Nax

| 27 | Broken | Scorpio |

[naxisbroken]

I feel like I'm breaking down all over again

[thebrokengenderqueer]

[naxisbroken]

When you want to die and no one is answering.

It might be a sign...

[naxisbroken]

I'm sorry if i ever hurt you,

I'm sorry if my heart goes away from you,

I'm sorry that you can't touche me anymore,

I'm sorry that i'm so messed up,

I'm sorry that i don't wanna live,

I'm sorry that you can't rely on me,

I'm sorry if i'm being mean to you,

I'm sorry that you love me,

I'm sorry that i seduced you,

I'm sorry that i let you in my terrible life,

I'm sorry if i die and let you alone,

I'm sorry for everything.

[naxisbroken]

I want to hold you son fucking bad, it's burning in my chest.

You make my mind twirl and sink deeper than ever.

I'm l'ost in your sweet blue eyes.

[agonisingpain]

[agonisingpain]

[completely-switched-off]

I'm scared of your rejection

and I know it's going to happen.

[naxisbroken]

I fucking want to disappear.

[http-xxaxx]

[jaceisanedgelorddd]

Anyone else tempted to take a ton of sleeping pills and sleep an entire week away to avoid eating? Because same.

[naxisbroken]

I eat a lot less than I should.

Why is my weight not dropping? Not a fucking kg, nothing.

It's like my body is telling me to fuck off.

I just wanna be pretty putain.

Feeling like a fat piece of garbage.

[healinghersoul]

never related so much.

[depresslife22]

[thxtfuckup]

[hopeful-for-more]

Honestly same it’s been one hell of a struggle. I’m kinda like ‘well damn what do it do now’

[iamquietlydrowning]