[vanderrwaals]

[nctreal-blog]

                                              “Thank you.” 

                                                           “I hate you.” 

                                                                         “I know.”

[nctreal-blog]

❛ some days i don’t know if i am wrong or right . ❜

some meme idk anymore

                                “right, well… i’m gonna guess you’re WRONG today. way – way – way wrong. 100% wrong. && if my point isn’t clear enough: WE’RE GOING TO DIE if you convince everyone of how right, but really wrong you are. so no. i’m staying here, i’m not getting myself killed!”

[nctreal-blog]

❛ i packed my things & ran . ❜ (I hope it's okay I send this.)

some meme idk anymore

                  “ and you just LEFT everything and everyone behind? ran into the big nothingness. a freaking void this world has turned into?! –––– i don’t know if i could ever do that. i don’t know if I’D MAKE IT OUT THERE ON MY OWN.”

[nctreal-blog]

“Are you alright in there? You’re so quiet.”

some meme idk anymore

                  “i’m fine, i was just taking a shower ––– just w ––––”

                    “are you serious, right now? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! do you barge in on everyone in the bathroom? i said i was f i n e. christ.” and she’s shoving her out of the bathroom in a matter of seconds, slamming the door behind the girl. 

[ohclexa-deactivated20151029]

[nctreal-blog]

since i am a trashcan that barely has any threads on here. how about a good old starter call. yeah yup, like this post for a starter.

[nctreal-blog]

junkienicky.

        As Alicia began to yank at his arm, he realized how insane he was acting, and pulled away. He stepped aside, scrubbing his fingers into his tired eyes. If she wanted to leave, he couldn’t stop her. She was worried about Matt, and he couldn’t blame her, “F-Fine…” Nick whispers, head pounding, “Go. Find Matt, but be careful. God, just be careful.” he knew it wasn’t like his sister’s boyfriend to not answer, those two were inseparable. Shaking, he let his  back hit the wall, and he slid down to sit with his knees pulled tightly against his chest, “I’ll wait here…”

                             “careful from WHAT?” she snaps just as she’s about to walk out of the door. but really, was there even any point of trying to get into his head? understand what he’s mumbling about? ( probably not ) “never mind. just –– yeah, don’t go anywhere. mom’s gonna be home soon just . . . stay there or whatever. “ alicia trails off, finding no more words to say, features twisting into a frown as she watches him slide down to the floor. god dammit.

[walkingdead-gifs]

[holdsthemtogether-archive]

of monsters & men || starters

[nctreal-blog]

holdsthemtogether:

❛  just grab a hold of my hand . ❜   ❛  somewhere deep in the dark a howling beast hears us talk . ❜ ❛  i dare you to close your eyes . ❜ ❛  you love love love when you know i can’t love you .  ❜   ❛  after every sunny day , comes a stormy night . ❜   ❛  you’re my king & i’m your lionheart . ❜   ❛  breathe in , breathe out . let the human in .  ❜   ❛  my head is an animal . ❜   ❛  all the trouble i have caused with my two hands . ❜ ❛ & we’re far , far home but we’re so happy .  ❜   ❛  we used to play outside when you were young and full of life and full of love .  ❜   ❛  i watched you disappear .  ❜   ❛   it’s best we both forget before we dwell on it . ❜   ❛  as i looked around i began to notice we are nothing like the rest .  ❜   ❛  there’s an old voice in my head that’s holding me back .  ❜   ❛  are you really going to love me when i’m gone ? ❜   ❛  i’m shaking like a leaf . ❜   ❛  can you chase this fire away ? ❜   ❛  but i tried , oh , i tried . ❜   ❛  just let me go & we’ll meet again soon . ❜   ❛  we won’t run . ❜   ❛  it’s killing me to see you this way . ❜   ❛  i’m a crook for not caring for it . ❜    ❛  the stairs creak as you sleep , it’s keeping me / you awake . it’s the house telling me / you to close your eyes . ❜   ❛  don’t listen to a word i say . ❜   ❛  as the world comes to an end i’ll be here to hold your hand .  ❜   ❛  please hang around . ❜   ❛  i can see through you . ❜   ❛  it’s perfectly strange . ❜   ❛  hungry for the kill , but this hunger , it isn’t you . ❜   ❛  we are the same .  ❜   ❛  some days i don’t know if i am wrong or right . ❜   ❛  you can follow me .  ❜   ❛  some days I can’t even dress myself . ❜   ❛  why are you shaking your head ? ❜   ❛  i’m all out of breath . ❜ ❛  your mind is playing tricks on you , my dear . ❜       ❛  i am a killer . ❜   ❛  i take off my face because it reminds me how it all went wrong . ❜   ❛  darker days are raining over me . ❜   ❛  my blood runs red but my body feels so cold . ❜    ❛  i am the storm . ❜   ❛  please look away , don’t look at me . ❜   ❛  i heard them calling in the distance . ❜   ❛  i am sorry for the trouble , i suppose . ❜   ❛  i need nothing . ❜   ❛  i know that it’s a waste of time , chasing in the dark . ❜   ❛  you’re cold against the skin . ❜   ❛  & i run , i run , i run . ❜   ❛  the way you held me so tight … all through the night … ❜   ❛  you & i will not be shaken ! ❜   ❛  stop , i will take control . ❜   ❛  you scream , you scratch , you bite . ❜   ❛  the books that i keep by my bed are full of your stories . ❜   ❛  i’ll meet your eyes for the very first time , for the very last . ❜   ❛  let go , lay to rest . ❜   ❛  maybe i’m a bad , bad , bad , bad person . well , baby , i know . ❜   ❛  these fingertips will never run through your skin . ❜   ❛  i will lead you through this wonderland . ❜ ❛  water up to my knees , but sharks are swimming in the sea . ❜ ❛  ignore all those big warning signs . ❜ ❛  you have scars & some scratches . it makes me wonder about your past . ❜ ❛  the light is blinding my eyes . ❜ ❛  i push you away , although I wish you could stay . ❜ ❛  i’m never ready . ❜ ❛  time won’t let me show what i want to show . ❜ ❛  all eyes on me . ❜ ❛  i spend my night dancing with my own shadow . ❜ ❛  i packed my things & ran . ❜

