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[naturalborncarbine]

IT’S A WASTED LIFE.

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HEY FUCKIN O.

★ CALL ME ANDRE.

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[explosivities]

snapshots of gabriel

[naturalborncarbine]

why the fuck am i feeling like this. i hate this.

someone get me the fuck out of here.

[danielitas]

[01-05-2001]

feeling sick at the idea of rachel calling the gabriel house phone and being like “something’s happening at the school and i can’t find cal, i’m terrified he’s in danger,” etc etc only to have the awful realisation that she can’t find him because he is the danger

[alkisparanoia-blog]

“I hate the world. Too many god damn fuckers in it.”

— -Eric Harris  (via ewicharris)

[collaredf4g]

Andre did not cut himself that boy definitely punched walls or his arms n legs when in distress

[naturalborncarbine]

can vouch for this bc i left bruises on my temples from getting SO fucking mad that i couldn’t express my emotions properly so i just hit myself until i bruised really bad (and didn’t even notice it left anything major until guardians pointed it out l8r.)

honorable mention to that one time in senior year where i punched the brick wall outside until my knuckles split and blood trickled down the wall.

[hisoska]

[redeliminator]

there is something so heartbreaking about andre's gaze in the car scene with his dad, the one on the prom night. it's so.... full of everything and completely empty at the same time, if you know what I mean. he never looks at his dad. his eyes are all over the place. i knows he's driving so it's partially justified, but it persists even when he seems to be just waiting at the traffic lights. out of all the days, his dad chose the evening not even 2 days before the massacre to tell his son that he was proud of him, something he apparently had never done before. but the message never got through. it hit an invisible wall between them and it wasn't strong enough to tear it down. it was simply too late.

I can't help but think that to some extent, Andre feels sorry in that scene. not enough to back out, not enough for it to give him any hope, but he knows that this man right next to him will be thrown straight into the deepest pits of hell in just two days. and that man is proud of him.

but most of all, he feels sorry for himself.

maybe it's one of the moments when it gets to him how everything could have been so different, so casual. an ordinary life. but it's not. it could never be him. and he knows this.

but here he is, listening to his dad offering this grand gesture to help him pay off his car. little did he know his son didn't give a fuck about paying off a car. it's all so trivial compared to what was in store for both the father and the son.

[naturalborncarbine]

making impulsive decisions ill regret later is probably my thing

[naturalborncarbine]

took a hiatus but im fuckin back.

[reblievdk-deactivated20250510]

[naturalborncarbine]

bro why do these fucking dumbass antis keep thinking that using our tags is okay lmfaooo. as if we wouldn’t mass report. tumblr is a place for outcasts and misunderstood individuals and antis clearly have something going on at home.

like go focus on fixing that receding hairline buddy.

[attack-deactivated20170305]

What are your hobbies?

being angry

[cenobite39]

[naturalborncarbine]

the needle tears a hole

the old familiar sting.

[deadontheweb3]