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no idea if anyone is still interested, but here’s my new writing blog
i’ve been thinking about deleting all of my writings and starting fresh. or at least have the blogs inactive so people can still read my old works.
as indecisive as I am, i have no idea, but I just want to know if you guys are okay with that.
i don’t know if anyone’s interested, but i thought about making a group chat for writers of any fandom
the only difference is: no smut writers
it’s because there are people who are uncomfortable with smut. but you can always make your own group chat for it.
i’m not 100% sure yet, but if anyone is actually interested, you can send me an ask of your kakaotalk id (and be off anonymous please)
maybe reblog if you want??
here’s the form for those who want to join!
i’m gonna see if I can do requests, so feel free to give some requests?
it’ll be helpful if you make it as descriptive as possible but i’ll try to be as creative as possible. And please request one at a time, that’ll be very helpful.
Unusual (Ten)
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An au where you are an idol of a group and you’re told to cover a song that’s completely different than what you’re used to, as a special stage and vice versa.
A/N: This is basically the same idea with the Jisung one bc i’m unoriginal but hopefully it’s sorta different?? also it’s a mix of both nct u groups from the current era (you know, boss and baby don’t stop). apparently not many people like male readers but this is gonna be a male reader. most of the names for the members used are from generators bc i’m not creative enough to come up with a name.
Ok so you are in this group right
In a company that’s VERY small and almost no one knows
You’re the dancer and the vocalist
You can rap too but you don’t rap in the songs
You’re also the youngest, a casual 00 liner
A christmas baby
There’s 8 of you in a group
And you guys are soccer nerds
Even though you guys don’t play games in your free time, you guys just juggle the soccer ball whenever you can
Of course, making sure nothing breaks
Your concept was different, even though no one seemed to be interested in it
It’s dark and it has horror elements, but not so extreme, it can sometimes get violent but that’s very rare
Your last comeback was kinda devilish but oh well
You guys had two comebacks but they were a year apart from each other
There was one time that you guys were practicing and one of your members fractured his wrist
And that member, we’ll call him Jan
Even though his name is much longer, that’s the name everyone calls him
He didn’t get those casts where you can sign it, and that was boring
But that didn’t stop him from practicing
Your group has some diversity somehow
Of course you have a korean native, then there’s chinese, thai, japanese, heck you have have a vietnamese member
And you’re the who speaks english
Well the vietnamese member can speak english as well and you two sometimes have full english conversations
And the other members scold you two in korean
Oh yeah, you guys are known for making covers of songs
Haha, you know what’s ironic?
You usually do ten’s part
And you sometimes dance to his solo songs
Dream in a dream and new heroes
And those are your favorite songs to listen to
When you guys begin to stretch before practicing
You ask another member to help you stretch
“Hey, hyung, can you help me stretch?” you’d ask
“You’re already touching the ground…” your leader said, his name is jaeseong, aka the only native korean in the group
You guys didn’t know that you have a visitor
Bc apparently your manager has gone missing
The other members have finished stretching and played with the soccer ball
Sometimes, it goes a little too far and it hits you on the head
“Ow!” you yell and roll around until you stop on your stomach
The other members laugh as the leader went to rub your head
You know those asian grandmas that tell you to rub the area that hurts or it’ll get worse?
Yep that’s what jaeseong is
A grandma
Your group finally sees your manager at the door and you all just froze
Except you who’s still face down on the floor
Your manager isn’t scary or anything, it’s just the aura whenever something serious is happening (or has happened)
“We have visitors, so please don’t fool around too much, okay?” he said
You immediately sat up, “Visitors? You say in english
“Visitors!” your english companion say in english too
And his name is Lan btw
TIME OUT
Let’s name everyone first
So there’s you, Jaeseong, Lan (Viet and the one that speaks english), Lu (Chinese), Ken (Japanese), Chan (Thai), Jan (Japanese), and Chi (Viet)
There so everyone’s down
I completely forgot to mention them in the beginning
sorry
TIME IN
Then you two get attacked for speaking English again
Jaeseong walked towards your manager and apologized
Apparently he got a sneak peek of who it was and he got surprised then bowed
You don’t see him bow very often
“Sorry, the other members seem to be a little hyper.” he apologized
Then they finally entered and all of you froze
Wait, is this real?
You all stood normally as they introduced themselves
Nct U?
Then it finally clicked but you guys remain calm
You guys introduced yourselves and say nice to meet you
And they say nice to meet you too
But why are they here?
Heck how did they even find out about this company?
There’s 8 of you and 8 of them
Wait a second
“What brings you guys here?” Jaeseong asked
They stood there confused, “Your manager didn’t tell you?”
Then they explained it and your group basically held their breath
You haven’t even made eye contact with the man in front of you
Aka Ten
All you did was look at your leader as he talked about what your group is all about, content wise
You were caught off guard when someone asked who’s the youngest member
Lan grabbed your arm and made you raised your hand
They were surprised, guess none of them though you’d be the youngest
After all, you are pretty tall
Nct u has seen your covers
Especially ten
But they don’t mention it
Then you guys pick someone to work with bc you’ll be doing their part and vise versa
Jaeseong picks Taeyong, bc he has the best stamina and he’s involved in both songs
Singing isn’t his thing but we’ll see how it goes
Your members did you dirty and picked everyone else but ten
They did that by running and hugging the one who they wanted to work with
Some almost lost their balance and they had to apologize to them
You finally made eye contact with him and he smiled held his hand up for a high five
You couldn’t help but smile back and gave him a high five
You hear your leader’s conversation with Taeyong
“When was your last comeback?” Taeyong asked
“Uh,,,,, last year,,,,”
Taeyong was surprised and Ten was too and looked at you
“Really?!” Ten said
You scratch your head in silence
“Sorry,,,”
It took you two awhile to get started
He shows you the song that you’re doing
Baby don’t stop
He shows you the dance
Oh boy
Also his voice range is way out of your ability
You just anxiously listen to how the song goes and what the choreo is
After a few times watching it and practicing it, you got the dance down
Now the real struggle is the singing
You practice getting the notes right, but each time, you somehow just can’t
Honestly ten’s voice in this song isn’t that high, but you’ve been doing low voices for a few years, it just doesn’t match you
Skipping to the actual performance
Wooo today is the day
It’s been a year since you guys have been on stage
Did you know your hair is a silver color?
Everyone’s hair color basically changed to an abnormal hair color whether it’s light or not
The boss team goes on first
You’re the only one standing off stage and watching everyone dance
You fidget with your hands more than usual
You see the camera pointing at you and you awkwardly wave at it
Being alone with a camera isn’t something you like
You move the mic out of the way so you can whisper to the camera
“I’m super nervous, but I hope I can do this.” you say in english
Then you put the mic back and you continue to fidget
Sometimes you would also dance to the song, only the parts you know
Sooner or later, it was your turn
The lights turn dark and you enter the stage
Then it starts
The lights flash on as the song starts
It kinda hurt your eyes tbh but of course, you didn’t show it
People were surprised on how well you managed the tone of your voice
Apparently it suits you
At some point, it was your close up on camera and you ended up naturally giving a smirk before doing the part where you stand behind Jaeseong
When it was over, you two bowed and went off stage
You were greeted by your other members who tackled you in a hug and saying how much they’re proud for you
Everyone went to see your performance on one of the phones
Immediately the performance starts on you
And they’re just
“OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHH”
Bc that gaze is not your usual gaze
Then later on, nct u came to visit
But everyone but your leader were sleeping when they knocked on the door
Jaeseong opened the door and saw it was taeyong and the others
They were about to throw him in compliments but luckily he told them to be quiet and that everyone else is sleeping
He went outside with them, making sure the door isn’t locked so he doesn’t lock himself out
Then they began to give him compliments, mainly about the group as a whole
“We should do this again.” Taeyong said
Jaeseong smiled, “Of course.”
Adorable Together (Haechan)
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An au where you and haechan are best friends, and everyone keeps telling you guys that you two are adorable together, so you two decided to play it out so everyone can just shut up about it.
You and haechan have been best friends since forever
Like you two would always hang out
Especially if you guys have free time
Now it’s harder since you two separate your ways
But you guys still talk through text and phone calls
“HAECHAN, STOP TALKING ON THE PHONE FOR ONCE!” you’d hear on his end
“Sorry, no can do.” he’d just casually say
You’d laugh softly
You two mainly talk about what’s going on in either end in your lives and you’d say your opinions
“Are you working now?” he asked
“Yeah, at a cafe.”
“Still in Seoul?”
“Yeah.”
Your conversations mainly contain haechan complaining about the members and being completely two faced when someone asked him what he’s saying
That’s when you laugh at him for talking trash about them
But we all know that it’s out of love
You guys talk to often that you pretty much know the other members without even meeting them
You’re happy that he became an idol, but now it just means that you two can hardly meet
“Do you want to meet them?” he suddenly asked
“Aren’t you busy though?”
“If i was, i wouldn’t be asking.”
“True.”
“So??”
“Sure.”
And that’s how you ended up going to a building that Haechan had told you about
You waited by the main entrance in the building, waiting for him to get his slow butt to where you are
You were gonna text him until you were tackled in a hug so suddenly
You were so confused until he let go and there he is
“Dude, you took forever.”
“Not even happy to see me?”
“Nope.”
“Well then.”
“I’M KIDDING.”
Then he took you to his dorm
You guys talked as you two made your way to the dorm, and then when you entered, there was some kind of argument going on
You and haechan just stood there until they finally noticed you
They were so surprised, as if they really just committed a crime in front of you
“Where were you, haechan?” said the older one
“Getting her, where else?”
“Does the manager even know?”
“Of course.”
Really they don’t but shhhh
Then you just introduced yourself as haechan’s friend
You know, nothing special
Then everyone just introduced themselves to you, and apparently there are 17 of them
W h a t
Luckily you manage to remember all of them bc your dumb workplace makes you remember EVERYONE’S names and it’s a hassle
Heck you don’t even see most of them bc of your schedule
Speaking of work, you have it tomorrow
Gross
But that doesn’t stop you from hanging out with your best friend
You two played games together
Mainly video games
You won some and you lost some
But every time one of you lost, you guys get into a play fight
Sometimes you would ‘choke’ haechan
Aka stealing renjun’s job
There were times when you guys were bored with playing games and you guys would lay on each others back and scroll through your phones
And you’d show him pictures of him he’d didn’t think you get
First second, he’d be fine, but then a millisecond later, he’s there trying to get your phone and aiming to delete it completely
When you had to go, of course you were sad
Haechan was being pouty and ended clinging onto you so you wouldn’t leave
Instead of you casually leaving the dorm, you were dragging haechan
“Dude, let go.”
“YOU CAN’T LEAVE ME!!!!!”
It got to the point where the dreamies had to drag him back to the dorm before you could leave the building
Little did you know that his members kept calling you two cute and how adorable you guys are together
You’d just wave at haechan while he’s being dragged back
Tbh you were gonna laugh bc of how ridiculous he is
Instead of you just leave after saying bye
Now let’s skip to the next day
You really don’t want to go to work but you gotta
And you have to be there EARLY
Why? You don’t know
Blame the manager
So you went early, and since it was still closed, you just went in through the back
There was your manager getting things ready, so you decided to help
“Ah, Y/N, there will be guests doing an event where they serve the drinks.”
You nodded, though you were clueless
You were cleaning the tables and the counter, then you see your manager arranging some chairs
You continue to be lost but you still help
You look up when you heard talking that’s not just your manager’s voice
You went to check and you see some familiar faces
You hear a very familiar voice
O h g o d
“Y/N!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” said that very familiar voice
And then you get tackled while holding a wet towel
“Haechan!”
You can hear your manager laughing like a dad
His other members are laughing as well
Now it’s almost time for the place to open and when you were getting stuff ready at the counter, you look up and see a bunch of girls waiting
I?
You deadly afraid to open the doors bc you’re not ready to get trampled over
You casually ignore it and went back to setting the counter up
Then you realize something
You went back to talk to your manager
“Do I have to make ALL of their drinks? I’m alone today!”
“I’ll help you, don’t worry.”
God bless
Tbh you two are the only who makes the drinks fast
That’s why customers are always happy when they see you working
Except today, but you didn’t care
Are you ready for the doors to open?
No
But it happened anyways
Haechan’s group greeted the customers
You and the manager just worked on drinks and boy were they tiring
The members were handing out the drinks with the signed cardboard cup holders
You know, the one for hot drinks
I don’t even know if they have an actual name
Anyways, you just kept working, and you didn’t even noticed haechan looking at you
Bc he has never seen you this serious before
In his life
also being really serious about making drinks seems like a funny thing to him
But you were into it, or as far as it looks like, so he didn’t saw a word about it
A couple hours later and all the orders were done, now his group is just talking to the fans
Haechan was nice enough to get you a cup of water after you finished making the last drink
Don’t worry, he didn’t put anything in it bc he doesn’t know where anything is
You casually accepted the drink and took a sip
Yep, normal
You tell him that you’ll be in the back resting as his group is talking and you leave
Tbh, he didn’t want you to leave
But he knew you needed a break
You were just chilling as you can hear the fans from all the way in the backroom
Little did you know that you ended up falling asleep
“Y/N? Are you alright?”
You woke up instantly, finding out it was your manager
“Yeah, I’m just tired, that’s all.” you answer and casually take a sip of the water
You got up and went to check the front, now it’s empty
You just casually cleaned up the place, just sweeping and wiping the table and setting the place back to what it was before
After that, you finally finished work as a coworker showed up
You check your phone and there’s a text from the boy himself
‘I don’t know if you’re still tired, but if you can, can you come to the building again? I have something to tell you.’
You know it’s one of his ideas and it usually doesn’t benefit both of you
But you went anyways, after you cleaned up
This time, he actually waited for you
“Who are you and where’s the real haechan?”
“Y/N PLEASE.”
Anyways, he took you somewhere else that’s not the dorm so no one else can hear this from him
You’re confused on what’s going on
Why did it need to be private??
Haechan???
There’s just a table for the both of you
Once you guys sit down, he just sighed
“What’s wrong?” you ask
“Everyone’s saying we’re adorable together.”
“And?”
“It’s annoying and i get the vibe that they want me to date you.”
“Knowing you, you want to pretend?”
“Exactly! See, that’s why you’re my best friend, you know me so well!”
“Dude, all the other times we got in trouble, it didn’t mean much. This time, you’re ACTUALLY going to be in HUGE trouble.”
“Please, it’s only until they shut up about it!”
“I say this many times in the past, but this time, you’re actually insane.”
“Please?”
“Fine.”
And that’s when it all started
You two continue to remain your daily lives
When you two are able to meet, you’d mainly hang out in his dorm and be all romantic-ish
Both of you are dying on the inside
Then johnny comes in and he’s like “when did you two start dating??”
Haechan just answers “weeks ago.”
Stop lying it was only two days ago
Haechan gave you a quick kiss on the cheek
Bc you guys haven’t done that and that’s why couple’s do, right?
Right?
Well you were ready to kill him
But you’ll do it after all of this is over
Then you guys decided to do a movie night
On what day, who knows
Just whenever he’s free
Let’s skip that to now
Yay! Movie time!!
This time, haechan came to your place so the other members won’t be so annoying
You own a decent size house
Bc you’d get lost in a huge house and you’d feel cramped in a small house
You hear knocking on your door and there’s haechan standing there
You let him in and he’s ‘impressed’ at your decent size house
“So do you want to watch it in the living room or in my room?”
“YOU GOT A TV IN YOUR ROOM?”
“??? yeah?”