[nctreal-blog]

killshctbitch.

  an exaggerated sigh breezed through astrid’s lips as she saw madison clark rush out the door, ducking down quickly to avoid being seen. it didn’t seem to matter either way though. madison seemed to be on a mission and completely BLIND to her surroundings.

          ❛ grab your fucking brother if you’ve got to and bring him with us if you’ve got to! ❜

  before astrid could even finish her sentence, she saw alicia bolting out the door and into the car. doing as she was told, the tires screeched as astrid took off in the direction of matt’s house. bright yellow flowers crushed under her tires as she pulled into the front yard, she looked over at alicia.

            ❛ are you ready to go inside? ❜

                                    a deep sigh passes her lips, shooting a glance at her friend, brows raising in question. why wouldn’t she be ready? IT’S NOT LIKE SHE EXPECTED SOMETHING TERRIBLY WRONG. he was probably still laying in his bed, with a fever as she left him just a few hours ago. head shakes followed by a shrug && she’s out of the car in a flash. –––– he was where she left him. he had to be. why was she even doubting this thought. yet alicia hesitates for two seconds before opening the door. slowly. “m–matt? hey . . . it’s alicia. and astrid. we came to check on you.” she calls out, looking back at astrid to make sure she was following. no response. he was probably asleep or too weak to reply. it’s cool, it was OKAY. but she comes to a hault. eyes widening at the sight. –– an empty bed. “th-that’s weird. he was laying in his bed. burning up. he couldn’t have. unless he . . . passed out. oh god. –––– can you look around? the kitchen. he’s –– i’ll . . . maybe he’s in the bathroom, i’ll go check.”

[nctreal-blog]

Sighing lightly as he approached the woman, Chopper felt relieved. After having to survive on his own against zombies for the past several months, here was an actual human. He gently placed his hoof atop her knee, praying that she wouldn’t assume he was an enemy right off the bat. “Oh thank god! A human! Hey there!” He said in an all too excited tone, though it didn’t retain a hint of malice or lost sanity, which was a blessing in this world.

           don’t fuCKING touch me ! ! ! ! ! !!

[seraaphinamorgenstern]

[martinehannah]

[nctreal-blog]

martinehannah:

Im ready for Alycia Debnam Carey smashing zombies

[nctreal-blog]

killshctbitch.

❛ when am i EVER wrong? ❜

  astrid was joking, but she said the words in the most serious tone she could manage. if you knew astrid at all — and alicia did, you knew the girl was WRONG quite often. not about this, though. astrid didn’t want to be wrong about THIS. after she hung up the phone, astrid grabbed her keys and left the house without so much as a word. it wasn’t like her aunt would notice she was gone – or care, anyway. the drive to alicia’s house wasn’t a long one. her best friend only lived about ten minutes or so down the road. pulling up into her best friend’s driveway, she grabbed her phone and dialed alicia’s number.

      ❛ hurry up and get out here before someone sees me. ❜

             just as she’s about to grab the door handle && sneak out, of course right then her mom has to appear out of nowhere and announce she had to go somewhere. “alicia, take care of your brother. don’t leave!” and before an a r g u m e n t could pass her lips, she was out of the door. “fan–fucking–tastic.” alicia mutters to herself, a glare shot at nick who seemed to doze off. ––––– and of course before she can come up with a plan, her phone was already BUZZING. “i . . . ugh, i’ll be there in a second. my mom left me to babysit nick. just hold on for a second ok?” && she hangs up the phone, grabbing her bag and glancing back at nick. ( he was asleep. he should be fine. matt was sick – and not by HIS OWN FAULT. she had to check up on him ) –––––––– “just drive. quick!” alicia snapped once in the car, not leaving any time for even a simple hello.

[nctreal-blog]

           “don’t even try to be nice to me ––– i’m definitely not in the mood or have the patience for that, okay? not until things START MAKING SENSE. or not even after – just shut up, ok?”

[wordsnquotes]

And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in.

Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore (via wordsnquotes)

[ohclexa-deactivated20151029]