I’m genuinely the healthiest and happiest version of myself that I’ve ever been. I am full of peace and joy and warmth and goodness. I know who I am today and I’m excited about who I’ll become tomorrow. I am confident and comfortable in my boundaries around my needs. I’ve forgiven myself for the harm I’ve caused (including/especially to myself) and forgiven those who have harmed me. I am on the path that is meant for me and will continue with open hands, welcoming what is for me and letting go of what is not. I feel light and I *am* light - I have released what isn’t mine to carry and have stepped into the shining light that is within my soul. I am doing the work and using my privileges to continue to dismantle all systems of white supremacy/the carceral state, including those within myself. I’m fully aware that violence isn’t always the answer, but equally aware that sometimes it is. My time and energy are in complete alignment with my passions. I am whole and I have everything I need.
When I was deep in a valley about two months ago while navigating through deep grief and several losses, I clearly heard the Lord remind me: “My plan is still to prosper; I haven’t forgotten you” and I see and feel that more and more with each day. He has carried me this far and won’t abandon me now.
I know days won’t always feel like this, but today does (largely thanks do @justqable’s phenomenal friendship and her overall existence as a magnificent/miraculous/spectacular gem on this earth 💎) and I will feel this way again, and again, and again. The journey continues and the work is ongoing. Pinning this so that I can always go back and remember today, in this moment, when I’m overflowing with gratitude. 🌻
