“Why do you have 2 tvs if you live alone?”
“Bc 99% of the time, i don't want to get out of my room.”
“... true.”
“So my room then?”
“Sure.”
You enter your room and it's really spacious
“YOUR ROOM IS SO BIG???”
“IT’S NOT??”
Haechan apparently brought some movies that are about a normal high school life
As if he wanted to go to a normal high school
But really he just likes the drama
You let him pick the movie and you popped the disc into the machine and got it started
Also it’s super late out but you two didn’t care
Did haechan snuck out?
Maybe
Swear to god, soon you’re not going to be allowed to visit him again
But oh well
You two watched the movie and haechan seemed to be really into it
Sooner or later, when the movie finished, you thought that you were gonna fall asleep
Turns out haechan fell asleep
And was already on your bed curled up under your blanket
Normally you would be mad, but this time you couldn’t
Why? Who knows.
Normal couple would be all soft and cute, but you two are alone, so you just left him to rest
Not the first time you got 0 sleep, so you’re functioning fine
For now
But you just made yourself a smoothie to drink
You just lean by the counter and drink your smoothie until you hear something
A “aaaaaaaa” out of nowhere
That noise actually had a specific note and you were completely confused
You went to check and there’s haechan
Still sleeping
Still doing that note
Are you serious?
You went back downstairs into your kitchen to clean up your cup once you finished
You have more, but you have no idea if he wants some
You hear more sounds and when you checked outside
It’s pouring
Yikes
Now is he going to get home
Possibly get caught
This idiot
A blessing that it’s your day off though, bc you’re not leaving the house when it’s raining hard
You sat on your couch and looked through your phone
You have a feeling that the members are going to be looking for him
Couple hours later, the boy finally wakes up
Then he just plopped into the seat next to you on the couch and laid his head on your lap
“You know we don’t have to act like a couple, since it’s only us here.”
“Yeah, but I wanted to lay down.”
“On my lap?”
“Yeah.”
Then he went through his phone
“Uh oh, they seemed like they were looking for me.”
“Not surprised.”
“That means I have to go.”
“It’s pouring.”
“Oh really?”
“Damn, you can’t hear, can you?”
“I’m still tired.”
“Can you take me back?”
“You can text them my address.”
“Aw, ok.”
Then a few minutes later, there’s a car waiting in front of your house
Well it’s time for him to go
But before that, he snatches a kiss on the cheek and immediately ran out to the car before you could catch him
You sighed when you see him enter the car, and he waved at you before the door closed
You waved and closed your own door
You’re definitely going to kill the kid
Moments later, you receive a text from him
“I got scolded at for hanging out with you whenever I have free time. Also, for dating you from the manager.”
“I almost started laughing when they mentioned dating you. Everyone else seemed to be against the manager’s idea of breaking up with me.”
“They want me to keep our dating a secret, but we’re not that dumb.”
“Now the manager is scolding me, i gotta go, bye!”
That’s all the text messages he sent
You’re not even surprised
But you’re also a little worried, because this can actually ruin his job
You should have rejected him
After that, you haven’t heard from him in awhile
But you couldn’t check your phone much bc now work has been more hectic
You’ve been working until late at night
Doesn’t help that you hardly get any sleep now a days
But that’s bc you can never knock out without doing anything that bores you
You hear your manager saying there’s another event happening at the cafe again on the day you work alone
God dang it
Now a days, on your break, you fall asleep in the back room and someone has to wake you up
Skipping to the day of the cafe event
This time you actually got a decent amount of sleep
And you’re not falling asleep while working
You were just working and ignoring everything as you were setting everything up
You hear familiar voices again, and this time, you didn’t want to hear it
Of course you didn’t want to open the doors that a bunch of girls wait for
This time you were actually alone, bc your manager became sick and the other manager that came doesn’t do drinks
Ugh
You hear screeching or some sort of high pitch laugh
Anyways
You opened the door and went to the counter and started to do orders
You ignored the commotion
You’re pretty much like a robot bc you’re working alone
All the talking is giving you the headache, as well as the smell of the coffee
When you finally finished all of their drinks, you returned to the back of the cafe
Basically switching places with the group holding the event
Little did you know that it’s haechan’s group
The dreamies
But you didn’t bother to look at them
Haechan took a glance at you then continued walking
You sat down on a chair in the break room and just took a book to read
Why?
You just didn’t feel like looking through your phone
Sooner or later, you hear everyone saying by to the fans and the fans saying bye in unison
Does your headache gets worse?
Yes it does but you’re not even bothered
You got up and went to check
The cafe’s empty and apparently the dreamies are nice enough to clean up the place
You hear some of them complaining and there’s the high pitch laugh again
Now your headache is bothering you
Sucks that you’re here until the cafe closes
You cleaned up the break room as it was a bit of a mess and then went to the front
Of course you walked passed the dreamies and not making eye contact
This time, each of them looked at you as they passed by, thinking that you’d say something
But you didn’t
You set up the counter once again then hearing the door open and you look up
Oh look, it’s your coworker, let’s call him Jun
Aka the ONLY coworker you work with
“I heard there was an event here while you were the only one working.” he said
“It was hell.”
“I can tell from how you talk.”
“Now hurry up before customers come.”
“Alright, Alright.”
Then Jun went to the back to get ready
Then he sees this one guy just sitting there
Why?
Who is he?
He was looking through a book and doesn’t seem to notice him
Well he just took off his jacket and put his things down next to yours, putting on the apron and went back to the front
“Uh, Y/N, there’s someone in the back.”
“Who?”
“I don’t know who he is, he might be from the event.”
God dang it
You didn’t want to go check who it is, since you already have a feeling of who it might be
“I’ll see who it is later.”
“You mean until the cafe closes?”
“Pretty much.”
You just continue working as you can hear him sighing and starting to work
Then when the cafe was closing, you and Jun finished up cleaning the building as the manager locks the doors
You two walk to the back of the cafe and you see him sitting there
By him i mean haechan
You and Jun grabbed your things, but you let Jun leave first
You poke haechan and he instantly tackles you into a hug
“Dude, why are you still here!?”
“I was waiting for you, but you didn’t want to talk it seems.”
“It’s bc i have a headache, also, why didn’t you talk to me for the past couple of weeks?”
“Manager took my phone away and tried to make me not talk to you anymore.”
You flick his forehead
“Ow, what was that for!?”
“Getting yourself into more trouble than you already are!”
“I gotta do it for my lovely girlfriend.”
He grabbed your hand gently and stroked your knuckles
You sighed and then froze when he stole another kiss on the cheek
This time, you managed to catch him and ‘choke’ him
You two haven’t laughed together in so long, it’s kinda refreshing
But you flick his head
“Go home before you get even more trouble!”
“But I won’t be able to talk to you for weeks, or months even!”
“I don’t want you to risk losing your job!”
I’M SORRY THIS IS GETTING SUPER LONG SO I’M SKIPPING TO MONTHS LATER
So you’ve been doing this fake dating thing for months
Meaning months of haechan finding ways to talk to you as he still hasn’t his phone back
And months of scolding him to stop getting himself in trouble
Luckily it didn’t get to the media or else you’re really dead
You had a final chance to visit his dorm before you can’t go anymore bc of how much trouble haechan has caused
You visit the building and of course, haechan is there
You can see him smiling, of course he’s happy to see you
He wrapped his arm around your neck
“Should we tell them now?” you whisper to him
“That’s what we’re gonna do.”
You two smile at each other as you both enter the dorm
“Well are you two happy?” you hear Johnny say
You two look at each other, then look at johnny with a smile
Apparently, everyone else can hear you two and they all came to the front to greet you
You two look away from each other and scratch your necks
They all look sad, “Don’t tell me you took the manager’s word and broke up?” jungwoo said
You two smile, but it was more of a sad smile
You hear them going oh no
Honestly if they had guts, they would fight the manager
You two laughed and high fived each other
Everyone seemed hella confused
“Why are you happy?”
“Why?” You said
“It was all a joke!”
Everyone just looked at you two as if you two commited a crime
Renjun did his usual choking on haechan
“That’s not something to be joking about!” renjun yelled
“I know, but you guys won’t shut up about us!” he said while being shaken
Then when renjun finally let him go, ten had a thought
“Why don’t you guys do it for rea? It won’t hurt.”
What a liar
You and harchan look at each other and then looked back at ten and say in unison
“Yeah, no thanks.”
Forgotten (Jeno)
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An au where you and jeno were the duo in school, and you were close friends when you two were little, but as soon as you transferred to a different school, you lost contact with him.
A/N: i miss writing so here i am, and i’m making this female reader bc it’s easier on me and i end up using female pronouns like halfway through writing. this might get really messing, just a warning bc all of this is literally from my head. for once this is really bad sorry
I know it’s mentioned in the description but you two were the duo in school
Like THE DUO
And you two were adorable together when you guys were young
You guys would always pair up when it’s a co-ed project
Even though jeno has other friends when it comes to having to work with the same gender
You don’t,,,,
You didn’t rely on jeno for communication or anything
Interacting just wasn’t your thing
Even though that’s pretty much used in every scenario but oh well
Then a few months into the second year in school together, your mom decided to move back to the states
Why?
Family issues
We’re not gonna get into that
You feel like you forgot how to speak english bc of how often you talk to jeno erugiherg
And with that, your parents decided to get you a new phone
Your dumb butt decided not to transfer your contacts as you just thought you were gonna never talk to them again
You still have that phone, but it’s dead bc you never charge it
You still continue your path of singing and dancing, but you mainly focused on singing
And you have a sibling who’s focusing on dancing
Guess it matches well
You two just used youtube to share your works
Of course your sister is more known bc you hardly use your social media nor post videos
You’re only known for your covers since it’s the audio your sibling uses for their covers
Only you used a different name to go by on social media, bc your parents wanted you to, and they wouldn’t let you if you used your real name
Sometimes you appear in your sibling’s videos for dance covers, and whenever someone asks who you are, your sibling just answers ‘just a friend who agreed to do a cover with me’
Yes your entire face is pretty much covered by a hat and mask
On jeno’s side of the whole story
We know what he’s doing
But he’s been focused on it so much that he basically forgot you
One day, you were searching through youtube and found a video with him as a thumbnail
You checked it out and you couldn’t help but smile in awe
It’s so nice to see your friend finally debuting
Oh yeah, your sibling knows you were close friends with jeno
Bc you talk to them on your free time
Your parents don’t hate each other, but they’re not married anymore
Sounds complicated and i’m sorry for that ewiuhgiuerhg
Apparently you live in one of the places that sm does their monthly auditions
And a few months later, when you actually have time
Your sibling tried to convince you to go with them
Honestly you were fine being a normal cover channel
Which isn’t that popular but that doesn’t stop you from singing
And you had a job too which you were completely fine with
But even your parents wanted you to go
Which means you were going
Tbh you really didn’t want to go
You knew there was training involved and you HATE training your vocals
Even though you can still speak korean perfectly fine, you feel like you're gonna end up butchering it
If you get accepted anyways
It was coming soon and you two were planning your thing
Your sibling was so good with coming up with choreography that you knew they were gonna get in
You KNEW it
You on the other hand
Not so confident
Everyone keeps telling you to be confident
You nod but you just can’t
You’re just gonna wing it since you can’t not be nervous
Then the day comes
And how nice, it was the day nct dream decided to come visit the auditions
You didn’t know that but apparently everyone else did
When your family got to the place, your nervousness skyrocketed
You were definitely not prepared for this
You wore your usual attire that you wear in your sibling’s videos
When you guys came in, many people recognized your sibling
When you guys got your numbers, you waited
While you waited, you two played games, mainly hand games
And you two stretched and then just chilled until your numbers were called
When your numbers are called, you both went
You can feel everyone staring at you
Like, why are you wearing a hat and a mask when they need to see who you are??
When you entered the room, there was nct dream and your sibling almost freaked out
You motioned them to calm down and they did
Let’s make this the we young era so they’re all wearing their sailor clothes
“Excuse me, miss, can you please take off your hat and mask?” you hear one of them say
Who said it?
Mark did, but you didn’t know who he was
You apologized and did as asked
You fixed your hair as you took off your hat and mask
Your hair is average length, so you didn’t need to worry about it getting into your face too much
You two greeted in english so they know who’s who
You guys were getting ready the dance portion of your performance
You can feel one of them staring at you
Of course it was jeno
But it was a stare as if he was trying to remember something
Yet his memory failed him
Then you guys started and BOY YOU WERE GUYS POWERFUL
You were showing off your moves when you had a solo part
And same with your sibling
You didn’t see dream’s faces, but they were surprised and amazed by both of your dancing skills
You look like you wasted so much of your energy on dancing
“Y/N, you said you were going to sing too, do you have the energy for it?” one of the judges say
You didn’t answer, instead, your sibling did
“You’re just underestimating her stamina.” they said softly, but some of the members in dream heard them
You were given a hand mic
Like a normal person would, you checked the mic, and luckily it was working
Luckily, you’ve been doing covers of english songs, and even same some songs that you wrote both in korean and english
Mostly for your sister’s dance covers but you also sing osts
Instead you just sang an english song you really like
Your sibling is standing in the back and swaying side to side as you sang
It’s seems like an emotional song, but it’s really bc how your voice is and the song
When you were done, the judges nod and wrote down something on the paper
Your sibling gave you your water bottle as you were busy clearing your dry throat
Time skip bc my uncreative butt got in the way
After your private auditions, you and your sibling got to meet again
Of course you had your hat and mask back on as you left the room
You’re dying from heat since you’re wearing all black but you couldn’t care less
Your sibling tried to get you to take off the hat and the mask while fanning you
But you refused since you were in a room with a bunch of other people who didn’t know you were the other person dancing in your sibling dance covers
Skipping again bc i’m dumb
Results came a few days later as you were just chilling and singing to a random song
“Y/N!!!!!” you hear your sibling yelling from another room
Instead of yelling back, you walk over to the room they were in
And as usual they’re in their practice room
“What.”
“Did you check your email?”
“No?”
“GO CHECK!”
“OK!”
And you went
But your sibling decided to follow you to your recording room which your dad still kept
Thank god
“Did you get in?” you ask
“Yeah, surprisingly.”
“Surprisingly? Dude, I didn’t see their face, but I’m what I saw in my side vision, those kids were surprised and impressed by your dancing!”
Your sibling laughed, “oh shut up!”
“Besides, aren’t you happy you passed?”
“I am!”
“You don’t seem like it.”
“JUST GO CHECK YOUR EMAIL!”
“OK!”
Then you checked your email
It’s not there
Your sister was confused
But then you checked your spam and there it was
You wondered why it was in your spams, but then you remembered so many people wanted to scout you and you just kept rejecting them to the point that you just ignored their emails
You clicked and there was the email
It’s in all in korean, great
And your sibling didn’t understand it bc her email was in English
You read it like a book and you made a face
“What did it say?” you sibling asked
“They accepted me, but they want me to sing face to face.”
“Why? Were you too good for just a recording?”
“Oh shut up!”
