told me that he saw her taking some big white pills a few days, and let me tell you that those are the hard kind”
“also do you think that's the reason she’s so good on field? i heard theres some drugs for that”
༘⋆ especially wont accept how happy she got when after hearing the last one about lottie being on hard drugs you started to see her less often, now you're all for her again!! now there's no lottie or another disgraceful presence taking you away from her.
༘⋆ but nat should have know better, should’ve expected that having you, such a beautiful person, will always attract someone, and now there is no one else but her damn captain, jackie, someone nat knows cant mess with…
havent posted anything cuz squid game s3 left me EMPTY from all dat crying tf was that??? also what they did to hyunju likeeee she had everything to be a final girl instead of a bunch of some nothingburguer randoms DURING PRIDE MONTH bruh feels kinda homophobic ngl
anygays just needed to rant a little tmrrw ill come up w something<33