You were ready to fight your sibling
But apparently your parents were listening and willing to have you go back to korea for it
“Well, back to Seoul I guess.” you say
Luckily staying in the city isn’t an issue, since you have a family there
When your sibling and everyone else has left, you stared at your old phone
You could backup your contacts now, but all of your friend contacts are useless to you, knowing they completely forgot about you
Now you gotta plan the flight and pack or else your family is gonna rush you
By family, i just mean your sibling
Of course they’re excited, bc they’ve never been out of the states before
Then when the time came, your mom and your sister was ready
Your dad decided to stay to watch over the house
So when you guys finally made it to seoul, you guys were greeted by your family
Your sibling was so lost and you told your side of the family about them
They still seemed confused, but you’ll translate for them later
Tbh you would have done it a few months later but them you would have to go through the whole audition process again and that alone was already draining
Skipping to the part when you actually went to the building itself
Already you could feel yourself getting lost in this gigantic building
Luckily there was someone who’s willing to show you the way
Haha guess who
Lee jeno himself of course
Of course you didn’t feel any different than before
And your sibling still clung onto you and tried to hide from jeno, which caused you to walk slower than usual
Jeno turned around as he noticed how slow you were going
“Is everything okay?”
You nod
But how long has it been since you heard someone else speak korean other than your mom?
Too long
You guys just continued walking until you got to the room and you see some adults in it
“Ah, Are you Y/N?” someone in the room asked
You nodded
Probably they didn’t know who you were bc this time, you didn’t hide your face and you wore some color for once
Jeno was nice enough to stay so he could lead you out of the building
They asked you a few questions
One was what school did you go to
You just answered that you went to Seoul School of Performing Arts for a year and transferred to a general public school
Apparently they didn’t know you could speak korean well
Your sibling was surprised that you went to that school
You knew they’re going to talk so much after all this is over
Now they got to the part where you had to sing for them
God this was like the audition all over again
You expected music, but apparently they want you to sing an acapella
Your brain is like
‘I don’t do acapellas but ok’
You sang
You can feel your sibling being proud of you again
You basically used your water bottle as a mic
When you were done, you listened to the adults giving you comments
Apparently some complimented on your korean, ok then
Anyways, great news! You got accepted!!
Your sibling tackled you into a hug and you almost fell
You can hear clapping from Jeno
Then there’s someone yelling, “There you are, Jeno!”
He looked over and smile, “Sorry, I was showing someone where to go.”
They popped their heads in and found you struggling to get your sibling off
It seems like the adults have already left
“Oh, it’s them again!” one of them said
You two look over and your sibling immediately dragged you in front of them
You almost lost your balance
The kid with the purple hair laughed at you
Yep that’s chenle
But you didn’t know that
Yes this is during the we young era and i don’t remember if i mentioned that already
You introduced yourself and your sibling
They’re so pleased to meet you
They introduced themselves too
Then chenle had a thought
“Jeno-hyung, didn’t you have a friend that went to the same school as you?”
Jeno’s just ‘??? what are you talking about?’
Then chenle’s just ‘nevermind’
You look at your sibling and they just looked at you and you know how upset they are that he forgot about you
Tbh mark knows you from school too (from jeno) and luckily he remembers you
Apparently mark wanted to talk to you in private and you nodded
When you followed mark to a different room, he just sighed
“What’s wrong?” you had to ask
“It’s not about me, it’s Jeno.”
“?? what’s wrong with him??”
“Were you Jeno’s friend in school?”
Answering a question with a question is not cool mark
“Yeah… well i WAS.”
“So you kinda knew that he forgot about you?”
“Yep, and it’s not the first time a friend has forgotten about me.”
Friends (Mark)
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An au where you and mark have been friends for a long time, and one of you have feelings for the other, but the other one doesn’t see it that way at all.
A/N: I had this since before i left for vacation lmao.... i didn’t proofread it like i do with all my other works but this one is really bad and i didn’t want to delete it
You know that you and mark are friends and all
It has always been that way
Everyone thought that you two were dating
Even your friends tried to get you to date him
And vise versa
But little did you know that his feelings were going to change
Of course you didn’t know
And he would hang out with you less and less
You didn’t find it a problem though
After all, you knew him since you were around 10
After moving to a new home and he was the first person you met
You work at a bakery, a family bakery that is
Sure you really love to bake, since you’ve been doing it since you were young
And you would follow your parents around and asking them if they need help
Ah yes, you were a sweet child
Until this year where you changed completely
Nothing really happened to you, you just seemed less interested as you used to
Of course you still love baking and you basically do it for a living, but everything else, not so much
One time while you were working, you were on counter duty
And Mark had to bring his group of friends to hang out and eat
Luckily it wasn’t his WHOLE friend group, or you would have left immediately
“Oh, Y/N! You’re working today?” Renjun said
Renjun, aka the only guy that doesn’t give you a bad feeling, so you’re chill with him
“I’m always working, unless you forgot.”
“That’s right, sorry.”
“No, it’s fine.”
Then he just ordered his usual and smiled as he paid and gave his thanks
His cheeks were a little pink, but that’s bc he forgot that you’re always working
Then came his other friend, Donghyuck, but you were told to call him Haechan
But you never did bc you don’t talk to him that often
Turns out he ordered for Mark to, but you just did what you needed to
Really, you didn’t care if he was up to something, even if he hasn’t talked to you in weeks
Which will turn into months if he continues this
Well you gave everyone their order and put the money in the cash register, then you headed to the back and took off your apron
You sighed as you still need to help your parents clean up in the kitchen
“Y/N! Y/N!” you hear someone yell from the front
“I swear to god.” you mumble as you hear your parents chuckle
You went to check and……..
You see mark on top of one of his friends… which turns out to be renjun
You kinda just stare blankly before returning to the back of the bakery
You knew they were play fighting, bc that’s what they always do
In the front of the bakery, the others were laughing as mark finally got up and helped Renjun
“Why did you guys have to push him towards me!?” Renjun yelled
Of course his soft tone doesn’t really help
Renjun really hopes that you still don’t hate him
Mark on the other hand… it’s going to be quite an issue
Now ever since that incident, you were in the back of the bakery baking
You didn’t tell your parents what happened in the front, but it’s mainly so you can actually move around in a large space more
Well, by large… it’s not that large
But enough so people can go around and get the ingredients they needed
For once, it’s fun bc you can get your hands dirty
You look like you’re not having fun from the window, but it’s just that you’re serious about it
When Mark and his friends come to the bakery, they’re surprised to see someone else by the counter
Maybe they weren’t happy about the incident and asked to change their job position?
The thought of that made them sad, but they still ordered, sat and ate
While they were sitting and chatting, the worker walked to the back as their shift was over
The door continuously flapped and they see you laughing and smiling with the other workers as you made were kneading the dough
Flour was on your cheeks and your clothes
God how long has it been since they saw you being really happy?
Not giving a casual smile, but a really happy smile, like you were having the time of your life
Mark was hurt, the most between him and Renjun
After all, he was the one who has feelings for you
You just can’t see it, can you?
Well let’s skip it to when you actually do know about it
You were just minding your business as it was a holiday, and you were finally able to hang out with your family
And your cousin who turns out to be also in Mark’s large friend group
You call him Ten, just bc his real name was too much
Aka the one who told you that Mark has a huge crush on you
Which makes sense now, since he has been hardly talking to you for months now
When Ten told you, you literally stare at him dead in the eye
And he knew you don’t feel the same about him
Ouch
So you just continue as normal
Every time you walk pass by mark, he took a small glance at you, as if you were going to react to him or something
Then he finally took the time to actually tell you
He took you to a park where it was nice and quiet, and without the disturbance of his friends
You both sat on a bench next to each other
You know, the cliche park moment
“So, Y/N…..” he said
“Yes?” you said
And really, how long has it been since you talked to each other
You kinda lost track
“I’m sorry I have been avoiding you for such a long time.”
You nod, and remained silent as he kept talking
He continued to ramble, and words went in one ear and out the other for you
But the words that you actually processed was “I like you, and I have for a long time now.”
Tbh you don’t know how to feel about this
You find out that he stopped talking and is waiting for you for an answer
You knew he’s patient, but,,,, why wait when you could tell him now?
You took a deep sigh, and already he’s stressing out
But he doesn’t show it
“I’m sorry, Mark. I… Well, now I know that you like me, but feelings between us for me is mutual.”
You can tell Mark’s heart tore into millions of pieces
Then after that, you guys started hanging more again, and you pretty much knew that he still has feelings for you
Mainly bc of how he acts when you’re paired up with him
Sometimes, you just have to remind him
“Mark, we’re just friends, please remember that.”
He nods, but mentally, he’s just
“Friends… That’s right…”
To the Beach with Dream
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An au where you are basically going to the beach with the Dream members
A/N: Yes this includes Jaemin with his brown hair and everyone in the we young era, and shorter than my usual bullets bc there isn’t much to do at the beach than what i can think of. Also since I will be gone from July 6-12, i thought might as well write something before I disappear for a week.
Beach time with Dream yay!!!
Who drove?
Could be you or their manager
Let’s say it’s the manager so it’s better fitting for those who don’t have a license
also it’s great that it’s one of the cooler days instead of the dying heat ones
Anyways, you would carry your own things and the boys are just arguing about who’s going to carry their things
In the end it’s gonna be Mark
Of course you helped, because how the hell is he going to carry everything?
You mostly carried bags while Mark carried the heavier items
This isn’t an au with mark but you guys look like a couple who have to deal with 6 children
One of them: almost trips while messing around
You and mark: s i g h s
You can feel your arm getting tired from carrying a lot of bags
It doesn’t bother you to the point where you ask for help
Then you see Jaemin coming over and just
“Do you need help carrying those?”
In his low tone voice
You know…... THAT low voice he has when jeno said that he’s handsome in the ‘00 line vlive… yeah that one…
anyways
You’d reject but he helped you anyways
Tbh you’re glad he helped or else your arm was gonna fall off
When you guys finally got to the actual beach
everyone pretty much exploded with excitement
literally, as if they never been to one before
you and mark set the place up
well, supposed to be you and mark until the other members dragged you out to play with them
you can hear mark in the distance
“Hey, I can't do this by myself!”
then you hear chenle’s reply
“of course you can hyung!!”
that made you and everyone else laugh
which was great
but in all seriousness, someone should really help him
but no one wants to, and you’re willing to
but they don’t want you to leave them bc they were having fun with you
“Come on, let’s help him so it can be done already️.” you said
and of course they listen to you
bc apparently it’s no fun when they listen to mark
now after all the setting up is done, you guys finally go play
it went from racing to tagging to soccer (with a volleyball) and eventually, volleyball
when volleyball came around, EVERYONE wanted to be on your team
eventually, it was you, jaemin, jeno and renjun vs mark, donghyuk, chenle and jisung
ironically, there was a place to play volleyball and you put your things by the place
at least less walking for all of you
anyways
LET THE GAMES BEGIN
it was going well for both teams
until chenle and jisung kept messing around and renjun is just downright confused and complaining how much it hurts when the ball hits his forearms
jisung tried to serve the ball
it hit the net and he just….
“ow!”
mark and donghyuck are definitely regretting their teamwork
though donghyuck just keeps getting the ball out of bounds
mark…. you can say he’s actually decent at volleyball
like ACTUALLY
sometimes he serves to the net, sometimes it actually goes over
the one thing he can do it keep it in the boundaries
on your team
renjun just keeps rubbing his arms after he gets the call and complaining
jeno and jaemin are decent too
you…
couldn’t really do anything
ACTUALLY
you can
it’s just…..
jaemin and jeno keeps getting the ball
and it’s never towards you, which makes the game boring for you
but you can handle the boredom
in the end, it came out a tie
…… somehow
mark ended up playing the whole game himself
donghyuck helped it some cases
you mainly just stood there while the other three got the ball
even though it’s a cool day, everyone is drenched in sweat
except for you and the rest of mark’s team
you casually fanned mark with a normal fan as he was just sitting next to you
the other three fanned themselves
“Whoa, hyung, your arms are red!” chenle said and pointed to mark’s arms
“yeah, i wonder why.” he answered
chenle bursted out of laughter and that made everyone else laugh too
at this point, you all just talked about the game and you mentioned how you couldn’t do anything bc of jaemin and jeno
“sorry.” they both said in unison
can’t tell if that was on purpose or not but whatever
you guys have been there for hours and then you hear the manager saying that it’s time to go
you all didn’t want to leave, but the Dreamies have to their own schedule to deal with
that sucks
and you?
who knows, you just do whatever tbh
everyone was about to dash and whoever was last had to clean up and bring the stuff back
actually
they did, and you purposely didn’t run bc you knew mark would be the one left behind
and once again you and mark are basically a couple that have to deal with 6 kids
Switched (Jisung)
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An au where you are an idol in another company (again but different), and your group was asked to perform a cover from nct dream and vise versa.
A/N: This is in a more friendly way, and the reader is going to be male, and pretend that this is before GO was a song,,, I also need to start naming members whenever i do this kind of au haha
You are from another company as always
You and your other 6 members love to mess around
Especially when it comes to sports
You play sports in the practice room sometimes
Hence the basketball hoop and lines on the floor
Not traditional for a practice room but at least you don’t die from trying to play in a public basketball courts
Also your group is known, but you’re still hella underrated
Tbh you don’t really have much friends
Unlike everyone else who has friends from much larger companies who are well known in their groups
Oh well, that didn’t bother you
For once, let’s make you the youngest
Like a day older than jisung but you’re not dumb
That’s the good thing about you
You’re one of those that really like to learn and you basically learn instead of going to sleep
“Y/N GO TO SLEEP!!”
That’s your leader
And you basically ignore him lmao
You watch videos and play learning games like when you were 4 years old
Or even younger
Really who knows
“Y/N IT’S 1 IN THE MORNING, ACTUALLY GO TO SLEEP!!!”
“OK OK OK OK I GOT IT.”
Then that’s when you sleep
You have such a light sleeper for a leader
AND you share a room with him
Even just the lowest volume wakes him up
And he doesn’t even sleep in the same bunk as you
Now to the normal day
It always starts with breakfast and you always ended up eating the least amount
But that’s because you can’t really eat that much or you’ll start to feel sick
“Wait for 30 mi-”
Your leader would tell you guys, but the rest of you guys run to the practice room with the basketball
And sometimes he would feel bad for the manager who has to deal with them too, especially including him when he gets into basketball
Yep, your leader is the worst at basketball, but he can make free throws
And he’s basically the referee when your group decides to play an actual game
Oh yeah, since you’re the youngest, you’re supposed to be able to act cute, right?
well , honestly, just you smiling makes everyone loses their shit
Even fans like wow
A literal human version of (◠‿◠)
Though you get compared with this one dude from a big company
That doesn’t make you feel bad though bc you don’t even care about comparisons
Well, at least people think you don’t
Ok, now let’s talk about when you’re actually practicing
Hats
You guys ALWAYS wears hats
Not even a beanie
Bc you guys apparently like hiding your faces and everyone literally doesn’t know who’s who until they watch the performance
Sometimes you guys wear masks too
Bc you guys love to match
Even if it’s mainly bc one of the members is sick, but not dying sick
And what do you do in your break time?
It’s split into two different moments
One day, you play basketball with your group members
The other break day, you guys have your alone time and chill out
Oh yeah, let’s not forget your group’s concept
It really depends, but as of now, it’s like a dark and cool concept
Mv wise anyways
The lyrics are hella sad and it’s expressed in a frustrated way
For rappers that is
Your group mainly contains vocalists
But the rappers in your group are also vocalists
And hey one of them is you!
For you, you sing the sad songs and rap the more upbeat songs
Well that’s the plan, and since you guys only debuted and haven’t had your first comeback, you only sang
Mainly bc your throat doesn’t like it when you rap aggressively, and yes, you have tried it and ended up coughing halfway
Race is pretty much up to you, which is the reason why it’s not mentioned
Until now so people don’t think that i forgot about it
And being a foreigner or not in your choice too
Your group is filled with english speakers, thank god
You went on ASC once and yet you guys still spoke in korean
WHY
To make life harder
I’m kidding, it was just an automatic thing for you to do
“I thought you guys can speak English?”
“We can.”
“Why don’t you guys talk in English?”
“…... right.”
That’s your conversation with the mcs
Anyways, months later and your manager finally makes his appearance
Btw, he’s chill and tends to disappear a lot
it’s not a surprise to you guys whenever he disappears, it’s usually for something important
Also your company isn’t that strict, which is a blessing
Just don’t let it distract you from your job is basically the main point
As a young kid you are, you’re not really familiar with dating, but you weren’t interested anyways, so you didn’t learn about it
Apparently everyone else in your group has dated, but broke up when they got into this company and hasn’t been interested since
Well that makes life much easier on you guys
Who needs to impress someone anyways?
Another thing is vlives
You guys are pretty much kids on the vapp
“Gives us a concept!” said one of your members
“A sexy one.” said one of the replies
“NOT WHEN Y/N’S HERE.” your leader said and everyone begins to laugh
When fans saw your smile, the replies were blowing up with how cute your smile is and how much it looks like someone else’s smile
Apparently one of your members found a comment about the comparison
“Y/N’s smile really looks like Jeno’s smile :O” it said
Everyone started agreeing and everyone but your ‘00 liner member had no idea who this Jeno person is
“Who’s Jeno?” your leader asked, knowing that the ‘00 liner member knew him
“He’s just a friend from school, haven’t talked to him since we seperated our ways.”
“Ah.” everyone went, minus you
You just read the comments without saying a word
One seemed to caught your eye
“Is that rumor true? Are you guys and nct dream going to cover each other’s songs?”
You didn’t read it outloud though
Other compliments you found was about your newly dyed hair, how nice and pink it is
Really, it reminds you of pink lemonade, which you haven’t had in awhile
Other fans say that it makes you much cuter than your dark navy blue hair
Was that supposed to be a compliment?
Hopefully your hair isn’t dying from drastic change in color
Luckily it looks healthy and fluffy as fans call it
Hours later and your group had to say bye to your fans
As extra as you guys are, you guys said bye in many languages
Really, who knows how many languages they know
After your live was over, your manager popped in with his arms crossed
“Sorry, were we too loud?” your leader said
He shook his head
Let’s be real, he could probably hear you guys down the hall
But he doesn’t care bc you guys are the only group the company has
And who knows if this company has an trainees, they don’t mention it
OK TIME TO GET TO THE REAL STUFF
This is months later, because breaks, practicing and probably comeback planning as it’s been several months since you guys debuted
And honestly, most of the comments in the vlive months ago were “I miss you!” and asking for spoilers for a first comeback
And there’s no telling if you guys accidentally ignored it or purposely ignore it to prevent questions
Your manager asks you guys to come to the practice room
WITHOUT THE BASKETBALL
Some of your members were upset that they couldn’t bring the basketball
But let’s face it, they’ll get hella distracted
Even you and the leader knew that’s the case
Anyways, you all meet and sit in a circle, bc everyone likes sitting
Well not your manager but he sits down too bc he’s always standing
And he doesn’t want to look like he’s teaching a bunch of kids
“I’m pretty sure your fans know about this, but you guys will be covering and performing a song from another group, and same thing goes for them. You’ll be meeting them soon in their practice room and vise versa.”
Everyone but you and the leader were excited as they wanted to be on stage again
The leader just remained calm
You kinda figured from the one comment in the live you saw
“Come sit back down, he hasn’t even finished explaining!” your leader yelled, despite him having a soft sounding voice, you can tell he was serious
Then everyone went back to their spots
Somehow the manager wasn’t even angry
“Anyways, both groups have to perform the other group’s most recent song. So the other group has to perform your debut song.”
“What are we going to perform?” asked the second youngest
“Their recent song called ‘We Young.’ it’s a different concept than the one you guys are used to. It’s also going to be new for them too, since it their concepts has been all happy and cute, as of now that is.”
“When can we start?” said the middle kid
“You can start now, if you wish, but highly encouraged to wait until you meet the boys. The information hasn’t been confirmed for fans, but their manager and I have decided to keep it a secret until the actual performance.”
Of course your company is known to keep everything a secret
Who needs a teaser when you can get an unexpected debut?
That’s what they did anyway and it seems to have worked well
your manager has mentioned that they’re bad at keeping secrets
by they’re, he meant that group that’s gonna perform your group’s song
great
now let’s skip to the day that you’re supposed to meet them in their company’s practice room
luckily your manager already knows so you guys don’t have to get lost
outside was decent but you wore a hoodie bc apparently you get really cold when the a/c turns on
when you guys entered the company building
WOOSH
a large gust of a/c hits you guys in the face
everyone enjoyed it but you
but you didn’t care bc you were wearing your softest hoodie
then your manager shows you the practice room, and you guys find 6 other guys
cool
wait
there’s 7 of you and 6 of them…. how is this going to work?
you guys look around and boom, your manager disappeared again
“Are you the group that’s going to perform our song?” asked the one with purple hair
you guys nodded in silence
“we should introduce ourselves, right?” said the only person with dark hair
then they did their greet and spoke their name one by one
you guys did it too
right after your ‘00 liner member said his name, jeno seemed like he just remember something
“oh my god! I didn’t think i would see you again!” he said and hugged him
your member smiled, “well it’s good to see you too.”
he accepted the hug
then they did their little handshake they they had since school
“sorry, you can continue introducing yourselves.” jeno said
the other members chuckled as if they were like a dad, bc who wouldn’t smile when someone finally meets their old friend?
after they finished introductions, now is the time to figure out who’s going to do who’s part in both groups
it’s hard since your group has 7 members and they currently have 6
“sorry, one of our members is recovering.” Mark said
“no worries, we’ll think of something.” your leader said with a calming smile
for this, one of your ‘01 liners had to sit out to make things even
That’s also the member who appeared the least in performances due to losing his voice after 3rd day of promotions
Luckily no one was angry, especially when he’s the most popular one out of everyone in your group
Even though he’s the one with the most stamina, so singing while dancing isn’t an issue
He also does the long notes in your songs
you guys decided to do this by age order, because it seems to fit well
after all, you didn’t get many parts in your song
even though your vocal range is large, you were in charge of the lower voices
so you were paired up with jisung, which you only knew from his blue hair
holy shit he’s tall
and boy do you two give the same vibe
you two kinda just stood there awkwardly while everyone else already interacted with each other
you kinda just played rock paper scissors so it looks like you two are doing something
you also tried to high five him, and that’s when you found out about his habit
he apologized every time he accidentally did it to you, but you had to tell him that it wasn’t a big deal
instead of trying to get to know each other, you guys started to talk about your parts in songs
jisung tried your parts first, mainly bc you asked him if he wanted to go first and all he said was “sure.”
you sang the notes for him one by one, making sure he’s getting it
of course it’s harder since is tone is completely different from yours, especially when singing
you kept trying though, as if you’re training him to sing
“ah, i really can’t do this. you should have gotten jeno-hyung instead.” he said softly
“jisung, you gotta keep trying, we’ve only went over it 10 times and you already want to give up.” you say
and boy did you sound like a soft baby, which made him laugh
“i know i sound like a baby, but— stop laughing, we gotta get this done!”
“sorry, sorry.” he said, trying to calm himself down from the laughter
you continued to try to get hint to do the note, and haven’t made much process
instead, you sing a part and have him repeat it
after trying to train him to lower his voice a bit more to match your voice in the song, the awkward vibe suddenly went away
more like you didn’t notice
“so what concept is this?” jisung asked as he grabbed his bottle of water and started drinking from it
“dark.” you said shortly
you covered your face as you saw him almost spitting out his water
he immediately drank it and coughed a bit, “really? aw, i really can’t.”
“not until you try it.”
at least he knows that you’re not wrong
“you should be happy you got me and not someone with a rapping part.” you said
“why?”
“bc you have to aggressively do it and it hurts your throat. trust me, i’ve tried it.”
“o h..”
you two kept getting sidetracked over different topics, but you always brought your attention back on what you’re supposed to get done
after hours of staying in their practice room, you had to leave
you can’t tell if you were sad or not
either way, this time they come to your group and you won’t have to wear a hoodie
skipping to when you made it to your company and you guys went straight to your rooms instead of the practice room like you usually do
“how was it with jisung?” you hear the leader ask
“it was alright, but it was difficult since his tone didn’t match well with our song.” you said as you went back to your learning games
“I’m sure he’ll do well with your part, trust me.”
“Of course.”
you remembered something and got off of your learning game and went to youtube
of course, you could be watching their practice videos and mirror it yourself
you had to turn off the sound as you can tell leader was sleeping
You watched it all night long, and repeated the video many times until you eventually started getting really tired
Now it’s the day they get to come to your company
First thing in the morning with your group’s usual routine
Except you guys played basketball much longer than normal
Turns out that came while you guys were in a middle of a game
You guys didn’t stop until one of your members in front of you looked at the door and found them standing by the door
You noticed where he’s looking at and looked back
Lmao you guys are already dripping in sweat and the a/c isn’t on
More like it’s never on
Your leader took the ball and set it in the farthest corner so the others won’t be tempted to take it
You gave your members their towels to wipe their sweat before they seated with the person they paired up with
When you sat with Jisung, you guys had that awkward vibe again
You tried to sing to him your part but you forgot to bring a water bottle and your throat is dry from play basketball for 2 hours straight
“I’ll be back.” you said and you ran to get water
Of course you took the one all the way in your room bc you’re not risking your life taking your managers water
And it’s a different brand than your usual water and it usually doesn’t taste good if you try another brand
Anyways, you finally returned and slide towards Jisung with your bottle of water
It seems like everyone else forgot their water too, so they also left like they don’t want to miss the ice cream truck
Of course your leader always has his bottle with him, since he drinks water with slices of fruit in it
Everyone sat in silence, until your members came back and they were really chatty
You took a sip of your water and looked at the lyric sheet of their song that he was nice enough to bring
Under it was your part from your song
“Hey, Y/N!” You hear an unfamiliar voice
Of course it’s Haechan, no wonder why the voice seemed unfamiliar
“Jisung was practicing your part when you guys left! You should hear how he sings!”
You can see Jisung getting nervous and tried to talk, but no words came out
You smiled and patted his shoulder
Of course it was his turn to teach you his part, so you didn’t ask him to sing your part
Tbh, it’s been awhile since you rapped, and you haven’t been practicing it which makes it worse
“Do you rap?” you hear him ask
Well somehow, bc he’s being extremely quiet for some reason
“Well, I haven’t gotten a chance to.” you answered honestly
“Ah, okay, okay.”
Can he please be a little louder?
You look at the lyrics as you continue to drink your water
Then you quietly said it to yourself
You can see Jisung nodding in approval from your peripheral vision
“Do you want to rap it, so I know what it sounds like?” you ask
His heart stopped for a second when you asked
He’s such a shy kid please help him
So he did it
It was like in a talking tone, but said it in the beat that it should be in, which is what you needed
But you also wanted to hear him actually rap
It’s okay, you’ll get over it
You gave it a shot
Well you were close enough
“Let’s check the song.” you said as you pulled out your phone from your pocket
Your phone is average size
But it’s TINY in Jisung’s hands when he held onto it
You two carefully listened to the song multiple times, especially at his part
“Ooooohhhh!”
You finally got the gist of it
You tried it out yourself and you were much closer than when you started
You saw Jisung clapping and going “wow.”
Sounds fake but okay
Next is the dancing part, which is finally something both you and jisung were looking forward to
Your group had no issues, because you can tell who’s who in their practice videos
For them on the other hand, your practice video was before you all changed your hair, so they can’t really tell who’s who
Especially when you guys were wearing hats and covering your faces
Oops
You can hear the other members from dream complaining, mostly haechan but that’s not surprising
You can hear that ‘01 liner member laughing as he was chilling on his phone
It’s fine though, you just taught him and ignoring all the complaints
It didn’t take you two long, to learn each other’s part, especially when you spent most of your night watching a mirrored dance practice
And Jisung, who knows
He just knows it after just watching???
You also pointed where you are in the dance practice video so he can learn
You didn’t even need to do anything
While he was watching your dance practice video on his phone
You did the same on your phone
SKIPPING TO WHEN BOTH GROUPS PERFORM IT
Bc this is getting super long and i’m sorry for that
Today is the day
Your members were so hyped
Minus you,,,
This is the first time you’re actually nervous to perform
And also the first time you guys wore colors other than black
You wore sailor clothes that were similar to the ones in the mv
You didn’t have a hat, and your fans gets to see the new hair colors!!
Dream members were also curious to how you guys are going to do, and what you guys planned for to add the last member
When it was time for your group to go on stage
Everything was really dark, so fans only saw your silhouettes
You guys get down, and knowing your song, you guys start standing up
???? why are you guys kneeling down??
When the lights came on, your fans were surprised by the bright colors and your hair
????? why are there only 6 members??
When the song started, they started screaming
HOLY SHIT THE RUMOR WAS TRUE!!!!
Dream were watching you guys backstage
Wow even the fanchants were on point
When the chorus came, you found out that your mic ended up being broken
Luckily it was before your part, and when you ran around, your ‘01 liner joined and handed you the mic in secret
Your fans started screaming when he joined and sang the “hands up in the air” part instead of your leader
Literally the fanchants were louder when he showed up
When your part came, you smiled as you rap, which caught your fans off guard
Bc you can rap??? Holy heck????
You ended in a peace sign and slide to your position
When it comes to the end, his mic broke
By end, i mean the one with haechan’s long notes and by his, i mean the ‘01 liner that give you the hand mic
You gave him the mic before you got to your position
THIS IS GETTING TOO LONG I’M SORRY
Skipping to the end
You watched your performance on someone’s phone as everyone was resting
You don’t know how to feel about it, but you think that your group did really well despite the concept change
You looked at the tv and found out it was dream’s turn
Everyone else fell asleep as you watched their performance you mostly watched Jisung
And tbh, he did much better than you could have done despite him not trying in the practices
When they’re done, everyone was still sleep, so you decided to visit them on your own when they got to their waiting room
You walked over and gently knocked on the door
Mark opened it for you, “Ah, Y/N!” he said
You smiled and waved as he let you in
They showered you in compliments about how your group did
“I didn’t even know someone gave you a mic!” Renjun said
“Same! Even when you passed it around, and we were watching the whole time!” Chenle said
You couldn’t help but laugh at their compliments
You see haechan doing the rapping part that you did and copied your peace sign pose
“Jisung did really well!” You said
Jisung stiffened up when he heard your compliment
“We should collab sometimes and have Y/N and Jisung be a pair!” You hear haechan
For once you can hear Jisung in the same room when he scolded the older members
“You guys are too much!”
Childhood Friends (Jaemin)
Gif Credit
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An au where you are an idol in another company and you were told to collab with nct dream. What you didn’t know that you’d be able to see your childhood friend again.
So you’re from this small company
And you’re in a group with 6 other members
You debuted, but sadly, no one really knows you
Except international fans, but you didn’t want to translate what they say to the other members
Of course, unless it’s directly towards them
“Why would you look at the replies that are to me?” they’d complain
“???? SO I CAN TRANSLATE IT FOR YOU????”
“Right, right.”
That’s in korean or whatever language you want it to be that’s not english
Oh, by the way, most of you are ‘00 line
Or all but one
Yeah let’s make it all but one
Oh yeah, you were supposed to have 12 members, but he company decided to split you guys into 2 different groups and each ‘99 liner (Or older) were put into each since there were only 2 of them
Anyways, that’s all your company has bc auditions who?
Even your company isn’t confident, but they still try the best they could to promote your group and the second half
They’re not the biggest but they’re the BEST at trying to promote
Even in your group’s break, you guys still practice, either cover dances or freestyle and you post them on youtube or your other social media as a preview
One of the days, while you guys were practicing, your manager popped up out of nowhere, which means it’s something important, because they never show up while you were practicing
luckily, your manager was chill when it comes to your group, to the point where you could call them their actual name, but you guys decided not to
“Manager! What are you doing here?” one of your members asked
“Remembered when I was joking about us being able to collab?”
“It got pretty sad afterwards, because we’re such a small company, but yeah.” said the youngest
Your manager took out their phone and showed an email, with another company
Everyone but you immediately got close to the phone while you just sat there
Just a few seconds later and you hear your members screaming
Was that a happy scream or a sad scream?
When you saw their faces, you instantly knew it was a happy scream
“WE’RE GONNA COLLAB WITH SOMEONE FROM A BIG COMPANY!” they scream at you in unison
Ok?????
A collab, cool
That's what you thought
This is late, but did I mentioned that you had a childhood friend?
He was your best friend, but you lost contact with him when you moved to the states at a young age
You hardly remember what he looks like, and forgot his name
Maybe you’ll remember if you see him
ANYWAYS BACK TO THE COLLAB PART
You just sat there as they scream at your face
Not that it’s the first time it has happened
“So, who is it with?” you casually ask
The look on the members’ faces tell you that they didn’t check
As expected
“This group called nct dream. Apparently they’re your age, so you should get along with them fine.”
Nct dream?
You honestly have no idea who they are, except for the fact they’re from a big company
You have no idea how to feel about this, but a collab is a collab
“Maybe Y/N can make the choreo again!” Someone said
“I’m not even that good, especially when we’re going to be performing with a popular group. Heck, we might even get bashed on!”
“It’s fine, we just do what you said, ‘we get what we get.’” your manager said
Well they’re not wrong
“We’re meeting them in a few days, so be mentally prepared.”
You guys nodded and just went back to practicing
Skipping to that few days
Your members kept freaking out about it and they shook you so many times that you almost fell
Your manager had to tell them to chill out and scolded them, which is the first time they had scolded your group for something like this
You basically left them behind as you entered the company building
You hear them running after you
Sigh
Why are they like this?
You were looking around to find the place you needed to go
well, you can’t find it, great
you find someone that could help
“excuse me, do you know where the studio is?”
turns out to be a very tall man with dark hair
“are you that girl group that collaborating with them?” he asked
them as in who?
you nodded anyways
“just go down that hall and you’ll see 7 boys.” he pointed
“thank you.” you said and went to the direction
didn’t know that you caught him off guard by saying your thanks in english
that’s your habit and that’s the only english word your members know
anyways, you made it to the studio and boy did you make everyone freeze
the whole studio was silent, which made you anxious
“are you… nct dream?” you said quietly
one of them stood up, “oh! you’re the one we’re collaborating with!”
his voice is loud and somewhat high pitched
you slowly nod as you were pushed by your members, trying to enter the room all of a sudden
luckily you didn’t fall
“i don’t think 14 of us isn’t going to fit in this studio.” your manager said from the door
their manager seems to agree, but they don’t seem to have a bigger studio
“It’s fine, we’ll sit on the floor like we always do.” one of your members said
they thought that it was rude to let guests sit in the floor but you were already sitting before they even mention that
your members sat next to you on the floor
boom
you all fit
and your manager can enter too
“shall we introduce each other before we start?” your manager said
and you did
you knew their name and face almost instantly
and then there’s your members trying to match
you sat there and wait as they took forever to know them
you can hear them already interacting with each other and matching themselves
you thought it was annoying to pair up but you got used to it
then it was actually time to start
out of everyone in your group, you were the only one actually talking to the producer
you have them suggestions and things both groups could try
of course the boys were amazed by your knowledge
your group is just used to this
luckily it turned out well
when it was the moment a member from both groups sing together, they tried to match it by pitch
of course you were stuck with jaemin
speaking of jaemin, that name has been bothering you for awhile
like
‘do i know someone with that name?’
‘why the heck does he look so familiar?’
whatever, you dropped your thoughts
now comes the fun part, the dancing part
the issue is, jaemin smiles so much and you, not so much
you two are pretty much opposites
well, opposites attract, in magnet terms at least
it seems like they got the dancing part planned out
not fun in your case, because you’d always help
one of your members pat your back
“it’s okay, you can make a choreo when we get back to our company.”
you nodded, but still disappointed
anyways
you watched the dancers dance, watching both parts
well this isn’t your style but you kinda just man up about it
as always, it didn’t take you long to learn it, thank god you’re a fast learner
you helped your members on that part, and yep, they’re still lost
while the teaching is going on, still, you practiced on the side
the song and dance is more cute and casual
which is fine with you, but your face just doesn’t want to smile
you get called out on it, but hey, so what?
the boys tried to tickle you, but you weren’t ticklish
instead, they tickled jaemin, causing him to yell at them while laughing and falling to the floor
you just watched while it happened without a change in expression
they stopped when they saw you not reacting
your youngest member pouted
“Y/N! You’re not smiling!”
you can’t help but shrug
“Y/N.” you hear your manager calling you
you walked over to them, wondering why the called for you
“Is something bothering you?”
“no, why?”
“you’re not doing anything much, and you smiled at your freestyle dancing, especially the songs that are more happy and upbeat. something is definitely wrong.”
you look back to see them going back to practicing, then looked back at your manager
“it’s jaemin.” you said quietly
“what’s wrong with him? do you not like him?”
“it’s not that, it’s something else. I’ll tell you later, i need to practice.”
“alright then, don’t think about it too much.”
“i won’t, hopefully.”
then you went back to practice
That was when your manager remembered the time you told them about forgetting your childhood friend
Of course all you remember is how close you guys were
Which is why Jaemin seemed to have bothered you so much
In the dance, you apparently switch partners
So your group has someone new, and you got Jeno
You just practiced and sooner or later, while you were with Jeno, your smile naturally came out
To be honest, it’s the first time you smiled around your members
When you guys finally finished dancing to the whole song, your smile lasted until you stopped doing your ending pose
Of course everyone was tired, including you, but you still have some energy left
Well, until your members tackled you in a hug
“Get off, you’re crushing me!” You yelled
Took them awhile to get off of you, but the youngest still clinged onto you
“You have such a cute smile! Why don’t you smile around us?” one asked
You just stared at them
Then you stuck your tongue at them
They tackled you while the youngest is in your arms
You can hear the boys laughing at your relationship with them
“Okay guys, time to get back to practicing again.” you hear both managers say
God bless
Your dumb brain finally remembers who the hell nct dream is
Because your group made a cover of their songs
Well, while you were sick anyways
So when the dancer accidently puts on my first and last
Both groups started dancing
Except you and Jaemin of course
You guys kinda just watch until the dancer stops the music and apologizes for the wrong music choice
You can hear your group talking about how long has it been since you guys danced a cover
Which seems to be the only thing they do when you’re sick
Welp, you guys finally got into your position
You didn’t look at Jaemin, but you can tell that he was staring at you
It looks like something’s bothering him, but he keeps it to himself
Then you guys started
What caught your eye is your manager leaving the room, because of a phone call
Luckily, you didn’t mess up while practicing while you looked at your manager
Now was the time to switch partners, you greeted Jeno with the tiniest smile as you guys danced
You guys ended with a large heart, and you with a calming smile
By the time you guys were done, your manager came back as they hung up the call
“Y/N, your parents wants to know how you were doing, and I told them you were doing fine.”
You nodded as you were drying off your sweat with your shirt
“And apparently, they want to know how Jaemin is doing as well, and I told them the same thing.”
You froze as you knew that Jaemin looked over with a confused look
Then you face changed to a confused expression
Then you just sat down on the floor to stretch
“They’re probably just a fan of their group.”
Let’s skip to weeks later when you finally perform this collab
Your members are hella nervous, especially when they’re used to performing in small places
For you, you’re kinda used to this
You don’t know why but your youngest member somehow broke into tears
You had to sit with them, reassuring the that it’s okay and drying off their tears
You were busy drying their tears as Dream knocked and one of your members opened the door
The youngest immediately covered their face when they saw dream
You didn’t know until you turned around and saw them by the door
To be honest, it took you awhile for the youngest to calm down
You gave them a gentle smile, which seems to make them feel better almost instantly
Then both groups are off to the stage
You both danced well and unfortunately, the stage was really wet
Not a surprise to both groups
When one of your members slipped, their partner would catch them
When the youngest slips, their partner was also the youngest in the group, and couldn’t catch them
Except your natural reaction came in and catch them, and you ended up hurting your shoulder
The youngest was surprised the most, because damn did you hit your shoulder hard on the stage floor
You both got back up and you went to your new partner
You danced as if nothing happened, but GOD did it hurt
When you did the ending pose, you had to switch with Jeno, because you feel like your arm is going to snap off if you didn’t
You guys also sang another song as you go through the audience, walking around and greeting with them
You hear someone in the audience calling your name in the same area as you are
You looked around, until you see them waving their hand
Of course it was easy to find them, because everyone else were interested in Dream than your group
You froze when you realized it was your parents, and what it seems like to be Jaemin’s parents as well but you didn’t know that
They both were extremely worried, especially your mom when she heard that loud sound of your shoulder hitting the floor
You hear footsteps going towards you
Of course it was Jaemin
“Are you okay?”
You nodded
But really it's hurting like a bitch
Anyways, Jaemin looked at the crowd and found his parents, waving at them with a huge smile
“We’ll meet you at your company.” You hear your parents say in English
Jaemin and his parents were confused about the english, but you just nodded
You hear your parents telling the parents next to them what they said in Korean as you were told to go back
When you got back to your room, you see the youngest crying again
You don’t blame them of course, because they were extremely surprised when they heard your shoulder hit the floor
You tried to tell them so many times that it’s okay, but this time, they shook their head every time you said it
Really, out of all times that you prevented your members from getting injured, this one had to impact the most
You pat their head as you heard the door knock again
One of the members by the door looked at you and you nodded, telling them to open it
You thought it would be the Dream team, but turns out it was your parents
Your members immediately stiffened up when you shouted mom and dad
“Honey, are you okay?”
You nodded as you continue to pat the youngest member’s head
Luckily, it was one of those where it’ll just hurt for awhile and recover on its own
Your manager came in as your parents turned around, then they bowed to them as a greet
Your mom chuckled, telling them that they didn’t have to bow
That’s right, your parents like things really casual
You hear someone calling your parents names and you all turned to the door, seeing the same two parents your parents were with in the audience
Apparently your parents are friends with them
You bowed while sitting to greet them and all you hear is a soft chuckle from them
“Mom, Dad, you said we’re going somewhere after this, right? Where are we going?”
Well isn’t that voice familiar
“Be patient, don’t rush your parents.”
And another familiar voice
But really, he’s just being curious on where they’re going
“We should get going.” Your Manager said
“We’ll follow.” Your parents said
Off you went
Here we are at your company
You held ice at your shoulder while you guys entered and entered the practice room where there was more room
You guys sat on the floor, as well as your parents
You guys sat in a circles and waited, though you don’t know why
Soon, you heard footsteps coming closer, which made you confused, since you guys should be the only ones here
Then you see some shadows and some head popping out of the door
“Oh, it’s you guys!” Chenle said, and told them that there are people in this room
Now you see more people entering the practice room
They all bowed as they entered and you just watched while your membered greeted them back
Your parents sat next to you on both sides and you mom held the ice for you so your arm wouldn’t get tired
There was an awkward silence until your parents started talking about how you were when you were young
Damn that caught you off guard so bad
Suddenly, everyone was paying attention to your parents as they talked about you
They talked about how smiley you were as a kid especially how energetic you were
You’d run around so much outside and dance so much inside the house
Apparently they have a video of it, but they’re nice enough to not show it
Until Jaemin asked for it
You grabbed your mom’s phone so fast and put it in your pocket
But then your mom got it back anyways and showed it
You were bouncing around
Then there was a video of you successfully doing flips and all kinds of moves at age 10, or around there
“Oh my god, Y/N, that’s you!?” your members would say
Then your dad suddenly mentioned that you would miss Jaemin when you moved to the states at age 3 and cry a lot
Jaemin’s parents would mention that he did the same!
Everyone started laughing and you two just sat there clueless because ‘WHEN WAS THIS?’
You two tried to protest but there’s no going back now
“You two were so cute together, even Jaemin talked about how much he loves you.” his mom said
Both of you were covering your faces with embarrassment
Jaemin started to roll out of the circle, which is something you couldn’t do sadly
“Wait, we were friends?” Jaemin asked as he returned to the circle
“No wonder why your name and face seemed familiar!” you said
“God you guys sound like those cliche movie moments.” your members said
“Oh shut up.”
Invisible (Jungwoo)
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word count: 3255
part: 4
parts list
You haven’t had this in awhile. It seems like you didn’t have a dream, or it wasn’t worth remembering. Today is supposed to be one of your relaxing days, until you were called to fill in a worker who got sick. You were lucky enough to bring your dog, because you were supposed to take her to the vet for some reason. Mainly because her doctor wanted to check up on her and see how she’s doing. After that, you had to go straight to work, how fun.
You came in a little late, which is the first time, but you didn’t care. Your dog finally fell asleep in your arms as you were walking in. Her ears twitched when she heard the bell, but stayed in the same position. You sighed in relief, and set her down on the back table where you would normally sit during your break time. As soon as you set her down, she woke up and perked her head up. You froze and your dog jumped into your arms as soon as you moved again.
You couldn’t help but chuckle, then sighed as now she won’t get off of you. Every time you try to put her down, she jumps right back into your arms. Where’s Jaehyun when you ACTUALLY need him? Maybe it’s your lucky day, just when you needed him, he actually showed up, of course with his group of friends. Now you can’t ask him in front of his friends, you’d sound needy, not like you actually cared what other people think of you.
“Having trouble there?” said a familiar voice, and you know exactly who it is.
“Oh shut up, Johnny.” You say as you turned to him with your dog in your arms.
“Oh hey little fella.” He said as he petted your dog, she happily accepted his love.
You let out a sigh, “Out of all days that the manager asked for me to work, it had to be the day I needed to take her to the vet.”
“Vet? I thought she hated going to there?”
“Exactly, that’s why she doesn’t want me to leave.”
“That sucks, why not ask your friend to take care of her? Isn’t he there?” He pointed to Jaehyun.
You shake your head, “Who knows how long he’s going to be here.”
“Y/N, Johnny, you should get to work.” You hear your coworker, Taeil.
Taeil, he’s that guy that prevents you two from getting fired. Without him, you wouldn’t have a job for months. He doesn’t make up excuses, he just makes it seem reasonable. It’s the first time in forever since you worked with him on the same day. Really ever since your schedule change, you never see him once.
“I would love to, but she won’t leave me alone.” You said, as you showed him your dog. “You can leave her with Doyoung? He’s on his break right now in the back room.”
“She actually doesn’t like him, I don’t even know why.”
Taeil looked around, seeing if anyone’s willing to take care of your dog. Suddenly, your dog jumped out of your arms and ran towards Jaehyun. You sighed as your dog barked to get his attention, wanting to be held by him. He looked at your dog, surprised that she’s even here, but smiled and lifted her up and set her on his lap. He looked around to see if you were here, but you went to get a lint roller to clean up any fur she might have left behind.
When he saw you, you made eye contact with him. You basically gestured to him to please take care of your dog while you were working. Luckily, he agreed. You sighed in relief and went to work.
You took a glance at Jaehyun every once in awhile to check on your dog. You find it cute that he’s taking care of your dog, and you were relieved that she’s behaving. You were doing your job and making everyone’s orders as the day went by. Things were going smoothly, it’s almost unreal.
You hear the same soft voice from earlier, using Jaehyun’s name again, but this time, they ordered tea, which isn’t in your route. You know how to make the teas, you just aren’t comfortable nor confident in making it. You kinda just froze until Taeil noticed your discomfort. He came over and pat your back, “You can go sit down, I’ll make the tea.” He said in the most reassuring voice you ever heard.
You sighed and nodded. You don’t like it when someone has to take over your job, but you’ve been working non-stop, so you deserve a break. You sat down on the same table you were supposed to leave your dog, but that didn’t happen. You got yourself a cup of water and relaxed, not bothering to get a book to read. You rest your head on your hand, in a shape of a fist, and closed your eyes. You removed the surrounding sound and relaxed in silence, ignoring everything.
“Tea shut your brain down, huh?” You hear Johnny.
You opened your eyes and see him with his usual mischievous smirk. “Oh shut up.”
He chuckled, “I don’t blame you, it’s been awhile since someone ordered tea. And you’ve been working for hours straight, you really deserve a break, a vacation even.”
“I appreciate your words, but that just means I’m going to have nothing to do.”
You see Taeil in the corner of your eye, putting his hands on the table and leaning on it. “Our shift is almost over, do you want to hang out somewhere?”
You shoot him a look, “This late?”
Johnny smiled, “Of course, when was the last time we hung out, outside of work?”
Well he’s not wrong.
You sighed, “Sure, but I need to wash up.”
“That’s fine, if you don’t mind us barging into your house.”
“Johnny!” Taeil scolded.
You stood up once your shift was over. You’re completely used to him barging into your house, happens whenever he comes to visit. You didn’t notice someone was staring at you, someone from Jaehyun’s friend group specifically. You heard your dog bark and ran towards you, running in circles around your feet. You chuckled and picked her up.
“You guys are leaving me alone?” You hear a coworker say.
“Sorry, our shift is over.” Johnny said, making them pout and leaning over the counter next to the cashier.
You chuckled and began to leave, but stopped by Jaehyun’s table, “Thank you so much to taking care of her. I wouldn’t be able to work if you didn’t show up.” You said with a smile.
He smiled in return, “No problem, I figured she would act like this since you had to take her to the vet.”
You sighed, “Yeah, sorry you had to take care of her while talk to your friends.”
He shook his head, “Don’t worry about it.”
He was going to say something else, but you can hear Johnny complaining how you’re taking forever to talk to him. At that time, you caught that guy staring at you, causing him to immediately look away. You were confused until you hear Johnny complaining even louder, causing you to sigh, “Sorry, I need to go, bye.” You said as you waved to him and his friends, then left.
Few minutes later and you’re finally home. You sighed as you let your dog down and watched her roam around the house happily. You watched her for awhile until you realized that you had to clean up the house, which was something you were supposed to do, but didn’t happen due to work.
You took the time to clean up the house first, now it looks like it’s sparkling from the cleaning. You looked at your dog, finding her sleeping on her bed. Guess she wasted all her energy running around. You took a shower and got dressed. It didn’t take you that long, or at least you hoped. Washing your hair and drying it took you longer than you though, as your hair was growing long, and the fact that your hair was thick didn’t help either.
You were wearing a pink shirt and some shorts, since it was hot outside while you were getting home. You were combing your hair and putting all the strands of hair that you shedded in the trash. You sighed as you heard the front door open. You went to check and of course, it’s Taeil and Johnny. “Sorry we barged into your house.” Taeil apologized.
You couldn’t help but laugh a bit, “It’s fine, Johnny does it all the time, I’m used to it. It’s pretty much always locked, so if I hear the door open and no knock, I assume it’s him, he has the spare key.”
He nodded, he was about to protest, because he knows that’s odd, but since you’re used to it, he’s not gonna. You carried a small bag that’s also pink, then wore some white shoes. You went to check on your dog, and it turns out that she fell asleep completely. You smiled and quietly closed the door. “She fell asleep?” Johnny asked and you nodded.
Then you guys were off. You looked at Johnny, “Where are we going?” You asked, “Almost all the malls are closed at this time.”
“To an amusement park.” he answered.
You gave a confused face, “Those are open this late?”
“If you didn’t lock yourself in your house, you would have known.”
“Ouch.”
Taeil was about to scold Johnny until you chuckled, telling him that you were only joking. You knew Taeil wasn’t used to jokes, so you had to make sure he knows that you’re not offended.
Sooner or later, you finally made it to the amusement park. It wasn’t that far from your house, but you never acknowledge it. You looked around, seeing all the bright lights and many stands. Taeil seems to be happy, but you didn’t react to it. Johnny noticed, but he waited to see if you’ll react if you guys stayed there longer.
You guys walked around and played some games, winning stuffed animals or a pet fish. You watched them have fun, as that was enough for you. You smiled when they won something, laughed every time they messed up. You felt a familiar aura from somewhere, but you don’t know where. You decided to ignore it.
You found Johnny winning a stuffed animal, you smiled and clapped for him, but you paused when he held the stuffed animal to you, “You can keep it, a gift from me.” He said.
You blinked as you accepted the gift, “Thank you.” You said in confusion, “But why?”
“You didn’t seem like you were enjoying yourself, and that’s not the reason why we came here.” You see Johnny looking around, and he seems like he found something, or someone, “Look, Jaehyun’s here, and his friends.”
You blinked and turned around, seeing him laughing with his friends. You shrugged and went back to him, “So what?”
Again, what you didn’t know is that that same guy ended up staring again, which is probably the reason why you felt a familiar aura.
Later on, you got yourself a cup of lemonade as the other two got food. They offered you their food, but you kindly rejected them. You had a conversation with them, and you ended up coughing. You had to tell them it’s because of the lemonade, which is really sour, but you could handle it with a straight face. You let the other two take a sip and laughed at their twisted faces.
A few hours later and you hear someone call your name, you looked at it was Jaehyun and his friends. You three smiled and greeted them, you guys ended up talking for awhile, “Oh yeah! I should introduce my friends to you!” He said, as if he just remembered.
You nodded after being introduced to his friends, Taeyong, Lucas and Jungwoo. “Nice to meet you, Y/N!” Lucas said as you two shook hands, you nodded in agreement.
Though it seems like Taeil knows one of the three new guys you just met.
You hugged the stuffed animal that Johnny got you as if a child was sitting on you. The stuff animal is pretty much the size of a child, a white bear with red paws, like those valentines day bears. You liked how soft it is, and you could pretty much fall asleep on it at the moment, but not in public.
Jaehyun seemed to noticed how attached you are to the stuffed bear, “Who got you that bear?”
“Johnny.” You answered quietly.
He smiled, “Cute.”
“Um, Hyung, I think they’re tired..” You hear a quiet voice, but you’re busy spacing out to even react.
Though, he’s not wrong. You’re worn out from working without a break until the end of your shift. Really, all you wanted to do was sleep, but in reality, you’d stay up for who knows how long. You shook your head as you finally stopped spacing out and looked around, seeing Jaehyun and his group gone.
“Did you have fun spacing out?” You heard Johnny.
“Oh shut up.” You said as you rubbed your eyes.
“Maybe we should really go home, you look like your energy just disappeared.” Taeil said.
You nodded as you guys stood up and got ready to leave. You still hugged the bear as if it was your pillow that you hug at home, “We should go to Taeil-hyung’s house.” Johnny suddenly said.
You and Taeil shoot him a look, “Why?” You guys say in unison.
He smiled, “So he can play his guitar for us, it’s been a long time since he played his guitar.”
“Johnny, you know I haven’t played the guitar in years, AND you know how my housemate feels about me bringing guests over.”
He rubbed the back of his neck, “That’s right, you live with someone, besides, he needs to interact more anyways. All I see is him standing around and not bothering to talk to his friends. It’s perfect.” Then he whispered something in his ear.
Taeil seems uneasy about this. You look at both of them in confusion, but they won’t tell you anything. You sighed, “I have a dog to take care of, especially when I have work tomorrow.” you say.
“He can take you home.” Johnny said almost immediately.
“Johnny.” Taeil said in a serious tone, “Cut it out.”
“Alright, alright.”
You smiled, “But I’d love to hear you play the guitar, maybe it’ll help me sleep.”
You can see Taeil getting nervous, and laughed nervously. You were about to say that it’s fine if he doesn’t want you to, but instead, he said, “That’s fine. Anything to help my friend sleep.” His smile went from nervous to calming.
You smiled at his offer, and Johnny immediately started pushing you, “Let’s go before it gets even more late!” He said.
With Johnny’s pushing and Taeil following behind you both, you guys got to his house and Taeil opened the door. You guys entered his house and boy were you surprised. His house was super nice and clean. It felt like you were entering an expensive house that looks like a regular house from the outside. “You look like you never came to his house before.” Johnny said.
“It’s been months, okay?” You protested.
Johnny chuckled and Taeil couldn’t help but smile. You both took off your shoes and entered his house. Then you followed Taeil to his room and sat on his bed. Johnny sat on the chair by his desk as Taeil got his guitar from his guitar stand. “Taeil-hyung, you’re already home?” You hear a familiar voice.
You waited for Taeil to tune his guitar, and then you hear footsteps. That’s right, they mentioned someone else lives here with him. Last time you were here, he was alone. You looked at the door when you heard it knock, “Come in.” Taeil said as he tuned his guitar.
“I never expected you to come home n-” He entered and froze once he saw you and Johnny.
“Ah, Jungwoo. Sorry, I should have told you, but I thought you’d be asleep.” Taeil said. “You’re free to stay here if you want.”
He anxiously shakes his head, “I’m fine, I was just reading a book.” He was just about to leave until he popped his head at the door, “Also, are you working tomorrow?”
He nodded, “Yeah, why?”
He rubbed his neck, “Jaehyun-hyung wants to hang out at the cafe again tomorrow, and I thought you could take me with you.”
“I think it’ll be better if you go with Johnny and Y/N, My shift starts really early, and I don’t want you to fall asleep in the cafe again.” He said, causing Jungwoo’s ears to turn red.
You blinked, “So you’re the sleeping guy in the cafe!” you said, now causing him to run away to his room. “Oops.”
He finally finished tuning his guitar, “It’s alright, he’ll apologize tomorrow, or he’ll ask me to do it for him. And sorry about him, he’s new here so he doesn’t have many friends but the ones he goes to college with.”
“Right.” Johnny said, crossing his arms and putting his feet on the corner of the bed.
“Get your feet off of my bed!” Taeil scolded as Johnny laughed and did as he was told.
Then he finally started to play his guitar. It was nice and soothing, especially when you hear it for the first time in person. You can feel your body relaxing a bit and wanting to fall asleep. You and Johnny were enjoying the sound, Johnny had his eyes closed, but then he opened them again. He realized that Taeil immediately stopped playing when you finally fell asleep and your headed ended up being on his shoulder. Johnny couldn’t help but chuckle, “Guess they were that tired, huh?”
Taeil nodded, “Of course, now can you help get her to lay down? I don’t mind sleeping on the couch.”
He nodded and gently picked you up, making sure you wouldn’t wake up, and laid you down gently. You shifted a bit, just so you could be comfortable as his blanket was placed on you.
They left you quietly and made their way to the living room, but Taeil stopped by Jungwoo’s room, knocking on his door. There was no answer. He opened the door just to make sure, and it was just him fast asleep. Then he quietly closed the door and went to the living room with Johnny.
“Is he asleep too?” Johnny asked and he nodded.
“I’m worried about what he’s going to dream about though.” Taeil said, causing Johnny to give him a questioned look.
“Why?”
“He told me that he’s experiencing dreams with the same person in it, but he doesn’t know anything about them, only their voice. He’s been anxious about it since it first happened.”
“When did it happen?”
“When he first moved into my house. Knowing their voice is the most information that he has gotten.”
“Hm, Y/N has been experiencing the same thing, and no one else has been experiencing it but them, and Jungwoo from what you told me.”
“Do you think they’re soulmates?”
“Think? If no one else is dealing with this dream thing, then they’re definitely soulmates.”
Uninterested (Jaemin)
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word count: 2405
An au where you are a photographer who didn’t have an interest in dating. However, someone hopes that you’ll give him an exception.
A/N: I would have wrote more on this but I lost motivation, so the ending of this isn’t great. and i had this for 5 days now, oops.
so you’re a photographer
jaemin’s a model
apparently you somehow end up having to take pictures of him
you didn’t mind, since you’re just doing your job
but it gets a little fishy as you keep getting assigned with him
you only knew him as a model, nothing personal
you brush it off though
oh, did i mention you’re not really interested in love?
your friends have tried to get you to fall in love through a blind date but it doesn’t end well
not surprised bc you know that people don’t like you that way
jaemin is no different
he’s just someone you take pictures of and be done
oh yeah, you don’t do the editing part of the job
though you wish you did so you wouldn’t take hours directing people on how to pose and taking a bunch of pictures
unlike others, you wouldn’t make the model pale as hell
but whatever
you were on your break before taking more pictures
normally it would be the time for everyone to eat
yeah no
you rather eat at home than eat around people
that’s why you don’t really go to restaurants unless your friends dragged you to another blind date
talking isn’t your forte either
you mainly just talk to do your job
“why are you so quiet?” your friends would ask
“i don’t see the reason why i should talk.” you say
that’s basically your reason
at the point your friends can’t argue
and you mainly communicate through text or email
bc you’re always inside
ok break’s over time for pictures
you stretch as you get back to where you were for photos
that jaemin kid is back again
and 6 more kids
yep time for group photos
you basically know their names bc you gotta tell who needs to move
you hate it though
bc there’s that one kid that’s always calling you out
yep that kid is haechan
or so you were told
“why are you so serious? you look like you don’t even want to take pictures.” he’d say
ok he’s not that mean but shhh
you don’t answer him as usual
in reality you would kick his ass
if only his producers and cameras weren't there
and his members too
when the photoshoot is finally done both you and the groups were happy
of course you didn’t show it bc you were busy putting the camera away and everything else
what you didn’t know is that jaemin has been eyeing on you
you didn’t get the vibe either
you’re that kid that doesn’t really get anything until a while later or until you’re told
you hear the group talk but you couldn’t care less
you basically left after you said your goodbyes and went straight home
before the members could get to you
sucks bc you could have hung with them
but you didn’t want to be with them for how loud they were
right when you got home, you got a phone call
god damn it
you ignore it bc you just want to relax
is that so hard to ask for?
you like to sit at your couch and read a book while listening to calming music
even if you get another phone call, you ignore it
you could easily get fired now if your boss was calling you
but you’re one of the very few photographers they have so they can’t
skipping to days later and it’s your day off day
or it was until your friends are dragging you out of your house again
this time it wasn’t for a blind date
it was more of a hang out which you didn’t mind
it was to a mall and god how long has it been since you went to one?
you thought it was fine bc it’s just your friends
until you saw the same group you took photos of has been invited too
how the heck do they know nct dream?
let’s not get to there
you wore your casual clothes, nothing surprising
everyone else decided to be fashionable
like damn it’s just a mall???
minus jaemin who also wore casual
you two looked like you have similar clothing styles
except you don’t wear hats
next thing you knew, you were separated from nct dream and dragged by your friends
not surprising but getting dragged somehow didn’t get on your nerves
you got so used to it, you’re just like ‘whatever’
anyway
you were just standing there as if you’re the kid in the store waiting on your mom
aka your friends
you weren’t interested in shopping
but you weren’t one of those people who just shuts themselves in from the world
your friends looked like they were picking something for you
god you might need a whole new closet just for clothes they bought for you
you plan to pay them back but they’re just “no no it’s ok!!! they’re for you, a gift from us!!”
whenever this happens, you’re just “what are you guys planning?”
“oh nothing!”
liars
but you just went with the flow
you don’t know how you could stand being with them
they take hours to do shopping
HOURS
ESPECIALLY FOR CLOTHES
and for the dreamies, it only took like a few minutes
well your friends can’t help it, especially when one of them is a fashion designer
or two
your call
you realized they were mainly looking through dresses
ok that’s fishy
swear to god if it’s another blind date
wouldn’t be surprised anyways
hours later and your friends are FINALLY done
that long for like 2 dresses
at least they fit in a single bag
now you guys decided to eat bc they took forever looking through dresses
pretty sure the boys already ate
wouldn’t be surprised
turns out they didn’t and they were just waiting for your friend group to finish
“you guys take FOREVER!” haechan would say
and chenle
all you did was point to your friend group and they’d know
well, until after jaemin said that it’s your friends’ fault
really, that wasn’t hard to understand
when you guys got the food, you didn’t eat much
it was worry to jaemin that you didn’t eat much, but he didn’t know you don’t have a big appetite like everyone else
until your friends pointed it out
though it would be better if you said it yourself
but oh well, you didn’t have to talk at least
later, you finally went home bc your friends had to drag you and the others to watch a movie
it was a horror movie, which is a bad idea i tell you
you weren’t affected bc you find it cliche, but everyone was hugging you like their life depends on it
they only let go when you guys had to go your separate ways
you showered and got ready for bed
of course for another work day
When you went to work, you were finally assigned to take a picture of someone else
Turns out it was Jeno
He’s a nice kid
To you anyways
He always compliments the pictures you take of him
“Wow, Y/N! This is really nice!”
You didn’t take it to heart though
All you say is thank you, even without a smile
Bc smiling isn’t something you like about yourself
Even though your smile got complimented once
Of course Jeno is known for his smile, and literally made everyone fall for him
Well almost everyone
You weren’t one of them
You just thought a smile was just a smile, nothing more and nothing less
Now you had to take a picture of him again, but in a different concept
A cute, bright concept
With the one thing you didn’t like, balloons
You didn’t have a good relationship with balloons as them being popped always scared you
He was playing with balloons, throwing them in the air for pictures
you’d always get nervous when the balloon goes near the lights
Especially when it gets REALLY close
You should have told your boss about your fear of balloons popping
Too late for that now
When you finally finished taking pictures, you let out a really long sigh
The members seems to be done at the same time too and went to play with the balloons
This time you ignored them
“Why won’t you stop staring at them and talk to them?” You hear one of them say
Well that’s not your concern
You tied your hair up as god who knows how often your hair went in your face while taking pictures
You went to talk to your boss about other plans that you might have the involved taking pictures
Once you finished talking to them
You literally hear the members screaming
Followed by a loud pop of the balloon
With that you literally ran home before you could say bye to everyone
Of course you can’t let them know that you’re a mess when you get scared
Your boss called you, but you didn’t hear them
Now you’re just chilling at home, trying to calm down from the balloon pop
Really, your heart doesn’t want to calm down
You curl up into a ball as you mentally beg your heart to chill
What scared you more is the knock on your door
Luckily it was your group of friends
You knew that they wanted to drag you out again
Now isn’t the time
But it’ll help you calm down
Hopefully
You wore one of the dresses they bought for you
“OH MY GOD Y/N YOU LOOK SO CUTE!!” your friends scream
Bc it’s the first time you wore something they bought you without them asking to
They would hug you as if you were a stuffed animal they just won
“I also heard what happened, and don’t worry, we’re gonna go to the fair!” one of your friends said
Yep, a fair, that’s surely helpful
So you went anyways
This time it was only you and your friends, guess they knew you didn’t want them to come
Anyways you looked around and basically drank water
Of course you ate some food too, but you’d get a little sick afterwards
When you got a little sick, you and your friends just sat down until you got better
And this sequence went on
One of your friends noticed the dreamies, but then pretended like they didn’t notice them
Your friend wanted this stuffed animal, but they couldn’t win it bc they keep losing the game
after watching your friends fail, you decided to give it a shot
they thought you’d fail, until the last throw got you the stuff animal
you have them the stuff animal and they hugged you as a thanks
hugs aren’t bad
but you had to hit them to let go before they crush your ribs
you thought that you were gonna hold all the animals that they won, but turns out that you were carrying nothing
you appreciate them for helping you get your mind off of the balloon popping
but you not carrying anything is weird
so you asked to carry something
and that something was a large stuffed animal
almost the size of you holy heck
you had to carry it like you were hugging it by the neck
sooner or later, your group is friends knew the dreamies were here
honestly they were scared at the idea that they might laugh at you for being extremely scared of a popping balloon
so they basically tried to avoid them at all costs
until you guys were sitting down the the group walked over to you
you were doing your own thing, looking through your phone and drinking lemonade
“Hey, Y/N?” one of them said
you looked up from your phone and removed the straw from your mouth
so it was jaemin that called you
“yes?”
“are you alright? sorry for earlier…”
first, you were like ‘what is he even talking about?’
but then you remembered the balloon incident
“your boss told us and—“
“you should have seen jaemin! he’s was so worried about you!” haechan interrupted
amazing
10/10 haechan
“hyung!” jaemin said, embarrassed
you just watch the two of them talk
then jaemin requested you two to be alone so he can actually talk without being interrupted by haechan
you agreed and followed him
when you two were finally alone, he continued
“sorry about him… he’s always like this.”
“i can tell.”
“anyways, are you alright? i saw you ran out before saying goodbye.”
you nodded as you fidget with your phone
“that’s good, here.”
he held out an average size teddy bear to you
you were confused, but you took the bear
“it’s an apology gift, even though it doesn’t make up for everything.”
“thanks..” you say quietly
“it makes up for the things you did to me.” you had to add
?????????????
“what? i didn’t do anything to you.”
“exactly.”
“oh you little—“
“there you guys were!” you hear a familiar voice
yep it was jeno and the others
seems like your friend group went home
such friends you have
“your friends told us to take care of you.” chenle said
great
“alright then.”
you hung out with them until the fair closed
you were gonna head home alone until jaemin insisted on walking with you
he wasn’t gonna budge anyways so you let him walk with you
you two talked to each other more than usual
he found out how sweet you are
you found out how flirty he can get
when you both got to your house, you gave him the directions back to the building
or you could have gave him the option to sleep at your house, but you didn’t want any issues
turns out to be the case anyways
he was surprised by how nice your house looked
“the one thing you can’t do is sleep with me.” you said
he pouted, “but y/n….”
“no.”
“can we at least hang out more often?”
“as friends?”
he nodded, but that’s not what he wanted.
apparently he took an interest in you since you took pictures for their company
“i’ll think about it.”
he's gonna have a hard time to get you to change your feelings for him
since one of the members secretly told him how uninterested you are in dating
but he’s gonna take it nice and slow
Opened Up (Haechan)
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An au where you two met and became friends
So you’re a trainee at SM
Of course, you’re a foreigner
To be fair, you don’t really know that much korean
You got in by their auditions in the states
You spend most of your trainee time learning korean
You get stuck with this group of trainees
And boy they don’t really like you
They think you suck, but they don’t really know how good you are
You don’t even talk to them
When they gather in a small group and whisper, you just knew they were talking about you
Because that’s the only time they actually do that
Anyways you just disappear and just hide away from them
Even the cameraman doesn’t notice you disappearing
You know you’re going to be stuck with them for god who knows how long
You hide in this one place that only you know
And it’s dark
But you like the dark so you didn’t really care
Sometimes you stay there because you need to be alone
And sometimes you just end up crying because you’re tired of everything
Instead of going back to the practice room, you go back to your room and practice your korean
Oh yeah, did I mention you’re flexible?
You’re stretching while practicing your korean
Desk who?
You’re pretty much always on the floor
Multitasking at its finest
When you're done, you slightly regret because now you’re in pain from stretching
Now you’re rolling around because of how much your legs hurt
Then things go normal for the rest of the day
Of course you ignore your group of trainees
And that just repeats for god who knows
Only saying that because I don’t even know how long it should be
Anyways, when it was really late and everyone went to bed
You snuck into the practice room to practice
Because you can’t practice with them without having to disappear out of the blue
Of course you weren’t using the speakers, because you don’t want to wake everyone up
You had your phone luckily, so you played music from there
You were dancing your butt off, from covers to making your own choreo
You were having fun, until it was like 5 in the morning
Oh heck
Oh well, not the first time you dealt with an all nighter
especially without sleeping
You went back to the dorm all sweaty
You went pass by a group of males, but honestly you didn’t pay attention to them
Because you gotta run back to your room and get cleaned up
Minutes later and you’re clean
Unlike everyone else, you actually don’t take forever in the bathroom
That’s the only thing your trainee group is blessed about
You went to practice your korean again
This much practicing and you just might end up being fluent
Anyways
You wanted to take a walk outside
That’s all you needed, because you haven’t gotten some fresh air in awhile
So you did
Though you almost got in trouble by the company
And you didn’t see what’s the issue, because no one knows you
Oh well, you got your fresh air, you didn’t care
What’s next?
Practice?
Yeah, but not dancing with the other trainees
Vocals
Perhaps rap too
Honestly you sound like you ate a cd
Because those vocals are AMAZING
You can rap but no one has really heard you rap before
Anyways, you just continued practicing and singing your favorite songs
The only time you felt stress free and you hardly let yourself have the time to sing on your own
Sometimes you’d get a voice crack but you don’t stop until you’re done with the song
The time you actually stop is when your throat is dry, because you don’t bring a water bottle
You just forget to bring one
Every single time
Some time later, your group of trainees found out about you, but didn’t care
You do what you do
Not like they care anyways
Even knowing you for that long and they still talk about you
After the amount of practice you had, you finally understood what they’re saying about you
“Do they even try?”
“Do they even want to be an idol?”
And so on
Disappointed but not surprised
Anyway, you leave them suddenly like usual in all the practices
Though, you heard a group will be watching you
It’s to see if you’re capable of debuting or not
Or so you heard
Oh well
Even though you really wanted to debut
You can’t handle them
You’d leave the group immediately if you had to debut with them
Heck you could be a soloist
Anyways
Instead of going to that, you went somewhere else
But then you were told to go there, so you had no choice
You didn’t bother to look at anyone, but stayed closed to the door
You hear their greeting, and them saying “We hope you do well.”
All you’re thinking about is leaving
But you have to handle it
You can feel the the trainees staring at you, as if they’re glaring, so you stay by the door and do nothing
“Hyung, they seem uncomfortable.” You heard
“Don’t worry about them. You should focus on us.” You heard one of the trainee say
If only you could kick them out of the room
You hear him apologize when he shouldn’t be
Then they got started
You watched them perform individually and as a group
That’s when you found out there are 18 people watching
God you were singing their songs in your vocal practicing time too
You weren’t nervous about them though
It’s the trainees
As all 18 of them are focused on the trainees, you just silently left
You didn’t even try to leave silently, you just somehow didn’t make footsteps
Without you knowing, one of them noticed you leave
You sat in your dark room, stressed as hell and nervous
You didn’t know that one of them followed you
when he got to the place that you were hiding, he was surprised because he has never been there before
how did a trainee find a place like this?
well you have your ways
you didn’t cry, nor have tears, because you were so used to bottling your stress up
you automatically froze when you heard footsteps going towards you
“Are you okay?” asked the voice.
you can’t see who it was nor could you tell who’s voice it was
but you know someone’s there from the figure appearing in front of you
you didn’t answer and he didn’t move
at least someone knows how to give you space
“What happened? Is it because of the other trainees?”
your heart just stops
were you that obvious?
he went to find a lightswitch and turned on the lights, finding you hugging your knees in a corner surrounded by boxes
he seemed surprised finding you in this state, which makes you want to cry your eyes out
“Are you okay?” he asked again
somehow you started crying and covered your face in your arms
yet you still didn’t answer him
he stood at the other side of the boxes and crouched down
“Did they really treat you that bad?”
you shook your head, they didn’t do that much of a damage, from what it looked like earlier anyways
when you looked at him for once, he looked like he just remembered something
“that’s right, you’re a foreigner, i…”
“it’s ok, i can understand you.” you say quietly
your voice was soft and gentle, and cracked in some tones due to the crying
“and all they did was not care about me and talk some things about me, that’s all.” you admitted
he pouted and he looked adorable
but not what he’s here for
“they shouldn’t treat you like that, but if you think about it, they’re probably jealous.”
what?
“jealous? about what?”
“who knows, they don’t know what you can do.”
well he’s not wrong
“how have you been practicing?” he had to ask
there was a pause
surely he thought you practiced with them anyways
but you told him
“away from them.. i practice late at night in the vocal room and dance rooms..”
he sighed, not surprised
but them he smiled, “I’m sure you’re much better than them, they look like they’re just trying to impress us.”
you rubbed the back of your neck, “well they don’t really practice that much…”
again, not surprised
though you weren’t supposed to spill that
thinking about practicing made you remember that day when you had so much muscle pain, and yet you still bothered to practice, with full effort
you rubbed your arms, knowing they still hurt from before
and your legs, but you ignore the pain
he got up and held his arm out after crouching there for several minutes
“come on, we should head back before everyone starts to worry, well just my group.”
you nodded and took his hand, but almost fell from the pain
luckily, he noticed
“should we come back another time? it looks like your muscles hurt.”
you shook your head, “i’ll be fine, i’m used to this.”
then you guys went back to the practice room, where the remaining 17 members and the trainees were still there
on the way to the practice room, he asked, “what’s your name?”
you fell silent, not used to an idol asking you for your name, but you managed to get it out, “I’m Y/N, and you are?”
“donghyuck, but i go by haechan.”
you nodded
actually, you knew who he was and who the group is, NCT.
and seems like the trainees didn’t know them that well
when you guys got back, the nct members were all worked up about where you two were
well mostly to haechan, you just stood by him, slowly excusing yourself from the crowd
moments later, haechan had to mention that you still need to perform for them
you wish he hadn’t mention it at all
when you performed, you did dancing first
your moves were super smooth, gentle and elegant
heck you even showed some flips and how flexible you are
everyone was surprised and they clapped for you afterwards
it was more like an audience clap than a clap from a judge, which is the clap that the other trainees apparently got
now comes the singing
this was the most anticipating part of your performance
because no one had really heard you sing or rap before
though, since you’re a foreigner, they have you the option to sing a western song, but you stayed with korean
they played the instrumental version of a song you asked for
it seems like you were nervous, but really you’re just rolling with the song
when you started singing, everyone’s reaction was like i can see your voice
everyone was surprised
“wait wait wait, we should hear them sing without the song.” one of the guys said
you knew it was lucas so you weren’t surprised about his words
you can see the other trainees smirk, as if they were denying your talent
“don’t smirk.” you hear haechan, and they immediately turned around, facing away from them
you rubbed your neck, as if you felt like you were going to have a voice crack
everyone is waiting for you
you open your mouth and began to sing
they were even more surprised
your vocals were so clear
you hit every note perfectly
what did you eat? a cd?
you stopped before the rapping part came on and you made everyone speechless
you felt like everyone wanted to hear you rap, since it was one of your positions, but you kept it to yourself
the fact that you sang their song was surprising too
you look at haechan and he noticed you, then giving you the look of ‘i told you so.’
you wanted to stick your tongue at him, but that’s be inappropriate at the time
when it was time to give you your feedback, you were ready
you didn’t care if they gave you negative comments
to your surprise, they didn’t
the only thing they said was be confident
and you totally agree
otherwise, they were all compliments
when all the serious things were done, you laid down on the practice room floor, exposing all the heating pads you had on
you hear someone walking over to you
“you know, you need to know when to take a break and not hurt your muscles more.” said a voice
you know who that is
“i know, donghyuck, but i just feel lazy when i don’t do anything.”
he fell silent
you looked at him, “are you good?”
he nodded, “i’m surprised that you called me by my real name.”
“i can call you haechan if you want.”
“it’s fine, don’t worry about it.”
he sat down next to you as everyone is doing their own thing and chatting
“don’t you have plans?” you asked
“no, because of this.”
“right…..”
he smiled, “to be honest, i think you’re ready to debut, everyone else, no so much.”
“you’re just being nice.”
“hey! i’m telling to truth!”
you both smiled and has gotten comfortable in each other’s company
“hey donghyuck?”
“yes, y/n?”
“my arms and legs hurts.”
“i better not see you practicing then.”
you pouted as he let out a chuckle
and after that, you guys became friends and hang out with each other more often when you guys have free time in the same day
and once in awhile he would check on you
Tbh he’ll scold you for practicing too much when you should be taking a break
He’d practice with you when he has free time and you don’t
He’ll laugh at you whenever you have a voice crack
“Stop singing before you get another voice crack!”
“FIGHT ME.”
“Y/N NO!”
You’d have a high note battle
Of course he’d win
Unless you actually scream then you’d win
Then you’d do a low note battle
To the point where you can’t even hear each other anymore
Then it’s tie
Though he wouldn’t like to admit that
One time he was watching you practice with your group
It was already shocking that you were practicing with you group for once since you’d always avoid them
Turns out that you were friends with them now, which is completely fine
Your group was doing dance covers, cause why not?
He was captivated by your dance moves and how passionate you are
What he didn’t know what how much pain you were in
Of course you didn’t show it, because that would make him worry
You can feel the vibe of the other members worrying about you
When your group was going to practice we young next
One of the members came up to you and whispered to you
“Are you sure? It’s going to make your ankle worse.”
“It’ll be fine.” you say as you brush it off
They gave you a face of worry as you got ready
Haechan managed to pick up the vibe, but he didn’t know what’s going on.
“Y/N, can you please sit out on this one?” your leader said
You froze as you were busy stretching
You were about to protest, but honestly, you knew they were right
“Fine.” You said as you sat down with your back on the mirror
You ignore the pain, even though it felt like your ankle was stabbed multiple of times
And it hurt much more than when you stood up
It’s like the pain that you should have felt before was rushing to your ankle
It took you awhile to give in on the pain
Well, until half of the song until you started showing how much you were in pain
Everyone literally stopped and rushed to you
Despite Haechan being by the door, he was the first one to be by your side
“What even happened?” He said
“Y/N twisted their ankle badly during practice a couple days ago and refused to take a break.” Your leader said
You just sat there as they checked your ankle
Luckily nothing major has happened, but you knew it’ll happen soon
Skipping to when you actually went to the doctor and you were told to rest for a couple of weeks
This is what you were afraid of
You hated not being able to do anything and yet here you are
Whenever your group members went to go practice, you follow, but then you had to sit there and watch them
Well, sometimes you just follow with just doing the arm movements
But that isn’t as fun as dancing with both the arm and leg movements
Again, Haechan would visit when he’s free and sit next to you
“How’s your ankle?”
“Better.”
“You don’t seem happy.”
“I hate being bored.”
“Well, do you want to know the bright side?”
“What is it?”
“You’ll finally debut soon.”
Invisible
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word count: 1573
part: 3
parts list
A/N: It’s mostly dialogue towards the end, I’m sorry about that. Please give feedback if you can, it’s really appreciated!!
You were just sitting on your porch as your parents were inside, reading a book as the other kids played around. Indeed you were an only child, and playing with other kids didn’t really suit your interests. You were just about to finish your book when you heard the door open, “Go play.” A voice of a mother said.
“But mom, I don’t want to.” The child said, his voice is soft, which was unusual for a boy.
You ignore your surroundings as the conversation was going on. When you finish the book you had, you stood up and dust your dress. You held the book with one hand and entered the house, without bothering to look at the boy who tried to refuse his mother, and yet, you felt him staring at you until you left his vision.
A few minutes later, you heard footsteps coming towards you while you were trying to find another book to read in the large book room that your father has. Of course, you were around seven at the time, so you didn’t read anything too complicated. He had filled some shelves with books that suit your age, or even a little bit more advanced. He’s mark them with a red sticker so you know which shelves were yours. The footsteps have stopped, causing you to look at the door that you left open.
There was the boy from earlier, but this time, he wasn’t clinging onto his mother, or so you thought from your side vision. You both stood there in silence, staring each other. All you wanted was to find another book to read, who knows what he wants.
He’s hiding by the door frame, as if he’s intimidated by you. Really, he’s just shy, or from what you’re experiencing anyway. He seems like he wanted to talk to you, or wanted to go inside the book room and look through the books. Whatever it is, you had to signal him to come inside so he wouldn’t just continue hiding.
He hesitated for a few moments, before slowly letting himself in. He still seems scared, maybe he shouldn’t have followed you in the first place. If he wanted to be friends with you, then he could have done a better job. You can’t blame him though, since he seems to be about your age, and even you have issues making friends. That’s why you don’t bother to make any.
You sighed and had to signal him to get closer to you, which he hesitantly did, until he was at a reasonable range. You show him the shelf, “Go ahead, pick a book.” You said.
He looked at you and then at the shelf, then he picked a book that he had never seen before, and luckily, you never read before either. Then he just handed you the book, but you didn’t take it from him. You can tell that he’s getting nervous again. You went behind him and pushed him towards the couch by the window. You sat down, and told him to sit down next to you, “If you don’t want to play, then we can read together, alright?” You said, almost as if you were trying to calm him down.
You see him smile, and agreed with you. You didn’t really pay attention to how he looked, more like you can’t really see his features at all. Then he opened the book and began reading, holding the book between both of you.
It was such a large book that the sky went dark and the lights suddenly turned on, but that didn’t bother you or him. It wasn’t too big for you, but from the look of it, it’s seems to be quite big for him that he’s starting to lose focus. “We can take a break if you want.” You suggested, and he agreed.
Now, you both sat there in silence, him looking around, swinging his legs as you just read the summary of the book, which you never do. Now the boy is looking at his feet, then he looked at you, “What’s your name?” He asked.
You knew what he asked, but you hardly could hear him. It felt weird to you, since it was the first time in the first seven years of your life that someone asked for your name, “I’m Y/N, what about yours?” Your voice started to trail off.
“I’m—”
The one time you used your alarm, it woke you up from your really long dream. Your dog started to bark and ran into your room and gave you a bunch of kisses. Honestly, you couldn’t be mad at her, even though you knew she wanted food. When she stopped giving you kisses, you got up and went to get food for her before starting your morning routine.
Though, you took longer than usual to do your morning routine. Most of the time, you just stood in front the mirror, putting a bunch weight on your hands, which were on the edge of the sink. You just stared at yourself, as if you were waiting for some scary figure to show up like in those horror movies in the bathroom.
Disappointed but not surprised, nothing happened. Though, you were mainly in thought, especially about your dream. The setting looked so familiar, and that book room, but you don’t recall being there once in your life. Yeah, that looks your parents house before your family moved to a much smaller house, and then you moved out from there.
Before you knew it, it took you an hour to finish your morning routine, and you hated taking forever. “Who was that kid?” You ask yourself, as you were getting your breakfast made.
“Who’s what?” You heard a voice.
You look over, seeing Johnny in his casual clothes for the first time. He had your spare key hanging in his finger, you sigh, “At least knock, you know I’m always awake when you come by.” You said as you finished up your breakfast and went to go sit down at your dinner table. “And remind me why I gave you the spare key to my house out of everyone I know.”
“Because we see each other the most, even more than the people who interacted with you when you were in college.” He said as he took off his shoes and went to sit next to you.
“Right…”
Despite him being just a coworker of yours, he ended up being one of the people at work closest to you. Though he doesn’t talk to you as much as Jaehyun, but you tell him everything, since you know he handles it well.
“Anyway, who were you talking about? Normally you’d be properly dressed when I come here.”
“No one important, don’t worry about it.”
“Well, you wouldn’t have question it yourself if it was no one important.”
Alright, he pretty much made you silent, but that always happens. You just ignore him and continue eating, knowing he’s going to ask you again about it after you’re finished. He’s just patiently waiting, even if you decided to take an hour finishing. He had his head resting on his hand while his elbow was on the table.
When you finally finished eating, you went to do your dishes, hearing Johnny playing with your dog. You went to finally put on some casual clothes instead of your pajamas and went to sit in your seat from earlier.
“So you changed.” He said.
“Only when someone’s visiting me.” You leaned back on your chair and crossed your arms.
He put your dog down and dust off most of the dog fur from his clothes, “So, go on.”
“About what?”
“Whatever you were talking about.”
“I said it’s nothing important.”
“And I said you wouldn’t have question it if it wasn’t important.”
You guys kept going on until you eventually gave up, causing him to give a victory smile, or was it a smirk? You sighed, because you didn’t want to tell him, but at this point, he’ll keep bothering you at work when you both work at the same time.
“Is it about not knowing who that person is again?” Johnny said.
“That’s literally the only time I talk about someone.”
“I should have known.”
“Do you want to know, or what?”
“Just spill it already.”
You took a couple hours to tell him, as much as you can remember. You told him in detail, what you were doing, the setting, what you were holding, just every detail you can pick out. He was listening to every word, though he wasn’t looking at you, he was really processing every word you say to him. “Say,” He said, “have you heard about soulmates before?”
You gave him a confused look, “No, why?”
“Nevermind.”
“Are you serious?”
“What was the book you were reading during your break?”
“A book about relationships, why?”
“What section were you reading?”
“The soulmate section— Oh my god, is that why I see him in every single of my dream?”
“Most likely.”
“How do you know about this if you never dated?”
“It’s called being up to date, thank you very much.” He patted your head, “And you should think harder about who he is, maybe it’ll help.”
“Definitely, when I don’t even know who he is at all.”
“I think you just need to try.”
“Oh shut up.”
Invisible
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A soulmate au where you meet your soulmate in your dreams, but you never interacted with him. Strangely, you never see him before, unless you never realized he was there?
parts: 1 2 3 4
Invisible
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word count: 1164
part: 2
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You were running around in a field of sunflowers. Cliche, right? Doesn’t matter, you love sunflowers. Your family used to have a whole garden of them before you moved away. Being around sunflowers was like being close to home, especially when your parents would call you their sunflower. You haven’t felt this happy in a long time. Of course your dog makes you happy, but also stressed at the same time.
Your dress and your sun hat swayed perfectly as you spun around the field. You always loved simple designs, especially with dresses. Just a single color would suit your preference. Too much design becomes a hassle.
While you were having the time of your life with sunflowers, there was someone else there. Except, they weren’t as happy as you. They were sitting on a tree branch, hiding their face in their knees. You approached, and yet you still couldn’t see their face.
“Are you okay?” You asked, even though it’s completely silent.
You found out that this person was a male, even worse, you recognize his hair and his body shape. When he moved his head away from his knees, there was a strong wind blowing by, causing you to lower your head and hold your hat and dress so they wouldn’t fly over the place, then—
You woke up immediately. You sat up and crossed your legs. You tried to think about what just happened, it all seemed normal. The only thing out of the ordinary was that boy. You were so close to finally seeing his face, it had to cut off right there. Honestly, that was one of the most frustrating things you have to deal with, seeing him everywhere and yet you don’t know who he is.
Well, you have to set that worry aside, because you have to go to work. You got yourself off the bed and did your usual thing, except the only difference is having to change to go to work. You say bye to your dog and took off.
You didn’t work anywhere that was cool, you worked at a cafe. Your actual job in the cafe differs. You either make the coffee, or you serve their orders, or be a cashier. In some occasions, you were entertainment, whether it’s singing or playing an instrument. You didn’t hate it, nor did you like it. It was something you didn’t really care to have an opinion about, you just do what you’re asked to do. Unless it’s something you can’t do, then you tell them that.
Today, you were making the coffee. Even though you’re still in view of the customers, you didn’t pay attention to them, just their order. Apparently a lot of people like it when you’re on coffee duty, even your coworkers like it too. It might be because of how efficient and fast you get the order done, and that makes the cafe much less crowded than when you were on your day off.
While you were making an order, you felt a very familiar vibe coming from someone. You assume it was one of your coworkers, even though you know that your coworkers don’t even give you a vibe.
You continued to do the orders as you hear them, until you couldn’t hear the next order. You paused with a look as you’re trying to hear, but then you gave up and looked at the screen where the order normally pops up. It was four lattes under the name Jaehyun. You made a face once again, knowing that you would be able to hear Jaehyun if he went to order.
When you finished the order, you slid the tray of the four drinks to the front for the server. You immediately went back to work, without knowing that the server went somewhere. While you were working you heard footsteps at going towards the drinks, “Thank you.” You heard, knowing that’s Jaehyun’s actual voice, and he walked away.
The crowd finally died down and you were finally being able to rest. One of your coworkers went up to you, “When did you hurt your hand?” he asked, of course, it was Johnny.
You were confused, then you looked at your hand, seeing a burn on the back. Guess you were too busy working to notice. It wasn’t horrible at least, though now that you realized you burned yourself, it really hurt. It wasn’t even the first time this happened. You quickly ran to the back to get the injury treated.
Eventually, you came back out, and honestly, you felt pretty stupid for not noticing it. Even worse, how didn’t you feel the pain until after you noticed it? Anyways, you were told to sit out longer, so your injury can heal, even if your break time was over. You sat in the back of the cafe, since you had to leave the seats in front of the counters for the customers.
You hated how loud it is, and you didn’t really notice until your break time was extended. You can’t use any electronics during work hours, so you grabbed a book to read. You didn’t really paid attention to the topic of the book, until it reached the topic that caught your attention. You read it, and you were so into the book that Johnny had to tap your shoulder, “Manager said you can go back to work now.” He said.
As if you had a different personality, you put the book back like you lost interest in it and went back to making orders. You were working as if you didn’t burn yourself earlier. Since the bandage was one of those rolled ones, it didn’t restrict the usage of your hand.
You can still hear Jaehyun in the cafe talking. You didn’t blame him for hanging out with friends, but he’s been here since before you injured your hand. Hasn’t he stayed here for too long? But you didn’t question it.
You finally were able to go home after a few more orders. You went to the back to get your things. You untied your hair from your ponytail as your head seems happy to finally have your hair be loose and free. Honestly, tying your hair gives you a headache sometimes, but it helps not get hair in your face.
From what you remembered reading during your extended break, it was something about seeing the same person in all of your dreams, even if the dream is completely different than when they first appeared. You read that it could be a soulmate thing.
Soulmate? Haven’t you heard that before?
Right, it was when your friend found their loved one. You forgot their name, because they completely cut you off after getting together with them. Not the first time it happened though, and couldn’t care less if it happened again.
Well, sad thoughts aside, you left the cafe and went home. As usual, you were greeted by your energetic dog.